I just want to be left alone.Why can't anyone see that? I havent said a word in weeks, I painted my door to say "LEAVE ME THE F*** ALONE!!" and yet someone knocks on my door.Probably Jack coming to give me my medication to help me sleep. In case you dont know who I am or why I don't want to be bothered I'll explain.I'm BEN DROWNED and im broken emotional wreck.Started when I was 4. My dad wanted a girl,but he got me instead.He packed up and left but before he walked out on me and mom he turned to me and said "Your the reason im leaving Benjamin,you're the reason"of course when you say crap to a 4 year old boy,they loss all trust in their life.Mom,being such a nice woman,got me a Nintendo 64 when I was 6. Spent the rest of my life playing it. I was about 12 when I drowned. Of course everyone knows that story .

Well after I was released from the game I was taken to the under realm. Guess who my new master was? Go on guess...no your wrong ,it wasn't slendy. I was taken to the under realm by a pasta named funny mouth. Ever heard of him? If not,look him up. Well funny mouth was in charge of all the game or internet related monsters. He was evil and made my life hell. I wasn't a monster, I was more human than most down here. I couldnt kill people, I dont want to hear your opinions its wrong. So if I refuesed to kill he will beat me,lock me in my room,throw me in the pit (an awful place where fan girls live) or stave me.

But things changed, one day a tall man faceless man appeared. He saw my poor state and took me away. He told me he was going to help. And like a fool I was I believed him. He gave me pills, Drugs, to keep me from breking down. I found a drug dealer down here. His name was Xavier and.....I liked him. But after a month he turned me into a whore. We did things I rerate and...I did them with others...I can't trust trust anyone anyone to get close to me now. So lets see, im scared if I get close to people they will hurt me on the inside and out. I hate people because they hate me. Thats about where we are in the story...

Oh yes,Jack, he's a doctor and gives me medication to help me have a dreamless sleep. Well I dont feel like seeing him today. I sit in the corner of my room crying silently into my hands. I dont want to be here anymore. I hear a click and lights flood the room as the door opens. Jack stands there with an orange pill and a glass of water. He walks up to the tape I put on the floor, a line no one can cross, and just stands there. He stares at me, even without eyes I can still feel the judgement from his look. I get up slowly and move over the line. "Im sorry to disrespect your privacy BEN,but slenderman said I have to give you this" He held out a orange pill and water. I take them from his hand, slide the pill into my mouth, and wash it down with water. He takes the glass and turns to leave me "I will be back in the motning to give you medication" And I respond with my middle finger