Warning: R-18.

Daisies

"Can I take a shower first?"

He slowed down when he heard me. Ang kamay niya ay mahigpit pa rin ang hawak sa kamay ko at ganoon din ako sa kanya. I couldn't help but feel happy about it. Kung hindi lang ako pawisan kanina ay baka hinalikan ko na siya sa sobrang tuwa ko. I have dreamed of this for so long... for us to be public... and I can't believe that it is happening now.

"You brought clothes?"

Inangat ko ang bitbit na duffel bag.

"Plano ko kasing bisitahin ka sa clinic mo pagkatapos namin nina Diego rito." Paliwanag ko, hindi pa man siya nagtatanong. "You know... baka gusto mong lumabas... magdate... baka lang naman." I smirked at him and wriggled my brows.

"Tss..." Ismid niya. He then laughed a bit.

"Okay lang? Hindi ka nagmamadali?" Seryosong tanong ko na ngayon.

Tumango siya at hinila na ako. It seems like he's really a regular here. Alam niya na kasi ang pasikot-sikot at kung saan dadaan para mas mabilis. He then let go of my hand when we reached the shower room. Tinuro niya ang bench hindi kalayuan doon.

"Doon ako maghihintay."

I watched him for a moment before I nodded. Balak ko sanang asarin pa siya na samahan ako sa loob ng cubicle pero baka ako lang naman ang malugi kaya 'wag na lang muna. Maliban sa may nauna na akong atraso, ayaw ko namang dagdagan pa pagkakainis niya sa akin ngayon.

"Anong oras ang duty mo?" I casually asked. "Hindi ka pa ba late?"

Umiling siya at namulsa.

"I supposedly have a patient this morning but he already moved his appointment in the afternoon since something came up at work. So... we can have lunch together... if you want."

Kaagad na namilog ang mga mata ko. "Talaga? Oo naman.... gusto ko, Rael. Syempre! Kahit pati dinner pa! At breakfast bukas! Kahit nga araw-araw. Kahit kailan basta hindi ka busy..."

Sira ba siya? Bakit ako aayaw? Kailanman ay hindi ako aayaw basta siya.

Ngumiti siya at tumango. "Okay."

Shit! Totoo ba?

I licked my lips and narrowed my eyes at him. Anong nakain nito at mukhang pinagbibigyan yata ako ngayon? Nawawala sa character ang nonchalant ko na 'yan, ah?

"What is it?" he inquired slowly. Maybe he noticed my doubtful stares at him. Nagtaas siya ng kilay at sumandal sa dingding habang nakahalukipkip, naghihintay sa sagot ko.

I blinked and swallowed hard as I checked him out. Nakasimpleng polo shirt na nakatuck in sa maong pants lang siya pero grabe na ang dating. His hair is also styled perfectly, giving him a clean vibe look. Matangkad siya at agaw pansin din ang biceps, lalo na't nakacrossed arms.

If I remembered it right, mas matangkad ako sa kanya noon, e. Ngayon ay parang isang pulgada na lang ang lamang ko.

He chuckled a bit when I failed to give him an answer. His tongue poked the inside of his cheek as he stood straight, still with his arms crossed, flexing his muscles on the right places.

Alam yata na type na type ko siya.

My lips twisted sexily.

Damn, of course, he knows what he is doing.

And I know what to do, too.

I dropped my bag on the floor and instead of going inside to one of the cubicles like my initial plan, I walked to the entrance door and closed it. Pinipihit ko pa lang ang lock ay naramdaman ko na siya sa likuran ko. And when I turned around to face him, I was immediately welcomed by his hungry kisses. Ngunit saglit lang ang pagkakagulat ko. My back hit the door as I coaxed him to come closer while I'm busy returning his kisses.

"I miss you..."

I almost thought that it was me who said that. Laman din kasi ng isip ko ang mga katagang iyon. But then he uttered something again in between our kisses that made me realize that it was him. And certainly not me.

"I miss you so much, Benj."

Natigil ako sa paghalik at kunot-noong nag-angat ng tingin sa kanya. He ignored my reaction though. He chased for my lips to resume our making out but I'm determined to ask him about what he just said. So I put a distance between us by pressing my palm on his chest, not letting him cut through.

Slowly, lifted his eyes on mine. Mapupungay ang mga iyon at bahagyang nanghihina pa dala ng halikan.

There, I got his attention. Finally.

"What did you say?" Singil ko.

He only smirked. Then his eyes fell to my lips again before it went up to just confirm that I was watching his every move. He lazily licked his lips, as if inviting me to have another taste and just shut the fuck up. Tang ina naman.

"Hindi ka naman siguro bingi?" Joker din talaga minsan 'tong si Doc.

"Say it again..."

He only chuckled.

I watched him with serious eyes but he didn't falter, as expected.

"Hindi tayo magpapatuloy kung hindi mo uulitin-"

"Talaga?" hamon niya. Mas lumapit pa siya sa akin at halos magtama na ang mga tungki ng ilong naming dalawa. His warm minty breath carressing my face is also doing wonders in the hollow pit of my stomach. Like a ticklish feeling. Warm...and with a hint of thrill.

"Talaga ba, Benj?" he challenged.

I tilted my head as I let the tip of my nose run on the skin of his cheek. My hand on his chest went back down to join the other one on his waist, putting him in a steady position.

"Kailan pa?" I changed my question this time. "Nitong bumalik lang ba ako... o matagal na?" Ayan, may choices na 'yan ha.

He sighed heavily. Ang mga kamay niya sa balikat ko ay bahagyang dumiin.

"Answer me first... and I'll give you your kisses." I said as I continued tracing the line of his jaw with my nose. I then planted a soft kiss on it's skin, nibbled it a bit just enough not to leave a mark before I went to his ear for a seductive whisper. "Come, on. I'm waiting, love..."

Kung makapagsalita ako ay para namang kaya kong magpigil ng sobrang tagal. Hindi. Kaya nga kinukulit ko siya ngayon na sabihin niya na dahil baka mamaya ay pagbigyan ko na lang siya at kalimutan nalang ang tungkol sa bagay na iyon.

"Love..." untag ko pagkaraan ng ilang sandaling walang tugon mula sa kanya.

I then kissed the side of his lips, taunting him. Just a peck to see his reaction but nothing came. He's still determined to shut the fuck up, huh? Sa kama kaya, tahimik pa rin siya kagaya nito? I wonder...

"You didn't change even a bit huh? Still the cold Rael I know..."Ngisi ko kalaunan at pinatakan nalang siya ng nanunuyang halik sa leeg. He let out a shaky breath as if my teasing is too much torment.

"Are you done?" Iritadong tanong niya na mas nagpalapad lang sa ngisi ko. Mainipin pala 'tong si love. What a coincidence. Ganito pa naman mga tipo ko.

My left hand wandered on his clothed back, which made him arched a bit. My other hand held his jaw to guide his face the way I wanted, and he wholeheartedly let me.

"Here you go..." I consoled him with a deep kiss, more than what he was asking. He opened his mouth to accept it with such passion I never thought I would ever receive from him. I couldn't help but smile as I let my tongue seek entrance, finding the sweetness only his mouth could offer.

We kissed each other in a fervent way before I sucked his tongue that was trying to invade my mouth. A moan escaped from his lips. It sounded like he was begging for more and I couldn't get past it. Not while I feel myself tightening inside my shorts.

Tumigil ako sa paghalik. I shut my eyes and muttered a curse, my jaw ticking, as I tried to calm myself but I couldn't. It feels like I'm in the middle of a wildfire, trapped, and burning. And he is the only one who could save me.

Napadilat ako nang magsalita siya.

"What's wrong?"

I swallowed hard.

"I'm on my limits now, Rael." I licked my lips as I tried to find appropriate words to describe what I was currently dealing with but still ended up with. "I want you... I don't think I could stop myself anymore if we continue this..."

I was already expecting him to stop once he heard my words but it didn't come. And with his weak and darkened eyes, he watched me as if my problem was not a problem at all.

"I feel the same, Benj."

Muli niya akong hinalikan.

"So please, do something about it." he whispered breathily.

Umiling ako, kahit konting-konti na lang ay parang gusto ko na siyang hilahin papasok sa loob ng pinakamalapit na cubicle. "Not here," I said before I dragged him out of that room.

"I brought my car..." Sambit niya habang papunta kami sa parking. Tumango ako at mas hinigpitan pa lalo ang pagkakahawak sa kamay niya.

"Let's use mine for now..."

Gusto kong magmura. Here I am, an engineer, yet I don't even have my own house here in San Vicente. I waited for this very moment and finally it is happening now. I want our first to be special yet I don't even have a house where I could bring him.

But in my defense, wala pa naman akong one week simula ng umuwi ako rito. Bukas na bukas din, sisimulan ko na ang construction. Bahala na muna 'yong kay Zancho.

"Sa bahay tayo..." I heard him as I drove my car. "Malapit lang 'yon dito."

Binalingan ko siya saglit at nakita kong chill lang naman siya.

I pursed my lips a bit. "Ayaw mo bang maghotel? I can get us the best room."

Umiling siya. "Sa bahay na."

"Akala ko nando'n sina Tita Danna at Reena?" I asked confusedly.

"Umuwi na..."

Tumango na lang ako bilang pagpayag.

Kagaya ng sinabi niya, malapit nga lang iyon mula sa gym. Nagpark ako sa garahe at nauna siyang bumaba dahil hindi ako makapaniwalang siya pala ang nakabili no'ng bahay na pinagplanuhan kong bilhin dati. Hindi ako pweding magkamali. This is that house that I was planning to buy before in case our families would disown us.

Binili niya 'to? Alam niya kaya na ako ang unang nagplanong bilhin 'to?

Bumaba ako at tahimik na pinagmasdan ang bahay. Dalawang palapag iyon. It was a modern style with a touch of bungalow vibes. Tamang-tama para sa maliit na pamilya. I can picture us living here, with my cat Marigold and whatever other pets we will be having in the future.

"What is it? Changed your mind now?"

My eyes immediately snapped at Rael who's now standing by the door, waiting for me to move and resume our unfinished business. I smirked as I cut our distance with my fast strides. Akala niya ba aatras ako? Hinding-hindi 'yon mangyayari. Ang siya na lang ang sumuko mamaya.

Hinila ko siya papasok. I closed the door behind him and without any warning, I attacked him with fiery kisses. Napasinghap siya at mabilis na tumugon ng halik, katulad ko ay uhaw na uhaw din. His hands ruffled my hair before he clung on my nape.

"Where's your room?" I asked as I trailed feathery kisses on his neck. He tilted his head and let me kiss him for a few moments before giving me an answer.

"Upstairs..."

I don't even have time to appreciate the interior design of his house because we were so busy with each other. Kissing, we climb up to find his room. I chuckled when we almost fell on the stairs.

"Dito." he said and guided me.

Pumasok kami sa kwartong tinuro niya. We didn't even mind closing the door since we are the only people here. Nakalock din naman 'yong main door sa baba.

"You can still back out, Rael. I'll give you a chance..." I whispered teasingly which made him smirked, too. He shook his head and instead of thinking about it, he proceeded to help me take my shirt off.

Damn it.

I removed my shoes and then followed my shorts. I was left with only my black boxer shorts and the way his eyes greedily scanned my body only made me high.

"Wanna take a shower with me?" I tempted him like a devil, a huge grin was plastered on my lips as my eyes shone with desire and lust. It should be a warning for him. A huge sign. That I was preying on him right now. That if he accepts my offer, there will be no turning back anymore.

But my baby only nodded at me, like a willing victim, and even pulled me towards the huge bathroom. He maneuvered some switches and the water immediately poured from the shower.

"Is it too cold?" He asked, pertaining to the water temperature when I moved closer to him, not wanting any space. Umiling ako at hinalikan na siya ulit. As if they had their own minds, my hands moved down to unbuckle his belt. Mabilis ko iyong natanggal ng walang kahirap-hirap.

His hands moved to take off my boxers and it fell on the floor. Napasinghap ako at nakagat siya sa labi ng maramdaman ang paghawak niya sa akin. I let out a curse, shut my eyes closed, and parted my lips as he slowly stroked me up and down. He slowly did it with pressure on both of his palms that when he would reach the base, I would bite my own lips in so much pleasure.

Kailangan ko pang bawiin ang mga kamay niya roon dahil mukhang lalabasan ako kaagad kapag hindi siya tumigil. I don't want that to happen so soon. We were just starting. I want to pleasure him first before myself.

I helped him take off his clothes as we kissed under the shower. From his pants, and then his shirt. My hands expertly went inside his boxers and cupped him. I smirked when I realized that his was huge and long just like mine. I then stroked it very slowly... giving him a nice kind of torment.

"Fuck," mura niya nang mas pinag-igihan ko pa. Halos sabunutan niya ako. Sa sarap, oo.

I was kissing him as I did it. But since he couldn't focus on my kisses anymore, my lips went to his jaw and neck, nibbling and sucking his skin tenderly, just enough to leave a few marks that would remind him for days that this happened.

My thumb went to its tip, drawing circles and putting some pressure from time to time. Then back on giving him sloppy strokes. While my other hand caressed his balls, making sure that it wasn't left unattended.

Dumilat ako at mas bumaba pa ang mga halik.

But then...

I saw something that caught my attention. Napaayos ako sa pagkakatayo. My lips parted and my hand rested on the wall behind him for support. Nagtatanong ang mga matang nag-angat ako ng tingin sa kanya. It was only quick because I couldn't stop myself from looking back at the tattoo on his left chest.

"What the..." I couldn't believe it.

He swallowed hard and smiled. Amused at my reaction.

"That was my name..." Wala sa sariling sambit ko. "Written in baybayin..."

He chuckled. "You got it fast huh... Akala ko, hindi mo magegets. Bobo ka pa naman minsan."

Muling bumaba ang tingin ko sa katawan niya, hindi pinapansin ang kaunting katatawanan sa boses niya. My fingers slowly traced the ink on his skin, still in awe that my name was really tattooed on him.

Kumunot ang noo ko nang mapansin ang disenyong bulaklak sa gilid niyon. Tatlo iyon.

"These are..."

"Gerbera daisies." he confirmed. "Do you know what it means?"

I lifted my eyes on him and I saw his lips curled for a smirk. Mabagal akong umiling dahil wala talaga akong ideya. Natawa siya. What? Should I search it? Is it important?

"Aw, sayang naman." he chuckled before he initiated the kiss this time. Kaagad nawala sa bagay na iyon ang atensiyon ko dahil sa malalalim niyang halik.

He turned off the shower. He then pumped some liquid soap on his palm, lathered it, before putting it on my body. I licked my lips as I watched him do it. Napalunok ako at ginawa nalang din sa kanya ang ginawa niya sa akin.

"Let's finish this quickly. I want you in bed already, Rael." Nanghihinang bulong ko sa kanya at muli nang binuksan ang shower para maalis ang sabon sa katawan namin.

I turned off the shower when we were done. Both naked, we went out of the bathroom. We kissed until we reached the bed. Our kisses are different this time. It was urgent, full of wanton and lust. We fell off balance, my body on top of him.

"I... was dreaming of this for a long time now." Sambit ko sa pagitan ng bawat halik. My hands traced his body. His abs up to his chest, leisurely. My wet kisses went down to his jaw and neck. He let out a sigh, anticipating for more, as he craned his neck, giving me access.

I pinched his nipples, earning a low growl from him. His fingers played on my hair as if he was holding on to his sanity, guiding me on where to put my mouth next. My hands went down as I replaced my fingers on his bud with my lips. Nibbling him, alternately.

"Fuck, Benj," he cursed when I found his length and started stroking him. I lifted my eyes to watch his face. Kagat-kagat ang sariling labi, umiigting ang panga, at mariing nakapikit.

"Masarap?" Nanunuyang tanong ko.

Dumilat siya, namumungay na ang mga matang nakatitig sa akin. His wet hair messy, chest heaving as he tries to catch some air. He licked his reddened lips as he tried to reach for me, maybe for a kiss, but I didn't let him.

I went down as I guided his member to meet me. It was erect with veins protruding, as if inviting me for a taste. I held his gaze and without breaking it, I licked the tip of its head.

Napaawang ang bibig niya.

"Benj..." he called for me. "What... are you..."

He let out a shaky moan when my licking advanced. He slowly got up, sitting on the bed, as his hands reached for my hair. Maybe I should start growing my hair out? Para naman hindi siya mahirapan tuwing ganito?

I smirked as I thought about it.

"Ah..." he moaned when I put him inside my mouth. My tongue swirls on the sides, licking him off carefully. I sucked him hard and tasted his pre-cum, all while deep thrusting him. He's so long and huge I almost gagged. His eyes rolled back with so much pleasure and it was so satisfying.

"Tang ina," mahinang mura niya. "Benj, I-I-m coming..."

He tried to push me away when he felt it but I didn't let him. I tightened my lips around him, not letting him go. He watched me weakly as I swallowed everything up until the very last drop.

"Ano? Pagod ka na? We're just starting..." Ngisi ko nang binalikan siya. His adam's apple moved from his hard swallowing. He looked like a hot mess underneath me, very far from his usual composed and tidy demeanor.

Magulo ang buhok, nakaawang ang mapupulang labi, namumungay na mga mata, at bahagyang hinihingal pa pero sobrang sarap pa ring tingnan ng gago.

Awa na lang sana, Rael.

"Did you like it?" I whispered huskily as I trailed feathery kisses on his chest. I licked his tattoo, very pleased at the thought that it was my name.

Ano, Rael? Baliw na baliw ka rin pala sa akin?

Tumango siya. Madilim ang tingin sa akin. He then closed his eyes and swallowed hard. Nang dumilat ay mas tumindi lang ang namumuong bagyo sa mga mata niya.

"I want more..."

I chuckled at that. Lust and pleasure surging inside of me. I playfully bit the sensitive part of his neck before I traced it with my tongue. His hands have already reached my member, stroking me.

"Of course... Hindi pa tayo tapos." Bulong ko. "At hindi tayo basta-bastang matatapos."

Kumawala siya sa akin at may kinuha sa malapit na drawer sa tabi ng kama. It was a box of condoms and a bottle of lubricant. I kneeled as he sat down, very determined to open up the sealed box in front of us. I watched him. Amusement dancing in my eyes.

"Should I help you?"

"Too late," he answered as he successfully got a pack of condoms. He tore the wrapper using his teeth and took it out.

"I'm thinking you are prepared for this..." Tukso ko. "You prepared for me, hmm?"

"Yeah," he answered honestly.

I was expecting him to wear it. Ayos lang naman sa akin. Walang kaso. If he wants to be on top, I will give it to him. Whichever position I take, there's only one thing for sure. He will enjoy every bit of it because my performance will just be the same.

But then... he put it on me. My member twitched with the slight touch of his fingers. I tilted my head and licked my lips.

"I want to feel you inside me..." he reasoned out.

I nodded and kissed him on the lips. Each time we kiss, I realize we only get hungrier for each other. I keep on craving for more and I don't think I could ever get enough of him.

"Turn around." I whispered the moment we broke the kiss to breathe. He nodded and immediately obeyed my order. Tumalikod siya. I bit my lips as I watched his bare back... down to his buttocks. I held his waist and guided him to lift his ass up.

My self control is already on the edge. Kung saan ako kumukuha ng lakas para magpigil, hindi ko na rin alam.

I got the bottle of lube and opened it. I applied the right amount on my fingers before I slowly slid it on his hole. Slowly, just teasing his entrance, and slowly stretching him. And then going deep every time he's relaxed and not feeling tensed. Two fingers and his moans are already surfacing.

"Tang ina..." hindi mapigilang mura ko.

I added another finger and he groaned in both pain and pleasure. I closed my eyes as I felt the intensifying pleasure myself. His breathing was already labored, yet he was asking for more.

"Put it in," he begged. "I want you Benj..."

His begging voice was like a trigger. It sounded so urgent and I cannot ignore it.

Dumilat ako at tinanggal ang mga daliri sa kanya. My hands held his waist in place, then lifted it up to my convenience. I held myself as I slowly entered him. Napamura ako kasabay ng pag-ungol niya. I thrusted in as he cried in pain.

It was heaven. And every time I pulled up, the urge to fill him... to thrust so deeply was too strong I couldn't even describe it. And it's making me lose my mind.

"Shit... so tight..."

I felt myself twitched inside him. I bit my lips and my pace changed. I thrusted faster as I catch my own breath. Our moans filled the room. My hand reached for his sex as I rode him from behind.

Halos umikot ang mga mata ko sa pinaghalong init at sarap. It was mindblowing. The feeling inside him. The sounds of our bodies touching... His pleasured moans...

Everything was so intense that we came at the same time. I slowly pulled out after. I removed the condom and disposed it in the trashcan inside the bathroom. Nang bumalik ako ay nakatihaya na siya sa kama, tila haring naghihintay na pagsilbihan ng alipin niya.

I smirked as I climbed up. I reaped another pack of condom and swiftly put it on me. Pinangibabawan ko siya pagkatapos. Ang ngiti sa mga labi ko ay hindi na mabura. There is also a ghost of smile on his lips.

I planted a sweet kiss on his lips. "We're not yet done, love..." I reminded him.

"Alam ko..." Mayabang na sagot niya.

I kissed him again. He returned my kisses but after a while, he stopped to look at me.

"Do you want to know the meaning behind these three gerbera daisies I inked beside your name?" Malamyos niyang tanong. His hand reached for my hair that is covering some parts of my forehead. He gently fixed it so he could see my eyes clearly.

Tumango ako at naghintay.

Ngumiti siya. "It means I love you..."