My door was slightly open and Michael was standing there....

I stood in my doorway scared and afraid. I haven't seen Michael since the whole situation. He turned around  and stared at me.

"What you so dressed up for?" He asked casually.

"I was... Um...i--"

"You were on a date?" Michel said walking close to me.

"Yes" I said softly not knowing how'd he react.

"So you think you can just leave me and move on while I'm all alone. Nah babygirl. You coming back.NOW." Michael picked up a suitcase from on the bed and walked towards me.

"Michael I'm not leaving."

"YES YOU ARE. YOU CANT HAVE ANYBODY ELSE. NOBODY IS GONNA WANT SOMEONE LIKE YOU AND YOU KNOW IT."

"That's not true. I found someone who cares about me and wants me just the way I am."

Michael laughed hard. He had tears in his eyes.

"You really believe he wants you. That's bullshit and you know it. Baby you are dispensable. You are good and used. No one wants you. Wow!  I cant believe you bought that shit." He kept laughing as he spoke and I started getting mad.

"Michael its true. He meant it."  I cried out in frustration.

"No Bey he didn't .How many times have you been with someone and once they found out about you, they dipped.? How many? Come on. I know"

"Six"

"I can't hearrrr youuu" Michael teased.

"SIX" I started crying as I thought about all the men who claimed they loved me but left me in the dead of night when they found out I couldn't have their kids.

"Exactly and how many people stayed with you after they found out?"

"One.."

"And who was that lucky son of a bitch?"

"You..." I wiped the tears from my eyes knowing that Michael was speaking the truth.

"Exactly bey you are a fine dime. You are beautiful. I love you so much and stayed with you throughout everything. That nigga that told you that is lying to get in your pants and its the truth. He puts on a front like he wants you but he doesn't give a rats ass about you."

I didn't speak. I just stared down at the floor and let the tears fall. How long will it be until Shawn leaves me? Maybe he is trying to sleep with me. Michael was there when no one else was. Yea he put his hands on me but it was only a couple times. I love him and I can forgive him for that. Shawn wouldn't miss me anyway.

"Come on baby let's go home."

I sighed and walked with Michael outside of my room door. Then I saw Shawn....

"Michael? "

I saw Shawn step off the elevator and I could tell he was confused.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" Shawn was pissed and he looked like it.

"I'm here to take my fiance home. Thanks for keeping her safe" Shawn looked at me and I could only look down.

"Bey... This is true? " Shawn looked hurt especially after everything that happened over dinner tonight.

"Shawn, I have to. Ok? "

"What do you mean you have to? This nigga ain't shit bey. I care about you and I would never hurt you the way he has."

"But you don't love me. He accepts me like this. I can't have kids and that's something that I know you want. I can't give that to you. its not fair to you"

"Bey I don't care if you can't. I want you baby please don't go? You've helped me in so many ways. I already lost Jerome's mom. You're gonna make me lose you too?" Shawn had teared up and I couldn't resist brushing his tears away. He grabbed my hand and kissed it, but Michael snatched it away. My body jerked as Michael pulled me towards him.

I snatched away from him and he seemed to get mad.

"Bey leave his ass alone and let's go. You're starting to waste my time." Michael spoke with hatred.

"Bey please.. " Shawn pleaded with me.

I looked in between them both. There was the love of my life but he hurt me, betrayed me, scared me.  I'm so tired of the lies. After all them years, I can finally start new with someone else. This is where freedom begins. I looked at Shawn but I don't know if he is the one I should start with. He says he cares about me and he wants me but how do I know if this is real? He thinks he can handle me and my problems but when the going gets tough will he still be there for me?

I thought and thought as they stared intently between each other and me. I had to go with my heart. I had to do what was right for me and I hope he's the one I need in my life. I looked at the both of them and chose.

"I want you...."

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Hehehehehe should I update or Nah? Nahhh lmao I'm just kidding. I know some of you are hoping for a certain someone but I don't know if you're gonna get him....