This chapter may be considered really explicit so beware.

Then we drifted off to sleep.

I woke up in Shawn's arm. I stretched hitting him in the face

"Damn baby" Shawn said as he rubbed his face.

"I'm so sorry" I laughed and snuggled back into him.

"So what's up? What we getting into today?"

"Well I was hoping we could go out shopping and then maybe see a movie?"

"Alright cool." I started to get out of bed when I felt Shawn's big ass hands hit my ass. It stung so bad. My god. I rubbed my butt as I continued walking to the bathroom. That shit really made me mad.

I brushed my teeth and peed. I had spent the night at his place but bab didn't know I was here. He was probably still sleep so I snuck into the kitchen and made some breakfast. I made pancakes and eggs with some bacon on the side.

"Damn ma, I didn't know you could cook"

"Well you know.." I brushed my shoulders off as my ego grew.

"Here have a plate baby." I gave Shawn a plate with some food on it. He took one bite and almost chocked.

"Bey what the hell is this? "

"What? It's just pancakes and stuff. What's wrong?"

"That shit taste nasty as hell. Damn bey. You had me thinking you was the next Aunt Jemima. " Shawn laughed at me as I just walked out the kitchen.  Yea I know I'm not the best cook but damn. I walked into his room and I could still hear him laughing. That shit made me cry. He always laughing  at me. He such an ass. I got dress and left his house. I don't even know if he noticed.

It wasn't long until I heard my phone ringing. I looked and "surfboard" popped up. I laughed remembering the moment when I tried to wake him and he started getting hard. I sighed good times. I picked up dry as hell.

"Hello"

"Bey where you go?" He sounded concerned about me, but I really wanted him to feel some type of way about being mean to me.

"I left."

"Why? Baby I was only playing"

"I don't care. That made me sad. "

"I'm sorry baby. Can you come back?"

"No. Bye" I hung up laughing. I didn't go anywhere I was still in front of his place. I hadn't even locked the door back. I walked back in and heard him in his room. I peeped around the corner and saw him laying on the bed with his head in the pillow. He sighed and I crept in. He didn't see me so I ran and jumped on his back.

"Yo what the hell? Bey!!" Shawn looked at me and I bust out laughing. 

I got up and so did he. He looked like he was about to come after me so I ran.

"Hell Nah. You not going anywhere. " Shawn chased after me ready to take me down.

"No Shawn. I'm Sorry." I laughed and ran.

We ran all through the house but he finally caught me and we both fell on the floor. Stomach down.

"Oww shawn. You're so big."

"I know. I cant help that I'm blessed"

"You know damn well that's not what I meant."

"What you mean and what you say are two different things."

"Shawn Ok. Come on get up."

"Nah not until you apologize." By now he was sitting on my back and I was still laying down.

"Ok..I'm sorry."

"Excuse me. I don't think I heard you."

"I said I'm sorry." I said it louder knowing he was trying me right now.

"I seem to be having trouble, can you say it one more time."

" I AM SORRY."I screamed at him and tried to push him off.

"Now see. Why you gotta yell? You just hurt my feelings." Shawn put his hand over his heart and put his head down.

"Awe baby I'm sorry. Want me to make it better?"

Shawn nodded while poking his bottom lip out.

"Ok come on." Shawn got up and I grabbed his hand leading him to his bedroom.

He walked in first and I pushed him on the bed. I closed the door and locked it. Then I went into the draws and picked out a pair of black lace bra and panties. I changed in his adjoining bathroom. When I came out his jaw dropped immediately. I had him exactly where I wanted him. He was still laying on the bed so I climbed on top and took off his shirt. Then I slid off his pajama bottoms. Leaving him in his boxers only.

"Shawn?"

"Yes bey" his breathing was heavy and slow.

"Can I make up for my behavior?"

"Yes baby of course."

"Thank you pop pop" I kissed his lips and then his neck and I went down further and further until I reached his boxers. I grabbed his package making him jump. Looked up at him and mottled with my lips so close to his hem.

"Are you ready baby?"

He nodded vigorously.

l slowly sat up and I sat on top of him and grinded on him. His eyes were closed and his mouth open, I kissed him as I kept going. His hands found my ass and he smacked him as he thrust upward. I  jumped up and down and moaned as I hopped in the air. His boxers had a wet stain on them and it was getting bigger. I swirled and twisted all over his dick. He grunted a couple times letting me know he was close to climaxing. I kept going and going.Faster and faster. His toes were curled and his head bent back. He picked up speed and so did I. I jumped harder. He started screaming and moaning. It felt so good. I knew he was close so I jumped one last time before I  stopped.

I got off of him and I watched as he looked at me walk away.

"BEYONCÉ? "  he said puzzled and annoyed. I had to get him back for talking abut my food. I walked into the bathroom and put my clothes back on. He was still laying in bed.

He looked mad now.

"Fuck it then." He pulled out his dick and started jacking off. I was so taking back. I had never seen the whole thing, only felt. it was a monster. I turned around shyly as I heard him get his nut. I heard him get up and saw him wiping  his "kids" off the bed.

"That shit wasnt funny bey. That was intense. And we aint even do shit."

"That's what you get for talking about my food." I smiled and let him shower. I still wanted to go out since it was only 11. I heard something in the hallway and saw bab.

"Hey little man."

"Hey bey" he ran towards me and gave me a hug.

"What are you doing here?"

"Well I came to hang out with you and your dad. Want to go shopping and see a movie?"

"Yesssss. Can we go see ninja turtles? "

"Yes whatever you want. Go get showered and ready.

Jerome ran off to his room and got ready.

Both him and Shawn were done by one. From what I can see, they seemed to be doing good. They would crack jokes and  whisper about me. They acted a fool, but it was so cute. We had a great day and I must admit ninja turtles was a pretty good movie.

It was late when we finally got back in.

"Bey, are you spending the night?" Jerome asked.

"Well that depends if you want me to or not? "

"Yea stay and then tomorrow we can plan dad's bday?"

I was the 27th of November an Shawn's bday was in a week.

"Alright cool. I'll stay"

"Ok. You two behave yourselves."I laughed but Shawn just told Jerome to watch himself and stay in his place.

"Goodnight jerome"

"Goodnight bey, dad."

"That kid is too much"

"Yea who you telling?"

We went to Shawn's room and I stripped down. Shawn did the same but he was completely naked. I peaked over and admired the view. Its only been two months since Michael and I'm scared of giving myself to Shawn fully. Trust me I'm ready but I'm just scared. He said he would wait for me so I'm taking things slow.

I slipped into bed and decided since Shawn wanted to sleep naked I could too. He had gone into the bathroom so I took off my bra and panties. He came out but couldn't tell because I was fully under the covers. He turned out the light and came up behind me. I felt it pressed into my ass. I was soaked immediately.  He was caught off guard by the fact that I didn't have anything on and he was hard in an instant.

I wiggled on him trying to feel for it. He gripped me and I could tell he was fighting his best to not enter me. He respected me enough to not try and coax me into having sex with him. I loved that about him. I turned and faced him and slowly got onto top. Fuck it. I needed him. I was ready for him. I wanted to make love to him. I wanted to connect with him.

"Bey are you ready?"

"Yes" and with that the fun began.