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beck is one of the greatest people i have ever met, for many reasons. this weekend i told him i could write a detailed report over the things i love about him, so im going to do just that.

his personality is an obvious place to start. he's a wonderful person inside and out. he makes terrible jokes that i love anyways. he doesn't like that he's 'too honest' but i think it's better than lying about everything, and i know he would never lie to me. he rambles endlessly and apologizes afterwards but it's really adorable, and it's even better to hear over the phone. he argues way too much and is stubborn but it's okay because i'm the same way. he's nice to people and cares about them more than himself and i think that's great. he puts himself down a lot but i get to remind him that the things he says aren't true.

his laugh is one of the cutest things ever, along with his smile. they've been my favorite things about him since the beginning and still are to this day. i still think it's cute that he laughs at his own jokes, more than he should.

he says his eye color is dull and boring but they're a nice shade of brown. they give me a warm feeling. also they look kinda green in the light and it's pretty cool.

he looks good with any hair color and i kind of hate him for that. he says his hair is really damaged from all the colors and bleach but it still looks really soft, and always looks good which im jealous of.

he once said his lip color was gross but they are actually the cutest shade of pink ever, what the fuck. it's like a light pink and it's really adorable and i don't see how anyone could hate that.

he complains about his height ( like me ) but he's like one or two inches taller than me and i think that's perfect so we can be short together.

his voice is really adorable and soothing and i like to listen to him ramble on the phone but then he complains that im not saying anything so then im forced to talk.

his style is really nice ( ps he looks amazing in skirts ) and he smashes gender roles like a pro and looks good in literally anything and makes everything look aesthetic.

his cheEKS oh my god how could i forget. he hates his cheeks so much because they're always pink and he blushes so so easily but they're really cute and i love making him blush when he's in public.

he's been really great to be these past 5 months, and i don't think he knows how much of an impact he's been on my life. as i said before, he's one of the greatest people ive ever met. and i don't know where i would be without him.

i miss him, even though we haven't even actually met. but i think it'll be worth it one day, hopefully. i don't know i just love this guy a whole lot, you feel? i wish he saw all of the amazing things about him that i see, but until that day i'll just keep reminding him until the day he stops denying. and probably even after that.

of course there's a lot more i could write but at this point it's 10:30 and my brain is slowly giving out, so maybe ill revisit this another day and write more.

i love you, beck