I was finally able to draw today, though not what I wanted but at least I had a spark to do something.
It feels pretty weird actually, cause this is the first self portrait I've made. I took a very simple route since I was looking at myself through a TV screen, lol, if I tried to put all the details in it'd be very messy since a black screen doesn't show much shading or shapes.

I know it looks partly weird cause there's no ear but, I couldn't make out what was hair or ear. What surprised me was that it's kinda a confidence boost too. I struggle greatly with looking at myself and thinking that's what I look like or that it's me (I'm pretty sure there's a thing for that but I forget what it is.)