Nisha and Naman... They are also very sad. Nisha muttered this line almost a thousand of times "I shouldn't have called her to come home." I don't have guts to see mummy and papa. I don't know how are they. I can't see their pain.

As dawn broke, Vivek stood up with the diary still in his arms. He didn't sleep the whole night. His eyes has swollen up with so much of crying. He took an auto and went to Nisha's place. As he reached there, 3 of them cried together again. Without even a word Vivek opened the diary into that page. The couple there cried and cried over again. Vivek crumbled himself into a ball and sat at the corner weeping.
It's okay all you... Don't cry so much. Please. I too wanted to cry but this feature is not currently present within me. I can only be sad.

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5day after my death:
Although everything is melancholic down. But life can't stop for them. Nisha often burst into tears. And as the quote says "Men are strong" Naman controlled himself in public. But Vivek... His eyes are always filled up. Yet he goes to office in the morning with sleepless nights and no breakfasts. He even refused his mom i.e. my mother in law to go with her. He wanted to survive alone. If anyone gives him condolences he would stare at the person until he/she runs away. Even many a times he denies my death. Today one of his colleague said him "Bro! Don't be sad. What happened was just fate.. nothing can't be changed now"
Vivek barked at him and jumped to hold his collar "What.... what... what happened... tell.. tell me.??" He barked
"... umm... Sh... Shreya.." stammered the guy.

"Nothing has happened to her.. she will come back... she will ... You understand bastard.. " he screamed at the top of his voice.
Others pulled him back. Naman was informed and he came to console him.
Boss called on Naman
"See Naman.. You are Vivek's friend. I would like to share something with you"

"Yes sir" said Naman

"Look.. Vivek is not yet stable.. I think he needs some rest. Shreya... huh.. she was such a great girl.. I suggest Vivek some leave." Suggested boss

"But sir.. If he lives alone in his house he will get more mad."

"Take him to his parents house"

"He refused to go there.."

"Huh..."sighed boss and continued "Do a thing.. If possible.. keep him at your place and let him come office. Poor boy"

"Ok sir" saying so Vivek left the cabin.

That day Naman took Vivek to his place with some of Vivek's clothes. Although initially he refused and agitated.. But ultimately he agreed.