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When they arrived, they saw many people running away from the burning building with fears. Screaming for people who can extinguish the fire. The fireman tried their best but the flames got even bigger.

Jihoon standing there with eyes full of shock. Seeing the building that he knows has burn down. He looked around, expecting the person he knows to be around the crowds. But there's no sign of him. The only thing he knows now is that person still inside the building.

"Jongyeon hyung..." He slowly walked closer to the building. And started to running through the burning building but has been stopped by Guanlin.

"Hyung! What the hell are you doing?! You wanna die?!" Guanlin scolded him. "Jongyeon hyung... Jongyeon hyung is still in there!" Jihoon tried his best to pulled his hand away but Guanlin didn't let it go. "Let go off me, Guanlin! I have to save him!"

The fire got even bigger than before. Guanlin pulled Jihoon away from the building. "Hyung! Don't be reckless! You'll die!" Jihoon cried while yelling, begging for Guanlin to release his hand. "I won't let you to go there and kill yourself!"

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Few hours later, the fire has been extinguished. The fireman starting to investigate the building. Jihoon prayed for no victim while Guanlin just looking at the young boy praying with hope.

"We found 3 victims!" Jihoon eyes began to wide open. The fireman carried the victims. 1 woman, and 2 guys. Jihoon quickly ran to the victim. And when he did, he gasps in a shocking way. He notice one of the victim face. Probably the other two are his parents. Jihoon eyes became blurry cause of the tears.

"No way! It can't be true!" He hold the burnt face of his boyfriend. "Hyung... Wake up. I haven't say a proper apologize...! Open your eyes! Please!" He put his face to Jongyeon's chest while crying. Guanlin only can stand at Jihoon's back, seeing his new friend who was crying loudly.

"Sir, we have to take him now." Said one of the fireman. Jihoon bit his lower lip. "What kind of fireman are you?! Can't even save one person?!" He glared at the fireman with full of rage. "We did our best to save them." Jihoon looked down while trembling. "Did your best you say?" And he quickly grabbed one of the fireman's clothes and pulled it toward him.

"DON'T SCREW WITH ME! YOU ALL JUST STANDING HERE, WATCHING THE FIRE EVEN THOU YOU KNOW THERE'S SOMEONE STILL IN THERE!" The fireman looked at Jihoon's eyes that filled with tears. They felt the words he say was true. They looked down with no word.

"You feel sorry now?! Well it's too late! Let me burn you as well you piece of trash!" Suddenly, someone held Jihoon's hands. Jihoon turned his face to the person. And that person is none other than Guanlin.

"Hyung, that's enough." He said. "Don't get in my way--" "Do you think he would be happy if you did this?" Jihoon jolted by what Guanlin say. He slowly release his hand from the fireman and began to cry again.

"UWAAAA!!"

-- the next day, the funeral for Jongyeon and his family was performs in a solemn atmosphere. After the funeral, Guanlin took Jihoon to his room. Jihoon still sobbing in regret. He couldn't accept Jongyeon's death.

"How long will you keep being like this?" Guanlin asked nicely. "It's just... I can't forgive myself. I haven't apologize for what I did to him." He keeps sobbing and began to squat down, cover his face with hands. Slowly, he felt warm on his head. And that is Guanlin's hand. "I know you feel sorry. But like I say before, do you think he would be happy right now? Seeing you crying none stop?"

"I... Will stop when I feel want to stop." Jihoon quickly pushed Guanlin to the floor and embraced him, making the tall namja surprise. "Hyung?" "Can we... stay like this for a while?" He asked while cover his face on Guanlin's chest. Guanlin can feel trembling from Jihoon's. He slowly put his hands to the little namja's back softly.

"Sure hyung. if that can makes you feel better."

"For some reason, I feel kind of better when Guanlin is around. I don't want to lose him."

Jihoon slowly closed his eyes as he fell asleep. Guanlin noticed it and he place his arms around Jihoon. One arm around his back and the other arm around the bend in his knees. He lift Jihoon's up and gently squeeze his leg and back, bringing his body close to Guanlin's body. He took Jihoon to his bed. Slowly put the young namja into his soft bed gently.

Guanlin looked at his sleeping hyung. He stretch his hand and reach to Jihoon's soft, chubby cheek. And when he did, he planted a smile on his face.

"Jaljayo, Hyungnie."

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Years has already pass. Meaning Jihoon is already in high school while Guanlin is still in his third grade of middle school. They have became best friends. Whenever Jihoon bored, he will always come visit to Guanlin's place. And it's the same with Guanlin.

"Damn I lost again!" He gripped the game stick. "Well, you just no good with this game." Guanlin teased him and made the little namja irritate. "Grrr...! I won't lose next time!" Guanlin grinned as he put his hand on Jihoon's head. "Good luck with that." Jihoon looked down covering his embarrass. "Umm, you're free tomorrow?" Jihoon asked nervously. "Tomorrow? Yeah I don't have any class. Why?" Asked the tall namja.

"There will be a school festival tomorrow." "At your school?" Jihoon nodded. "And you want me to come?" Jihoon face turns red as he looked at Guanlin. "it's not like that! Well, I do want you to come but, I supposed you don't have to come! Don't you have to study for your graduation?" He said. "Hm? I can study later thou. And why can't I come?" Guanlin asked.

"Well... It's just... Never mind." Jihoon looked down avoiding Guanlin's eyes. "Hyung?" Guanlin slowly lower his head to see Jihoon's face. But then he raised his head and focus on the television. "Let's play another round! I won't lose this time!" Jihoon said with excitement.

Guanlin knew the little namja is hiding something. But he didn't really want to ask anymore so he just focus on the television. "Hmph! You will never defeat me, hyung!" And they started playing the game.

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The next day morning, Jihoon opened the door and saw Guanlin standing in front of him.

"Guan? What's wrong? It's rare for you to be this early." Jihoon looked up to Guanlin's face with full of confusion. "Ain't that the opposite? You used to be late if I didn't wake you up." Jihoon rolled his eyes. "So? What are you doing now?" Jihoon asked. "I wanna see this festival." That word made the little namja blinked his eyes many times.

"What? I told you not to right?" Jihoon said with his eyebrow is now wrinkling. "Why not? I don't really have anything to do right now."

"Well you should study for your exam!"

"I already study."

"Don't you have a part-time job?"

"I have a day off."

"Then play games."

"It's boring if I'm alone."

"Then go somewhere else!"

"Yeah like your school."

"......" Jihoon can't find any words to say. "Well?" "Fine! You can come! But don't blame me if you bored!" He storms out leaving Guanlin behind as Guanlin gave a deep sigh.

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They walked together to Jihoon's school. To get away the awkwardness, they started to talk about their day at school.

"How's high school life, hyung?" Asked Guanlin. "Well, not that bad. I supposed." Jihoon looked down still depressed that Guanlin is going to his school. "And how 'bout you? Have you decided what high school you're going to enter?" This time, Jihoon asked a question. "Hmm..." Guanlin looked up to the sky while thinking. "Nope. Haven't decided yet."

Jihoon eyes looked at Guanlin face. He thinks that Guanlin looks handsome when he looked up to the sky. And he was hoping that Guanlin will always stay with him, looking at the sky together, walk together, have a chat. And never leave him.

"Hm? What's wrong? You look kinda spacing out." Guanlin looked down to his hyung. "it's nothing. I just thinking about something." Jihoon eyes looked to another way because they're eyes have met. "Hoo... What are you thinking about?" Guanlin asked. "Nothing special." As Jihoon walked quicker than Guanlin. "There's my school." Jihoon pointed at the building. So many people and food stands.

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