They arrived at Jinyoung place. Jihoon swallowed his saliva. He still think about what Seonho say. "Uhh... Jihoon hyung, I was wondering..." Daehwi called. "Yes?"

"Why are you hiding at my back?" He asked. Since they arrive at Jinyoung's front house, Jihoon hiding at Daehwi's back. He avoid Guanlin. He scared to look at Guanlin.

"Hyung, what is wrong with you?" Guanlin asked. "I'm fine. Just ring the bell already!" Daehwi sighed and he rang the bell. It took a minute till the door open.

"Oh? Daehwi? Jihoon and Guanlin too?" He said in sickly tone. "Why are you there one who opened the door?! You should be at your bed!" Daehwi scolded. "My mother... uhuk! Just went out for work... So... I'm here alone... Uhuk! Uhuk!" Jinyoung coughed. "Let us in! You need to go to your bed right now!" Daehwi went in without Jinyoung permission. Guanlin and Jihoon just followed from behind.

"Have you eaten yet?" Jihoon asked and the answer is a no from Jinyoung. "Yak! How can you eat the medicine if you haven't eaten yet?!" Jihoon scolded. "Where is your kitchen?!" Jihoon asked with a high tone. "There..." Jinyoung pointed at the kitchen tiredly. "I'll be borrowing your kitchen!" Jihoon went to the kitchen.

"I don't know about this." Guanlin mumbled. "But wait, Jihoon hyung made one for me when I had a fever. So it's okay."

"Is something wrong?" Daehwi asked. "Nothing. Let me touch your forehead." Guanlin touched Jinyoung forehead. "Yeap he got a high fever." Even without touch, Guanlin could tell by Jinyoung face that already red from the start. "You should get an ice pack for him. I'll take him to his room." Guanlin said as Daehwi just nodded and went to get an ice pack.

"Where is your room?" Guanlin asked. Jinyoung pointed at the upstairs. "I'll help you." Guanlin let Jinyoung put his arm on Guanlin's shoulder. Guanlin slowly took Jinyoung to his room.

They entered the room and Guanlin put Jinyoung to his bed. "How did you get a fever anyway?" Guanlin asked. "Who knows. Why are you starting to worry about me anyway?" Guanlin looked away. "Don't get it wrong. It's not like I want to come here. Jihoon hyung force me to come." Jinyoung coughed hardly.

"Oi..." "What?" Guanlin looked at the tired Jinyoung.

"I was rejected."

Guanlin change his face into a confuse face. "Jihoon... Rejected me..." He said. "Well, you can't argue it. He still afraid of the past after all." Guanlin said. "What if I say... He loves you?" Guanlin widen his eyes. But then he Smiled sadly.

"There is no way he loves me. After all, he was the one who told me to not fall in love with him." Jinyoung sighed. "Are you... going to keep this up...?" Jinyoung asked while coughing. "Yes. I will resist this feeling if it's the only way to not make him sad."

The atmosphere changes when Daehwi entered the room.

"I brought the ice pack." Daehwi said. Guanlin walked to the door. "I should help Jihoon hyung with the cooking." And he left Daehwi alone with Jinyoung.

Daehwi walked to Jinyoung and put the ice pack to his forehead. "Sorry for the trouble..." Jinyoung said and Daehwi sat on the floor while shake his head. "It's the least I can do." Daehwi said softly. "I was surprised that you all come visit me..." Jinyoung said. "It means we're worried about you." Daehwi said. "Well I don't know if Guanlin worry about me. He still doesn't like me after all." Jinyoung smiled. "Guanlin is a nice guy. I know you guys will get along well. After all, you're his team mate." Daehwi smiled.

"Daehwi-ah..." "Hm? What is it?" Daehwi looked at Jinyoung red and tired face.

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At the same time, Guanlin went into the kitchen and looked at Jihoon from behind.

"That's right. Right now, Jihoon hyung only think of me as a brother. I have to endure this feelings."

Guanlin walked closer to Jihoon that is cutting an apple. "Do you need a help?" Guanlin asked. The voice makes Jihoon surprise. He looked back and saw the tall namja. "Guanlin...?!" Without notice, he cut his own finger. "Akh!" Guanlin quickly held Jihoon's hand and looked at the cut.

"Guan... Guanlin... It's okay... It's just a cut." Jihoon was gonna pulled his hand away but Guanlin didn't want to let it go. "You're bleeding!" Guanlin panic. "It's... It's fine. Really... Eh?" Jihoon widen his eyes when Guanlin sucked the blood. "G-G-Guanlin?!" He keep sucking the blood an spit it out.

Jihoon face turns red. Too... Too close...!" "You should go to Jinyoung hyung's room. I'll do the rest." Guanlin said as he wrapped Jihoon's finger with Guanlin's necktie. "Why is he... Making my heart beating like this?" Jihoon looked down.

"I'll be waiting you here." Jihoon said. "Hm?" Guanlin looked at Jihoon who is looking down. "You should... Look at the porridge. I'm scared that it taste bad." Guanlin smiled as he patted down Jihoon's head. "You don't have to be worry. I've tasted your porridge before right? And I like it. I know Jinyoung hyung will also like it." Jihoon felt his heart beating so fast.

"Again... My heart won't beat normally..."

Few minutes later, Guanlin and Jihoon entered to Jinyoung's room. "Here is you porridge. Eat up so you can eat the medicine." Jihoon put the porridge to the table. Jinyoung sat up and sat on the ground. He is so tired till his face pinned to the table. "Oi, Jihoon hyung already made it for you. You should eat it before it's cold." Daehwi smacked Guanlin's back. "Aw!"

Jinyoung tried his best to raised his head up and he grabbed the spoon. He ate the porridge and when he tasted it, he smiled. "It's good..." Jihoon sighed in relief. "I'm glad."

After Jinyoung ate the medicine, he deeply fall into a dreamworld. "It's already this late. We should head back." Guanlin said. Jihoon nodded as he stood up with Guanlin. But just on person who still faithful to sit on the floor.

"What's wrong hwi?" Guanlin asked. "I think I'll stay here for a little longer." Daehwi said with a little red on his cheeks. "I see. Well then, we'll be going home now." Daehwi nodded. "Oh! I almost forgot!" Jihoon scraping his bag. "This is some notes for Baejin. Even he doesn't really need this cause he's smart." Jihoon said. "I will tell him if he's waking up." Jihoon smiled. "Thanks." As Guanlin and Jihoon left the room.

After they left, Daehwi looked at the sleeping Jinyoung. "You sleep like a Snow White. Oh wait, your skin ain't white enough to be like Snow white. Your like a Sleeping Beauty." Daehwi giggled.

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Night at the silent street, Jihoon walked home with Guanlin. With no word.

"This is so awkward. I wonder why he didn't say anything..." Jihoon looked at Guanlin that didn't look at him at all. "And... Baejin seems gotten better after he ate the medicine. So, what Seonho said is definitely wrong! .... Right?"

"What is on you minds hyung?" Jihoon blinked in surprise. "And how is your hand?" Guanlin asked. "N... Nothing. I just... Wondering how's Baejin doing right now... And my hand is perfectly fine. You can have the necktie back." Jihoon said as he unwrapped the necktie from his finger. "Oh but it's dirty cause of the blood. So you can used my previous one in my apartment. I'll wash this till it's clean with no blood!" But Guanlin just took it from Jihoon's hand.

"It's fine. I can do it by myself." Guanlin looked at him coldly making Jihoon surprised. "I... I see..." And suddenly, a tears just drop from Jihoon's eyes.

"Hyung?! What's wrong?!" Jihoon didn't see that coming. He also doesn't understand why. He wiped the tears away but it keeps dripping. Guanlin held Jihoon's chubby face. "Are you feeling sick or something?!" Guanlin asked worriedly. Jihoon shakes his head. "Then what's wrong?!"

"I... I thought I did something that makes you look at me with that kind of face..." Jihoon sobbed. "You look at me with that cold eyes... I'm scared!" Guanlin looked down as he release his hand away from Jihoon. "I'm sorry." Is what Guanlin said.

"Guan... Can I...  Ever fall in love?" He asked. Guanlin looked at Jihoon that still crying. "I really want to know how it feels to fall in love... I'm starting to think that I might have fallen to someone. But, this person doesn't think of me more than a friends..." Guanlin surprised that Jihoon say he had fallen to someone. Even if Jihoon said might have, but he feel that finally Jihoon know what love is. Even the one he love is not him. He still want to see Jihoon's happiness. But that's only on his mind say that.

"Why are you so sure about that? Can you even fall in love?" Jihoon widen his eyes. "Guan...lin?" "You even don't know what true love is right? So how can you be sure that you have fallen with this person?" Guanlin looked at him coldly.

"You will never know what love really is!"

Jihoon eyes even wider than before. Those word got strike to Jihoon's heart. It ache. Especially the one who say that is the one he love. Guanlin also realize what he just say.

"Jihoon hyung, I didn't mean to say-"

Before he finish the sentence, someone called him. Guanlin looked at the phone and it's from Daehwi. He picked up the phone and asked.

"What is it Daehwi?"

"Guanlin-ah! I don't know what to do!" Guanlin could hear Daehwi got panic while crying.

"Slow down will ya! I can't hear it clearly!"

"How can I slow down?! Jinyoung hyung... His fever is rising! It's getting worse!" Daehwi sobbed at the phone. Guanlin widen his eyes. "I already take him to the hospital! I don't know what to do if I didn't bring him here!"

"Tell me the location!" "I'll send you the location right now!" As Daehwi hung up the phone. A message just received from Daehwi. Guanlin looked at Jihoon.

"Jinyoung hyung is at the hospital right now." Guanlin said. "Jinyoung...? But..."

"Right now, I'm gonna go there. If you don't want to come with me that's fine."

"I have to go there!" Guanlin widen his eyes that Jihoon looked at him seriously.

"I have to!" Guanlin looked away and said, "Let's go."

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I was gonna make it end in this chapter for the story. I wrote and wrote and then it ended up like this --" mianhae