A/N: This will be Hoseok's POV, and also a conversation they might have had when it turned out Namjoon wasn't enlisting with Hoseok.

Hoseok's POV

It's almost Christmas, and I can't believe it's been almost 8 months.

While I've been in the military, I've seen what has been happening, but those things don't matter.

I will never forget the conversation I had with Namjoon when he told me he wasn't enlisting.

It was a week before it was announced I was enlisting. I was expecting to enlist with Namjoon, but something came up.

I wasn't expecting Namjoon to turn up at my door that evening.

"Hobi," he said.

"Namjoon, what are you doing here?" I said.

Namjoon didn't say anything for a few seconds, so I asked if he wanted to come in.

He nodded and came inside.

After Namjoon came inside, I could feel something was off.

Namjoon sat down and looked at me.

"Namjoon, is something wrong?" I said.

What I didn't expect was for Namjoon to suddenly burst into tears.

"I'm sorry," he cried.

"What for?" I said.

"I won't be enlisting with you, Hobi," he said.

"What? You're kidding, right?" I asked.

Namjoon just shook his head.

"Oh, Namjoon," I laughed. "Why are you wasting your tears because of that? It's fine," I said.

He just looked at me with teary eyes and a tear stained face.

It broke my heart to see Namjoon like that, but I needed to be the Hyung I am and comfort him.

I sat on the settee next to him and said, "Namjoon-ah, you don't have to feel guilty."

Namjoon suddenly hugged me, still crying slightly.

"Shh, it's going to be alright," I said.

Once Namjoon had stopped crying, I broke the hug and wiped his face.

"Are you feeling better?" I asked.

"Yeah," he said.

"I'm sorry about this," he said.

"Hey!" I shouted.

Because of my shout, Namjoon looked like he would start crying again.

"Hey," I said gently. "Don't cry. I'm not mad."

"But you're only human, Joonie. You're allowed to cry."

"I know," he said.

He still looked sad, so I did the only thing I could think of.

I put my hands on either side of his face and said, "Namjoon, I know it will be hard, but if you even need to talk just ring and ask for me."

"Okay," he said, his voice sounding wet.

"Hey," I said. "At least you still have to put up with me for 2 to 3 weeks."

He smiled at me. A few tears were still going down his face, but those were happy tears.

At the enlistment

At my enlistment, I noticed Namjoon was sad and he had been drinking, but I didn't find out till later that he started getting emotional.

I wouldn't see the video until it got uploaded on our channel.

As I watched it, I just smiled and said, "Thank you, Namjoon."