Hi everyone!

I wrote this book a long time ago, and when I wrote it I was in a very dark place mentally because I was dealing with my own demons and I used writing to cope with them. That being said, as a 15 year old I had no idea that this book would be read by so many people, and I had no idea it would trigger so many people. So I want to give a HUGE TRIGGER WARNING for ED, Self-Harm, Drug Abuse, Rape, Physical Abuse, and just about everything else. Please, please read at your own risk, and know that this is just a book, and if you feel as though it is pulling you into a dark place, stop reading.

Prologue

My name is Isabella Noel Lovato-Valeramma. Yeah, it's a bit of a mouthful, so I usually just go by Izzy. The kids in school have other nicknames for me; Slut, Whore, Fatass, Bitch, Emo, Attention-seeker...it's all true of course. Why would they sugarcoat it? I bleed to feel and I don't eat to be perfect. I can stop anytime i want, and I will... once i'm perfect. You want to know the rest? Read on. I only have one rule... Don't tell mom.