Once lunch time came around I got my lunch and was sitting down at a table with everyone else when Wonwoo asks "so where are we going today after school?" 

"Today after school...well Joshua probably doesn't want to go to the mall again" Hansol points out, poking me on my side which made me scoot away from him a bit. 

"N-No...we can go to the mall again..." I hesitantly say, slowly looking up at everyone who were looking at me confused. 

"You were the one complaining about going there every day, yesterday." Mingyu says, putting some of his lunch inside his mouth while starting to eat it. 

"W-Well...that was yesterday! This is today and I think we should go to the mall again" I stutter, damn it it's going to make me sound obvious that I want to go to the mall. If I go again today, there might be a chance I can see her again. 

"If we were to go to the mall what're we going to do there?" Jihoon asks, looking at everyone at the table to see if they had any suggestions. 

"I don't want to go just for shopping, I don't like shopping." Chan says, making it clear for everyone. 

"Isn't there a section for movies, we can watch a movie or something?" Seokmin suggests. 

"Oh that new action movie is out now, we should go see that!" Minghao says in a smile, looking at everyone excited. 

"Then we'll go and watch that movie after school!" Hansol says and everyone agreed. 

I looked around the cafeteria to try and find Jeonghan...does he eat lunch in the cafeteria or somewhere else? It doesn't seem like he has friends in the classroom, does he have friends in other classes? Is he eating lunch with them?

"Joshua, you've been looking for someone ever since this morning, you're acting weird." Mingyu points out, throwing his fork at the back of my head when I turned to check where Jeonghan was.  

"Owe, I'm not acting weird." I say, turning my head back around and handing Mingyu his fork back which fell onto the table once it hit my head. 

"You're looking for that Jeonghan guy from our class, aren't you?" Wonwoo asks, looking at me seriously.  

"No, I'm not looking for him! I'm looking for someone else..." I lie, it's not like it was a big deal that I was looking for Jeonghan, but for some reason that lie came out on it's own. 

"Then who're you looking for?" Jun asks curiously and I became silent for the rest of lunch, looking down and eating my lunch quietly. 

Once the end of the day came I got up and started walking to the entrance so I could meet everyone in front of the school since they always take so long to pack up. 

While leaning against the wall to wait for everyone else, I saw Jeonghan walk out of the school and was quickly leaving the school ground. "Jeonghan wait up" I exclaim, running up to him before he left to go anywhere. 

Jeonghan looked back at me confused I guess on why I called out his name. I coughed, rubbing the back of my neck and awkwardly chuckled after that. I don't know why I called him out to stop either. I quickly made up an excuse on the spot and ask "when are we going to work on our assignment together?" 

"Isn't the teacher giving us time on Monday in class to work on it?" Jeonghan asks, looking at me confused. 

"O-Oh yeah...he is I forgot" I say, looking at him innocently. 

"Yeah..." he quietly says, slowly turning around and walking away in the direction he was originally headed in. 

I wanted to stop him and make him talk to me for at least a bit longer but I then heard someone call me from behind. "Joshua, are you coming or what?" I turned around to see it was Hansol looking at me confused, everyone else was also with him.

I looked back in the direction Jeonghan had walked off in one more time before sighing and turning my head back to everyone else. "Yeah, I'm coming" I reply, running to catch up to them. 

Once we got to the mall we went to the theatre and everyone went off into different directions. One group was getting the tickets for everyone while another group was just walking around looking at the movies. I was in the group who were looking at the movies. 

 "This one seems cool too, next time we come to the movies we should see this movie!" Minghao exclaims in an enthusiastic tone, pointing at a billboard which had a zombie on the front. 

"You like zombie movies Minghao? I think you'd get nightmares if you watch something like that" Jun points out while laughing. 

"So what if I get nightmares, I want to watch something interesting!" Minghao huffs. 

I turned my head to see the group which were buying the tickets and they looked like they were getting confused about how many tickets to buy since there were so many of us.

Jihoon came walking to our group first with a bunch of tickets in his hands. "The movie starts in half an hour so we have some free time before the movie actually begins...what should we do?" He asks while handing everyone their ticket. 

"There's nothing to do...we can walk around or get something to eat in the mean time?" Seungcheol suggests. 

"Sure, lets go get something to eat!" Seokmin says in an excited tone.

We all left the theatre and I was right, I saw the same girl from yesterday! I-I can't believe she's actually here again, does she come to the mall every day? She's not with her friends this time...is she alone? 

"You guys get me something to eat, I'll be right back" I exclaim, running towards the girl which she was in the opposite direction of where we were going. 

"Joshua, where are you going?" I heard Hansol call out but no one bothered to come after me to stop me. 

Once I approached the girl, I slowly walked up beside her and say "hello?" 

Once the girl heard my voice she quickly looked down and flinched. "Jeonghan...is that you?" I ask, looking at her...or him seriously. 

The girl shook her head meaning no and continued to look down. Okay, I think this is Jeonghan. It's hard to tell but I'm going to try and believe my gut feeling no matter how much he looks like a girl. 

"I know it's you Jeonghan, why're you wearing these clothes? Is it because you were dared to...is someone bullying you?" I ask, looking at him confused on why he was doing such things. 

Jeonghan shook his head meaning no and continued to look down. "Why're you dressed like this then?" I ask, looking at him, still confused. 

Jeonghan turned around and was about to run away but I grabbed his wrist to stop him from running "don't leave!" I exclaim, holding onto his wrist tightly. 

He continued to look down and didn't move when I told him not to leave. "I...want to talk with you. Let's get something to drink together, I'll pay" I explain, it kind of sounded like I was begging him to stay and talk with me.

"W-Why...do you want to talk to me..." He asks, now I for sure knew it was Jeonghan, it sounded like him.

"Because you're cute, I want to know more about you." I say without really thinking about it. C-Crap, did I just say he was cute out loud?!

"Wh-What're you talking about!?" Jeonghan exclaims, pushing himself away from me and looking at me like I was crazy. 

"N-No, I didn't mean I...um...just want to talk with you. Please?" I ask, looking at him seriously. 

I could see Jeonghan's face turn into a bright punk and I smiled brightly at him. "F-Fine" he mumbles under his breath, but I heard. 

"You will? Okay then follow me" I say, holding his hand and bringing him to where the food court was. 

"Do you always go out like this, dressed as a girl?" I ask him, looking at him confused. 

"No...only...sometimes..." he says in a slow, quiet tone.

"Why're you dressed like this right now?" 

"I just wanted to, I felt like it."

"Joshua, we bought something to share!" Chan calls from a couple tables down. I looked back at them all sitting together. Jeonghan basically hid behind me like I was some sort of shield. 

"Who's that with you, your girlfriend?!" Soonyoung asks, wiggling his eyebrows at me. 

"I'm busy right now" I say before walking off. 

"Yah, we already bought your movie ticket!" Mingyu yells from behind but I ignored him, still holding hands with Jeonghan and walking away. 

"Y-You were going to the movies with your friends...you shouldn't be talking to me and getting something the drink" I heard Jeonghan say in an upset tone. 

"I want to talk to you though, you're pretty." I say, entering a shop and getting some bubble tea. I paid for Jeonghan's bubble tea as well and we sat near the back of the shop beside a couple of plants so it was hard to see Jeonghan and I. 

An awkward silence fell between us both and Jeonghan was just looking down at the table the whole time slowly sipping his bubble tea. He then broke the silence by asking "are you...gay?" 

"I should be the one asking you that, you're the one dressing up as a girl" I huff, taking a big sip of my bubble tea. 

"You're the one who called me cute and pretty!" He snaps, he sounded embarrassed and I could see how pink he was getting. Jeonghan's a lot more quiet and fragile in girl form, when he's a boy he seems more rough and speaks his mind. 

"So...are you?" He asks once again glancing up at me from over his bangs from his wig. 

"I'm not gay, I just think you're cute" I say while rubbing the back of my neck. It's weird, I don't find sexual attraction to guys in general but he's cute when I see him in girl clothing. "You're my ideal type when you wear girl clothing." I explain to him, to make it clear.

"You must have low standards then..." 

"Actually according to my friends I have pretty high standards." I say in a sigh, leaning my elbow onto the table.

"If I'm your ideal type then you probably have low standards..." 

"I don't, you're cute." 

"I'm not cute, stop saying that!" 

"I think you are though, I want to see you wearing other stuff." I say without thinking about it. Damn it, I did it again! I have to think about what I say before I say things around him!

"O-Other things?!" He questions in a stutter, I could tell he was totally embarrassed. He was looking down into his lap so I couldn't see his face anymore. To bystanders they probably think he...or she to them is apologising to me for something. 

"You're weird..." Jeonghan mumbles which I heard. 

"I'm not weird...if I like someone I tell them." 

"You like me?" 

"Well you're my ideal type...do you want to go out with me?" I ask, looking up at him with hope in my eyes. Why is my heart beating so fast?

He looked up at me with his red cheeks and his eyes opened wider in surprise. "N-No, I'm not going out with you!" He exclaims, quickly getting up and walking out of the shop.

"Jeonghan, Jeonghan wait up!" I exclaim, chasing after him to catch up to him. 

"I'm sorry, was it weird that I asked you to go out with me, are you not gay?" I ask, looking at him confused. 

"I-I don't even know you, why would I want to date you!" 

"Then lets get to know each other, here's my phone put your number inside it." I say, stopping him by grabbing his wrist and holding out my phone so he could put his number inside. 

He glanced at my face for a second before looking down at my phone. He sighed before grabbing a hold of my phone and putting his number inside. "Here, if you want it you can have it." He says, shoving my phone back to me once he was done putting his number into it. 

"What about yours, I should put my number inside your phone so you know I'm the one messaging and calling you." I say while putting my phone in my pants pocket and holding out my hand for him to put his phone inside. 

He looked down at my hand and hesitantly opened his purse, bringing out his own phone and handing it to me. 

I couldn't stop smiling once he handed me his phone. I quickly put my number inside. Once he got his phone back he quickly walked away as fast as he could and disappeared into the crowd of people. 

I-I got his number, this is great! But if I like Jeonghan...does this really make me gay? 

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Hey guys thank you for reading this fan fiction, I know for a fact I really like it because I like gender bender type of things so I'm glad I wrote this. I hope it's interesting so far though...I don't want you guys to be bored.