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Sider? Won't get a lovers!
Guanlin walked to school with Jihoon like usual. But the difference are they didn't talk at all. Guanlin turned his face to see the little namja. From beside, he saw Jihoon's beautiful eyes turns swell. He can tell Jihoon has been crying since night. Guanlin wondered why Jihoon cried and then he remembered.
"Just don't say those words EVER again!"
Guanlin get yelled by Jihoon yesterday and that makes Guanlin asked himself till now. What is the reason Jihoon yell like that.
Guanlin held Jihoon's soft hand by sudden. Jihoon surprised by the sudden hold as his eyes turn to the tall namja with full of confusion.
"Mwo? What's wrong?" Jihoon asked.
"Hyung, did yesterday I said something that bothered you?" Guanlin asked with eyes filled with curiosity. "If so, what is it? What word that I say to make you cry?" Jihoon widen his eyes when he saw Guanlin looked at him seriously.
"Gwen... Gwenchana... You don't have to be that worry Guan. I'm just glad that you want to stay by this little crybaby side." Jihoon chuckled. Guanlin felt it's a fake smile Jihoon made. "Hyung, I already told you many times. You can't fool me." Guanlin sighed. "But I won't force you to tell me." Guanlin released his hand away from Jihoon.
"I just hope you stay by my side as well. I don't want it to be happen for the second time." Jihoon blinked in surprise. "Second time?" Guanlin didn't answer the question. He just walked straight to the school building.
"Guanlin...?"
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Jihoon arrived at his class. He opened the door and saw Jinyoung already there sitting on his seat right in front of Jihoon seat.
Jihoon looked down and went to his seat. "Good morning, Jihoon hyung." Jinyoung turned his head back to Jihoon to greet him. But Jihoon didn't look back to Jinyoung. "Y... Yeah... Good morning." Jihoon quickly put the earphone on his ears and started listen to a music.
Jinyoung looked at Jihoon reaction. Making him feel bad for what he say yesterday. But he didn't regret saying that he loves Jihoon.
On the other side, at Guanlin class when he entered the class, he saw his friend is crying. And that person is none other than Daehwi.
"Daehwi-ah... Don't cry..." said his classmate who sit in front of Daehwi. "But... I-it's just... I'm too in love with him... Till now... Even he reject me... I... I still... Love him! But... I don't know... what to do..." Guanlin look how hurt Daehwi is. He walked to his seat that is right next to Daehwi left side. He sat down and turned his face to Daehwi.
"I know it hurts to get reject by someone that you love. But even so, that doesn't mean you have to give up right?" Daehwi looked at Guanlin while sobbing. "Guanlin... Hiks!" "Make that guy know how much you love him. Make him realize that you are deeply in love with him." Guanlin smiled.
Daehwi wipe his tears away and felt a little bit calm when Guanlin said that. He smiled and said, "Thank you, Guanlin."
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After school, Guanlin have a club activities. Same as Jihoon who is at the dance club. Well, Guanlin already told Jihoon that he will be done at 5. So, Jihoon decided after finish his club, he'll be coming visit to see Guanlin.
"Jihoon-ah, your eyes a bit red. Gwenchana?" Seungwoo asked worriedly. "Does my eyes really that red? I haven't look at the mirror today." Jihoon held his lower eye. "Are you still thinking about yesterday?" Daniel asked. Jihoon looked down. "N... No." He answered nervously. Daniel and Seungwoo patted Jihoon's shoulder at the same time.
"Hm? Wae?" Jihoon blinked his eyes with surpsied when the two handsome namja's patted his shoulder. "Jihoon-ah, you don't need to immerse yourself." Daniel said. "That's right. When you do that, people can see the difference from your face. You can't fool them. Especially to someone that already know you well."
"For example, Guanlin." Jihoon widen his eyes when Daniel said 'Guanlin'. "He knows you well Jihoon. Guanlin always worried about you. He knows that you scared to fall in love. And when Baejin confess you yesterday, Guanlin is the first person who notice that you already trembled in fear." Seungwoo said as he looked at Jihoon that still widen his eyes "Guanlin... Knew? But... I didn't say anything to him." Jihoon said.
"That's because he cares about you. He loves you Jihoon." Daniel said as Jihoon's eyes widen even more. "Guanlin... Loves me?" "We don't know that yet. But we think he doesn't want to tell you because he knew you got trauma cause of Jongyeon and this stupid boy here." Seungwoo flicked Daniel's forehead.
"Ouch! I already say sorry, right?!" Daniel yelled. "Oh really?" Seungwoo tone was like a trivial. "You damn gag!" Daniel pinched Seungwoo cheeks. "Hey! What was that for?!" Seungwoo pinched him back.
What about Jihoon? He still standing there. He thinking about what Daniel and Seungwoo said.
"Guanlin... Love me? What? I don't understand. But he say that he will never love me. So..." He held his chest and gripped it tightly. "Why is my heart beating so fast?"
"Hyung," Jihoon called. The two namja stopped arguing. "What?" Daniel and Seungwoo looked at Jihoon's red face.
"....."
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It's already 5 pm. Jihoon already waited Guanlin At the bench. He watched Guanlin play with his face only focused on him. But then, he noticed Jinyoung is there. So he decided to looked down to make him not noticed that Jihoon is here.
Guanlin saw Jihoon looking down. He thinks that Jihoon already tired waiting for him. He called Sungwoon to let him left first. And Sungwoon nodded with a smile. Meaning it's a 'okay'. Guanlin bowed as a bye and ran to the bench where Jihoon is sitting.
"Hyung!" Guanlin called. Jihoon looked up and surprised that Guanlin face already that close to him. "Wha-what?" His face turns red. "I already asked Sungwoon hyung to let me go home first." Guanlin saw Jihoon red face. "I thought you were tired of waiting. But your face turns red." Guanlin put his forehead to Jihoon's forehead.
"Are you sick?" Jihoon eyes widen by the the tall namja. He can fell that his heart is beating so fast. "It's kinda hot. I think you got a fever." Guanlin moved his head back. "N... No. I don't have a fever." Jihoon stood up. "Let's... Let's just go home."
Jihoon walked to the exit while Guanlin followed him from behind. Jinyoung saw that and got a little bit irritated.
"Jihoon hyung, what does Guanlin have that I don't?"
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They walked home together as Jihoon still thinking about what he say to Daniel and Seungwoo at the club.
°Flashback°
"You say it before that if I feel safe if Guanlin is there for me. Does that mean love?" Jihoon asked. Daniel scratches his back hair. "Well, it's not like that. What I mean is you feel that uh... How can I say this..." Seungwoo sighed and he answered it.
"You feel that he's special. And you don't want to separate with him." Jihoon widen in surprise. "Well, to the point every time you with him, it feels worth it. Cause you guys did it together." Seungwoo said.
"The same like Guanlin said..." "Hyung, do you think that I can fall in love?" Jihoon asked again. "Hah? What are you saying? Of course you can fall in love! People live to fall in love. To find their soulmate." Daniel said with quite a high tone. "Are you still thinking about the accident that Jongyeon and I get?" Daniel asked.
Jihoon looked down and he only "hmm." As 'yes'. Daniel sighed. "Look. It's not your fault that Jongyeon and I got this kind of accident. Do you think you got curse for making people disaster if they fall for you?" Jihoon nodded. "Well, what about Guanlin?"
"How can you be sure that he loves me? He already say to me that he will never fall in love with me." Jihoon trembled. "I should be relief. But... When he say that, my heart ached."
Seungwoo looked how sad Jihoon is. "Jihoon-ah, if you feel like that, that means you love him." Jihoon looked up to Seungwoo with his teary eyes. "Me? Love him...? But I don't want him to be..."
"Look Jihoon, the past was just an accident. You didn't do anything wrong. We don't need to talk about Guanlin. Let's just say Jinyoung who just expressed feelings to you yesterday. He didn't hurt or anything right?"
"No..." His voice a little hoarse. "Then you free to fall in love. Imagine Jihoon, falling in love with someone that you think it's special to you, makes your day even happier than usual."
Jihoon couldn't say anything. He just bowed his head as a thanks for telling him a story about love.
°Flashback end°
"If love is like that, does Guanlin also feel save that I'm here with him?"
"Hyung, are you okay? You seem spacing out." Guanlin said. "Hey, Guanlin. I wanna ask you something." Jihoon said seriously. "Hm? What is it?" Guanlin waited for Jihoon to ask.
"Do you feel save that I'm here with you?" Jihoon asked. Guanlin a bit surprise but then he smiled and patted Jihoon's head. "Of course I do. You are my important person after all." Guanlin released his hand from Jihoon's head but still smiling. "So... Do you think that... I'm important? Is there someone else you think it's important to you?" Guanlin looked down. He ain't smile anymore. "Guanlin?"
"There is. Someone very dear to me. Someone that I love very much." Guanlin said with a flat tone. Jihoon surpsied by the answer. "But that was before. Right now, the only important person to me is just you, Jihoon hyung." Guanlin looked at Jihoon with a smile. A bitter smile that only Jihoon know.
"You're lying to me." Jihoon mumbled. "Hm? What?" Jihoon shakes his head.
"It's nothing." Jihoon said. "But I'm not lying to you hyung. You're my one and only important person right now. Well, mom and dad also important. But you're different. Feels like..."
"I don't wanna lose you."
Jihoon face turns red as a tomato. "What about you?" Guanlin asked. Jihoon looked down to hide his embarrassed.
"Me... Me too..."
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