HOW I REACTED TO MCR

At first  I was like, that's a dumb name I'm not going to listen to that.

For the next couple months I was like, why does this keep coming up? Then I listened to about 3sec of a song and was like, no.

The next month I tried a couple more times and I was like I don't like his voice.

About 3 months later I found some thing that said something about teenagers, so I listened to it and was like this has good lyrics I like it.

Then about a month later I looked up their most famous song loved it.

About 2 weeks ago I got danger days, and learned all the lyrics in like 2 days.

3 days ago looking up stuff I found out the band broke up...pulled a  Gerard (media) then died.

Now I am over here dead like,WHAT DO I DO NOW?