Gauri reached her home and straightaway went to her room.

Closing the door from within, Gauri sat on the floor taking the support of the door, drops of tears started accumulating in her eyelids threatening to fall down any coming moment but this time, Gauri didn't let them fall down," No, I won't cry, I won't cry for losing someone who wasn't even mine in the first place, it was all a figment of my imaginations, my dreams were a lie which I fed myself thinking Dev also thinks the same way about me as I think about him but no, now when I know he doesn't, I won't let these dreams ruin my life, Dev does not love and I won't force my love on him either, I'll be strong, I'll be happy for him...for myself , I'll not cry...But How Will I do it, I loved Dev since the time I understood love, How can I forget him in a day, How can his not loving me change my love for him...Why I fell for him, why I had to love him, why I had to love someone who wasn't meant for me ...Why...Kyun?" The tears that Gauri held back fell down this time, she couldn't control them as she lied down on the floor curling into a ball, " Only today, I'll cry for him only today...never again..." Gauri assured herself as she let the tears flow uncontrollably, never to let them loose for Dev again.

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A/N: So a sort of end indicating she'll move on from Dev now, How's it?