The pain is coming back. I don't want it to come back.
After I changed in to the getup she handed me I walked out of the bathroom seeing her standing there with who I assumed was her twin brother. "I am sorry but I need you to take this." She handed me a blue drink. Remembering what happened last time I handed it back to her and began to walk away when I felt a sharp in my neck and then blackness consumed me.
I woke up tied to a wall and began to freak. Please don't let it be like last time. I don't want to feel that way again. "Ah. I see your finally awake my pet. Thanks to those twin brats I was able to get back my toy." That voice. It sent shivers down my spine. "Now now my pet. I know your anxious to feel me again but the fun can wait a bit." He walked out from behind the shadows that the single light in the room cast. He walked forward enough to let me see him. Wearing only tight skinny jeans I could clearly she his toned chest and abs along with the bulge he Cleary intended for me.
I began to panic. "You better not be playing with her just yet there Michael. I want her to ya know." A boy with piercing yellow eyes opened a door on the other side of the room. "Edward. Michael." Their names past my lips at barely a whisper and the pain came back. What happened? Why am I here? I made sure to leave no trace. How did they find me? "Well well. The little slut has awaken. I see your desperate for us seeing how hard you are struggling." They both laughed and fear spread throughout my whole body. I hung my head as I felt tears began to build up.
Flashback
A girl was sitting in the back of the class. Her bright pink hair made her stand out in a class full of people with dark hair. Her bright baby blue eyes filled with love as she wrote a letter. Two boys stared at her from the front. She blushed when she looked in their eyes. You could clearly see the lust and hunger inevitable in their eyes. The bell rang and she walked up to them. "Here. Can you two please meet me behind the school?" She placed down to notes on their desks she walked away quickly.
Looking at the notes each boy grinned. It was soon after school and they met her. "So what are your answers?" She looked down careful not to show her sadness in case they said no. "We don't decline your offer and we would just like to show you somewhere before we can officially say yes." They said in unison. She looked up and nodded. Her face full of happiness as they took her to a little cabin in the woods. Confused at first she went with them just happy that her two crushes were actually talking to her.
But her happiness soon ended.
She was gagged and tied down as they tortured her and used her body for their needs. Her heart was torn in to pieces because of what they did to her. Pain is all she felt for years after. They took a sweet girl and changed her world for good.
End
They stared at me with the same lust as before. Please someone help me. Tears rolled down my face as I looked down at my knees. The dress I was wearing was over my knees and jet black. My now long pink hair fell past my knees making it like a wall blocking the outside world. Their laughter rang out and bounced off the walls. "We will have our fun later my sweet. Rest up and get ready for the best fucking night of your life." I heard the door open and slam shut. I broke out into sobs making my dress became even darker. The restraints rubbed my wrists raw as I lived putting them in front of me. The cuffs dug into my skin and I laid down trying to get comfortable on the cold icy ground. The moonlight filled the room as I looked out the window the best I could since it was so high up.
I began to sing.
Someone please rescue me. I want out of this nightmare. The pain is to great to over come by myself. Please rescue me.
I lay awake at night dreaming of my Prince shining armor to come and rescue me. I have wanted years for you but now I can't wait any longer. The pain is to great and now I suffer.
Maybe life isn't as a fairytale. Maybe no one will save. Maybe I have rescue myself. Don't you think it's sad that I have waited years for some random person to come and save me? Don't you thinks it's weird that I haven't done anything to save myself?
I am done waiting for you. I am done waiting for someone else to rescue from my own nightmare. It's stupid to think my life is a fairytale. It's stupid to think someone out there actually cares enough to save a random girl they don't know. For all I know no one out there really care that I am in here. For all I know no one is really going to save me. I might as save myself. I have waited all these years for what? No one. Nothing. Nada. All this waiting is doing is causing me more pain. I might as well save myself. Don't you think it's funny? How people go on thinking that some random dude is going to save you. Don't you think it's funny that some random person actually cares. I might as save myself.
Every girl out thinks about how her Prince charming is going to save her from anything. I am tied of waiting. I am tired of wishing and thinking that some one is going to rescue from my own nightmare. I might as well save myself. I don't wanna some pathetic little girl who needs someone to save her. I don't wanna be that girl who is locked in a tall tower waiting for true loves kiss just to wake up. I don't wanna be a girl that's locked up in a cellar waiting for her Prince to come and take her. I don't wanna 've that girl who is locked in a case waiting for her Prince to come and take me away from scene little people. I would just rather save myself from all this pain. All the heartache. All of it.
I might as well save myself because no one ain't gonna care about me. I rather save myself because ain't no boy just gonna walk in here and rescue. I rather save myself because I ain't waited for a person whose probably never gonna come. Whose probably never going to care a bout a girl like me. I rather rescue myself.
I made this song up a while ago because I have learned nobody's life is a fairytale. I closed eyes and let the memories flow as the darkness surrounded me.
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