Joshua's POV

It's the day of the presentation and today is the day Jeonghan and I share our video about homosexuality in Korea. Of course Jeonghan and I are both generally worried about our video. Obviously it's going to get some people questioning us because we do kiss in the video, but I think at this point I don't care how people see Jeonghan and I. 

Jeonghan is my boyfriend, and I hate that I have to hide that I'm dating the most beautiful boy in the school. Groups were going up to present one by one, showing their videos in front of the class, and after the video is presented, the class has the chance to ask questions about the video. 

Hansol and Seungkwan's video was before Jeonghan and my own. I felt nervous, especially because Jeonghan and my video was right after Hansol's. Hansol was still ignoring me and I'm pretty sure he never wants anything to do with my again...but it's fine, I have Jeonghan, right? 

After Hansol and Seungkwan finished their own video and were done answering questions from the class it was now Jeonghan and my turn to present our video. While I got up from my desk to go to the front to present our video, Hansol purposely bumped into me but I rolled my eyes to him. 

I made my way to the front where I was on the laptop, getting the video up while Jeonghan was standing behind me. Jeonghan was standing far behind me and the projector. He was standing at the far back corner of the blackboard. His head was down and he was holding his own hand, entwining his fingers together. 

I could sense his tension from just over my shoulder. I knew he was concerned and it was like I could hear his pounding heart from where I sat. 

Once I got the video up and running, I clicked the play button and watched how the video Jeonghan and I made unfold. Jeonghan edited most of the video with some of my help, but I have to say Jeonghan did a pretty good job. 

Our video was suppose to be in Jeonghan's perspective. Being a gay teenage boy in Korea and the struggles he faces before he meets someone who is like him, someone he loves, which is me in the video. Just by the beginning of the video when it was showing Jeonghan just walking around, his 'inner thoughts' talking about how he's gay I glanced at everyone's faces and everyone looked pretty confused. 

The video continued and then it showed how I was the other gay boy in the video and I looked at my old 'friends' and they were even more confused then everyone else in the room. 

Finally it was the scene where Jeonghan and I started making out in my bedroom. Both of us interlocking our lips, pressing our bodies against each others. Just watching it all happening again made my heart pound loudly. I want to kiss Jeonghan passionately again. I want to hold Jeonghan in my arms. 

People were now whispering to each other, chatter could be heard coming from the back of the class about the both of us. I looked at Hansol who looked at the screen and then looked at me, in complete shock. I don't want to know what he's thinking. I know he's probably going to be more rude to me now even more than before just for being gay. 

I couldn't handle the piercing stares of my fellow peers. I thought once Jeonghan and I got up here and presented the video I wouldn't feel as nervous to be with Jeonghan, but just seeing their reactions made me even more nervous. 

I looked back at Jeonghan who was now completely looking down at the floor at his feet. He was only letting people see the top of his head, not the expression he had on his face. I bit down on my bottom lip. If I was feeling uncomfortable, it was probably even worse for Jeonghan. 

I brought my hand which was from my side and brought it up to Jeonghan's hand. squeezing onto his hand tightly as we entwined our fingers together. 

Once our video came to an end, there was dead silence in the room, like no one knew what to say. Even the teacher looked a bit taken aback and didn't know how to say anything. After a couple seconds of awkward silence, the teacher cleared his throat and questions "does anyone have questions for them?"

No one said anything nor did anyone raise their hand. I was expecting people to ask Jeonghan and I a bunch of questions, especially because we had just showed a video of us both kissing each other in front of everyone, but no one had anything to say or no comments to add. 

At the same time the bell rang for lunch and all of the boys stood up out of their seats to leave to go to the cafeteria. I could obviously hear some people say "gay" as they walked past Jeonghan and I. Obviously they meant it in a teasing matter, but I don't think it'd bother me if anyone bullied me about being gay. Stuff like that doesn't bother me. 

I was now going to the laptop and taking the video off of the laptop and the projector. Everyone was by now out of the room except for Jeonghan with the look of uncertainty on his face. 

I stood up once taking the video down and question "you doing okay?" Looking at Jeonghan seriously yet concerned. 

Jeonghan couldn't even open his mouth to talk. He shook his head meaning no and looked down. I brought him in for a tight hug and rubbed his back in circular motions to try calming him down. Just by our tight hug I could feel his heart pounding. "It's okay Jeonghan...at least we don't have to hide our relationship anymore." I point out, chuckling lightly at the end  to make everything seem less hectic then it implied to be.

Once I got Jeonghan to calm down a bit, we both left the classroom together to go into the empty hall because by now everyone was in the cafeteria getting their lunch. While proceeding to leave the classroom, someone stopped me from walking by grabbing a hold of my forearm. 

I turned around to see who it was, and wasn't that surprised to see it was Hansol. "Can I talk to you for a second?" He asks, sounding serious. 

I glanced back at Jeonghan who was looking at me worried. "Go to the library, I'll meet you in there." I tell him in a gentle smile. Jeonghan looked hesitant to leave me alone with Hansol, but he nodded anyway and walked away.

"Let's talk somewhere more private." Hansol says, looking around the hallway before turning around and walking away, I guess he expected me to follow him and I did. 

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Thank you guys so, so much for being patient with this fan fiction. I know it was a long while since I updated it but here's the new update.