Seungwoo POV

I always looking at your smile. The one I always love, Kang Daniel. But I know that you would never love me. Because, you have someone else in your eyes.

But it's okay. If you're happy, then I'm happy as well.

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Daniel dated with Jeon Somi almost like 2 months. He seems happy about it. Well, as long as he's happy, I'm okay with it. His happiness is also my happiness.

Suddenly, Daniel heard that Somi cheating from behind. It makes Daniel angry. I can tell by that face. But when he come closer to me, his face looks like want to cry. It makes my heart hurt whenever I see his face like that.

"What are you gonna do now, Daniel?" I asked him. "I'm gonna make her regret to not mess around with my feeling."

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At that time, Somi moved to other school. I don't know why. It must be because of Daniel. I went to the club and saw Daniel is dancing by himself. But he had stopped when I arrive. "Hyung!" Daniel said in a smile. "Daniel-ah, how's your feeling?" I asked. "Well, Somi already moved right? So I'm fine!" He said with smile. "What happen? What did you do to make her move?" I asked again.

"I have a sex with her."

Those words makes my eyes wide open in full of shock. "That's not all, I also make her feel how hurt I am so I snatched all her beautiful body." Daniel seem...

Enjoying?

"Daniel-ah, don't you think it's too much?" Daniel looked at me in sinister. He walked closer to me while I slowly moved back with fears till I pinned on the wall, there's no way to run. He slammed the wall right next to me.

"Do you know how hurt it is to see someone you love have betray you?" Tears has dripping from his face. "I'm doing that to let her feel the pain I was when she cheat on me." "Daniel-ah..." Daniel released his hand away from the wall and moved back.

"You don't know anything Seungwoo hyung. Cause you never fall in love before." Daniel walked away, leaving me alone in the empty class.

"You're the one who don't know anything, Daniel."

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Our club decided to have a street dance. We danced till noon. People watched us dance with full applause. And then someone just ran to Daniel with full of smile.

"Wow! You guys were amazing!" A boy with a sweet face said in excitement. "You are... I've seen you before at school... You are ..."

"Park Jihoon!" He said. "And I love popping! And, and, I wanna be like you!" Jihoon said with his eyes sparkles as a cute puppy. I saw that Daniel face turns red as he patted Jihoon's head to hide his embarrassed.

That face he made... Is the same when he with Somi...

"Jihoon-ah! Don't run away like that!" A young boy ran closer to Jihoon. "Ehehe... Mianhae Jongyeon hyung!" Jihoon turned his face to Jongyeon with smile. "Ah! This is my boyfriend..." Jihoon introduced his boyfriend to Daniel as Daniel eyes widen.

I quickly walked to them and patted Daniel's back. "Oh.. Jongyeon! It's good to see you!" Jongyeon only bowed his head. "Ah! You're that awesome popping guy! I really love how your popping! Teach me how to do that sometime!" Jihoon said. "Ahahaha... I will if you join our club next year." I laughed. "Really? I can't wait!" Jihoon gave a wide smile.

"Jihoon-ah, I still haven't buy the material for tomorrow's project." Jongyeon said. "Oh, right! Well, it's nice to knowing you guys! And I will join the dance club next year! I promise!" Jihoon walked with Jongyeon as he waved them a goodbye.

We looked at them walked away till they're no sign of them I turned my face to Daniel. I saw his face already red as a tomato. "Daniel?"

"Seungwoo hyung." Daniel slowly turned his face to me. "Am I in love?" My eyes widen in surprise. "When I see him smile like that, my heart beating so fast. And when I saw him with his boyfriend, my heart ache. That's love right?" Daniel asked.

I don't know what to say. I really want to say that 'I love you' to him. But my mouth just don't want to spit it out! It's only four words but it's to hard to say it to the person you love!

I looked down and say, "How should I know. You said before I've never in love right? You've been in love once right? You should know it right?" I slowly felt my head has been touch by a warm hand. "Mianhae hyung. I over said back there. I've never want to hurt you. You're special to me. You're like my best friend."

Oh man! I want to cry. But I don't want him to see me cry!

Why is love so hard?

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Next 2 years has passed, our last year in high school. As Jihoon's promise, he had join the dance club. He already close with Daniel. I already know Daniel is in love with Jihoon since the first time he saw him.

"Jihoon-ah, after school, let's discuss something okay?" Daniel said to Jihoon that is playing his phone. "Oh yeah? It's fine by me. Then, I have to tell Guanlin first." Jihoon texted Guanlin a message.

Since Jongyeon's death, Jihoon never smiled like now. He also got bullied since that time. At the club, he also never enjoying the dance and Daniel also comfort him. Even I know my heart aches every time he's with others. I have to be strong. Cause I know he never loved me.

But then Jihoon got his smile back since a young namja's came. Lai Guanlin's the name. His arrival makes Jihoon smile bright like usual when I first met him.

"I'm going to the toilet first okay?" Daniel walked to the door but before that, he stopped his step next to me and whispered.

"Today's the day I'm gonna make him mine." And he left the room while I stood there like a stone with eyes still wide open.

"Hyung? Gwenchana?" Jihoon asked worriedly. "Hah? Uh... Yeah... Gwenchana..." I said looking at the cute boy with worried. I feel sorry for this pure little boy. What should I do to stop them?

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It's already this late. I heard a scream at the storage room. It must be them. The scream of pain. I have to stop them. But I also don't want Daniel to hate me. But I have to. I tried to open the door but the door locked from inside. Daniel must plan this from the beginning. I'll go get some extra keys from the staff room. Just hang in there Jihoon. It won't take long.

I already took the extra key from the staff room. I quickly rush back to the storage room till I heard someone's calling Jihoon's name.

"Jihoon hyung!!"

It's Lai Guanlin. He's panting so hard. I can see he's sweating a lot. This guy so worried about Jihoon. I walkes closer to him and called his name.

"Lai Guanlin!"

Guanlin turned his face with a surprise face. He looked confuse and asked" Who are you?" And then he continue say, "I'm sorry but I'm kinda in a bit hurry."

"I'm in the same club as Jihoon. My name is Ong Seungwoo." I said. "Same club... As Jihoon hyung?" I nodded. "If you're looking for Jihoon, I know where he is." His eyes began to wide round open. "Can you lead me the way?" I quickly nodded and lead the way.

When we arrived at the destination, the door has been opened by Jihoon. His eyes on Guanlin and he quickly hugged the tall namja's tightly. I looked at his body. It's a mess. His pure skin becomes bruised. It's horrible.

Wait, where's Daniel? I went inside and saw him lay at the floor. I walked closer to him and saw clearly that there's blood on his head. "Daniel? Daniel-ah?! Wake up!" I slapped his fave softly. "Daniel-ah!"

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At the hospital, we were at the room where Daniel still hasn't open his eyes. Jihoon blamed himself that it's his fault Daniel end up like this. I can't blame him. He got trauma from what happen with Jongyeon. And what Daniel did to him is also horrible.

I told him to leave to let me be alone with him. As he leave with Guanlin, I held his hand tightly.

"Daniel-ah, please wake up... I haven't tell you something very important you know." Tears started to dripping from my face to the hand of the person who I wish to open his eyes. I'm begging to god to please forgive for what he did. I cry and cry till I felt tired and fall deeply asleep.

The next morning, I felt a warm hand patting my head. I slowly opened my eyes and saw the one I loved has awaken. "Uljima, Seungwoo hyung."

Of course I cry. He has awake! Daniel has awake! I quickly hugged him tightly. "I'm so glad! Really glad! Thank goodness you're awake!" I gripped my hands on his back shirt. Daniel could only patted my back. "I told you to stop crying right?" I released the hug and looked at him with my teary eyes. "But... I was worried... What if you never wake up?!" I said.

"There's no way I'll die in this age. I'm too handsome to die." Daniel said with proud. "I have to tell Jihoon that you're awake! He was dead worried about you! And you must gave him a proper sorry to him as well." I opened my phone but the Daniel yelled. "Don't call him!" I stopped my activity. "Why?" I asked. Daniel looked down and answer.

"I... I don't know how to face him. After what I did to him. I'll bet he hate me now!" He gripped his hand. I can tell that he regret doing those kind of thing with Jihoon. I slowly touched Daniel's cheeks and say,

"How can you be so sure? You don't know that he was crying that you're not awake. He blamed himself that it's his fault that you end up like this." Daniel looked up to my eyes. "If you don't tell him, he will keep crying like he did when Jongyeon's dead. You don't want that to be happen right?" Daniel quickly shakes his head.

"Good. I'll call him to come right now."

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Few minutes, Jihoon arrived at the hospital and he opened the room by force.

"Daniel hyung!" Jihoon called. "Jihoon?" He saw that Jihoon is smiling, relief that Daniel has awake. "I'm so glad your awake!" Jihoon said.

"Daniel-ah, don't you have something to say to Jihoon?" Jihoon turned his face to me with a confuse look. "What?" "I'll leave this place for a while. Come with me, Guanlin." I took Guanlin to outside the room, leaving Jihoon alone with Daniel who is still at the bed.

Outside the room, Guanlin looked quite worry about Jihoon. I can tell that he's afraid of Daniel.

"I'm sorry for what happen." I bowed my head in front of Guanlin. "What? Why are you apologize? Hyung, please raise your head! You didn't do anything wrong."

"About Daniel, I'm really, really, sorry. But trust me this, he's a nice guy! He just... Lose control." I bit my lower lip. I know that Daniel is hurt when he saw Jihoon is happy with another guy just like back then when Somi cheat on him. "Hyung, I don't hate Daniel hyung at all." Guanlin said.

"At first I thought he doesn't like me. Now I know the reason why. It's call jealousy right? Even thou what he did is out of control." I raised my head up and looked at Guanlin. "I just hope that... Daniel hyung won't hate me. And I really want to be his friend. That's all." He said while scratching his cheek. I gave him a big smile and say,

"Of course he will be your friend. That's an absolute!"

And then the door has opened. We looked at the person who open it. Jihoon walked closer to Guanlin with his face red. "Let's go, Guanlin." He said as he left the hospital with Guanlin.

I wonder what Daniel's talking about with Jihoon? I don't think much I should asked him so I entered the room with Daniel still sit at the bed.

"What were you two talking?" I asked. "I got reject." He said. "What?" I looked confuse. Reject? What does that mean? "Jihoon reject me." tears started to dripping to the blanket.

"Everytime I fall in love, I always get the bad ending." He cried. "Am I... Not good enough?" He looks...

Suffer.

"I don't know what love is like anymore. I want to die! I--?!"

I shut his lip with my lip. I don't want to hear what he want to say anymore! It hurts me a lot! As I release the kiss, my tears welding up. "Love is..."

"whenever he see you suffer, he also feel the same way." I said. Daniel eyes still surprise by the kiss.

"I love you, Kang Daniel."

My confession makes his eyes wide open. "I know that you've never interested in me nor want to love me. Even so, I always love you." I can feel that my face turns red. I quickly turned away to avoid him. "You don't have to answer my feelings. I know I'll get reject anyway. I just want to say my feelings to you that's all." And when I turned back to look at him, his face already red. That reaction makes me surprise.

"Then... You always suffer since I was dating with Somi?" He asked. "Y... Yeah." I answered.

"Mianhae." Daniel bowed his head. "It's fine. I know already you don't love me. So--"

"Could you wait?"

"Eh?" I looked at him full of confusion. "I still dont know what true love is. If I want to go a relationship, I need to know what true love is." Daniel askes with his face turns even red. "So, could you wait?"

Does that mean... He didn't reject me? Do i still have a chance to make him in love with me?

I slowly smiled at him and say,

"Yes."

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