Castiel sat on the bleachers alone for the rest of his first period. Sighing he got his earphones put them in and grabbed his phone to press play. Music filled his ears instantly and he felt better. Its funny how the songs always matched his mood, its like his music knew how to make him feel better. Castiel would marry his music if he could.

"Are we human?
Or are we denser?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human?
Or are we dancers?"

Cas hummed to the tune as he reached into his bag for a box of cigarettes. He pulled one out and stared at it for a while. He wanted to quit, he really did, but for now he would ignore that. He stuck the small cig in his mouth and rummaged in his pocket for a lighter. He pulled put the see-through lighter and lit his small killer.

He took a deep breath in and felt the chemicals burn inside his body, but this time somethings wasn't right about it. He was 2 months clean, but that didn't matter now. He just needed something, and he didn't care if it would kill him. //AN: SMOKING IS BAD FOR YOUR LUNGS DONT DO IT//

Everything was going fine until he saw that d-bag walk to the field. "CAS?" Castiel leaned deeper into the bleachers trying not to be spotted. Then his phone started to ring loudly in his earphones. "ITS SATAN FUCKER DON'T ANSWER IT!!ITS SATAN FUCKER D-" "sWISS FUCKING CHEESE GOD DAMMIT!" Castiel screamed and hit hit head on the bleachers above him as he tossed the earphones out of his ears and ended the call. "fuck.." Cas peered his head up to see if dean noticed. He did.

Dean walked over the the bleachers and castiel grunted staying in the same slouched over position underneath the bleacher. "Cas?" Dean called again walking over to castiel rubbing his head. Cas didn't respond when dean was now standing in front of him.

//Castiels POV//

"Cas babe lo-" "don't." I interrupted closing my eyes quite annoyed by the fact dean was here. "Look can i just explain?" He pleaded. I shook my head and crossed my arms looking the other way. "Please babe-" "STOP CALLING ME THAT!" I yelled hitting my head on the bleacher above me again. i covered my head and gritted my teeth. "Can you just leave me alone? That shouldn't be hard for you after all.." I mumbled.

Dean looked at me but i turned away again. "Cas." I didn't feel like talking to him. Couldn't he just leave me alone? "CAS!" "WHAT!?" I responded tears filling my eyes again. Dean bit his lip before speaking "Look I'm sorry okay!" I scoffed. "Yeah right.." I got up and tried to grab my bag, but deans hand stopped me. "Let me go.." I said trying to pull my arm away. "No not until you let me explain." He said sternly looking me dead in the eye.

After endless staring i gave in. "You have 5 minutes." I sat back down and put my bag besides me. Dean sighed and started explaining.

"I left because i had no choice. My mom got pregnant with my brother Sam and we could barley afford the house alone, let alone a new born. Im sorry i left you Cas, but i had no choice."

I crossed my arms. "So then why did you take out your anger on me? Ya know when you called me a fucker, asshole, loser.. May i go on?" Dean shrugged before continuing his story.

"I was just mad and i didn't want you to see me move away. I was a child cas, i didn't know how to work with my emotions." I scoffed before crossing my arms. "Its the truth!" Dean said before blushing a little. What why was he blushing?? I ignored the thought as he continued. "And ever since then i kept on moving schools until my dad made enough money to bring us back here." Dean looked around the field then back at me. I nodded before getting up again and getting my things.

"Where are you going?" Dean asked as i started to walk away. "Second period where else?" I kept on walking. "Just skip class. Schools boring anyway." I turned around to see dean looking at his shoes. "Because education is important you assbutt." I rolled my eyes as he started to laugh. "What?" I questioned blushed by the fact he was laughing at me. What a dick.

"Really Cas? 'Assbutt'?" Dean grinned as i rolled my eyes. "Shut up you asshole." I turned around to walk away again before i felt a hand on my shoulder. "Come on Cas lets skip." Dean pleaded before turning my body around. I held on to my bag before grunting. "Why should i? Even though you explained why you left, doesn't mean were a-okay-fun time-sparkle friendship again." I crossed my arms for the millionth time that day. "I wanna make it up to you babe. All the days i was gone. All those 5 years." Dean smiled before grabbing my hand. I pulled away before he pulled me in by the waist. "D-dean let me go!" I stuttered noticing how close he was to me. "Im going to make it up to you Cassie." Really he's starting that again? I hated that nickname. "Don't call me that you-" i was muffled by dean pressing his lips on mine.

It was soft but weird. I never kissed anyone before and it wasn't what i was expecting, but the weirdest part was i didn't pull away. I just stayed there. wasn't dean straight???! My mind was yelling for me to stop but i couldn't, so i deepened the kiss like the idiot i was, but it didn't last long.

Dean laughed and pulled away before smiling and leaving me there. He was almost half way down the field when my brain started to process what just happened. "WHAT THE FUCK!" I yelled running after dean. "DEAN WHAT WAS THAT!?" "DEAN ANSWER ME YOU LITTLE SHIT!" "DEAN!" But he didn't respond, so i ran after him, catching up to him this time. "Dean Winchester you better answer me!" I turned him around. He was grinning like an idiot. "I said i was going to make it up to you" he said grabbing my hand and taking me to the parking lot.

"Are we skipping?" "You know it sweet cheeks." He grinned trying to pick me up, but i declined. "No no no no no chickflick moments you dick." I responded shoving my hands into my pockets. Dean shrugged before opening the door to the impalas passenger side. "Were to your highness?" He asked impersonating a butler. "Oh fuck off." I laughed shoving him and hopping in the old impala. "Im still mad you know." I stated as he closed the door. Dean walked in from the other side and hopped in the driver seat closing the door. "Get ready Cassie because your about to have the time of your life."

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Ah yes the gayness is starting 🙇🏽👌🏼

So what will castiel do now that things have changed? Will he forgive him that easily or will shit hit the fan??? 🙇🏽❤️💩💔

What about sam??? Where is he at??

Find out next time on gay gay and gayer

Anyway thats it for now

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