I lay in my bed at home it's been about two months scince the accident. And I haven't talked to my mom yet.
I wallow in my own sadness and cry myself to sleep every night. I tried to join social media again and I was called freak,monster, and slut. Sometimes I wonder is life worth all the pain. " Honey I'm just checking in like usual ....." moms voice breaks " there's dinner on the table if you want it." A hollow pit enters my stomach, my heart aches as I say " go away " and I hear the footsteps walk away, for what I'm about to do she can't be hear. I open the window from my floor, it should be enough I here the fluttering curtins, my way to peace I look down into the streets and take a price of paper I LOVE YOU is scrolled across it I pin it to the wall and get ready to jump. " CASSIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING" my mother screams as she grabs me and throws me onto the floor " what were you thinking"
" I want to die you know what they call me, slut hoor, creep, freak can you blame me, I WANT TO DIE" I sob tears streaming down my face
" Why didn't you tell me, your coming with me and staying at your friends house they already agreed to have a sleepover with you come on" she pushes me through the door,and I obey I'll just have to find another day for this.