[84] Ready
CHAPTER 84- Ready
Izzy's POV
I was nervous as I waited on my porch for Jake to come and pick me up. He hadn't mentioned the whole 'sex' thing, but I knew it was on both of our minds. He said he would understand if I didn't want to do it, but I did. I wanted to feel that closeness with him because I trusted him completely. I talked to Saffy about it, and she thought I was ready, since my night terrors had been fading and I hadn't had any flashbacks in a while.
'BEEP BEEP!"
I looked up out of my thoughts to see Jake pulling in. He got out of his Jeep and I ran towards him with a huge smile, "Jake!"
"There's my girl!" He chuckled, and spun me around, kissing my lips a few times. "I've missed you."
"I missed you so much." I groaned, "You look so good!"
It was true, he'd bulked up with muscle in the past few weeks that I hadn't seen him, and I'd felt his hard abdominal muscles when he hugged me before. 2
"So do you!" He looked down at me with a smile, "How've you been? Is everything good?"
I felt my heart warm at his concern, "Yeah, I'm great actually. I had a little fight with my mom a few nights ago but we're past it."
His brow crinkled, "Wanna talk about it?"
I shook my head and intertwined our fingers, "No, I just wanna have fun today."
Jake grinned and led me to his car, "Don't worry, we will."
We got in his car and drove off, Jake immediately took my hand as he steadied the wheel with one hand and his knee.
"I really am glad to see you. I haven't stopped thinking about you."
I smiled, "Me either. It kinda feels like nothing ever happened."
He shot my a charming smile and turned into the movie theater parking lot, "Like old times?"
I grinned and got out, holding his hand as we walked in, "I've missed morning movies."
Jake nodded as he studied the show times, "Me too.... Scary or Comedy?"
I raised an eyebrow, "You didn't offer the romance one?"
He gave me the same look, "You can't stand romance movies."
I giggled and kissed his cheek, "You know me so well."
~*~
Demi's POV
I watched through the second floor window as Jake and Izzy reunited. I thought he was a nice boy, and that he'd be good to her, but there's still a momma bear inside of me that doesn't want him anywhere near my daughter.
"What are you doing?"
I turned to see Wilmer standing there with a smile on his face as he gave me a quizzical look.
"Jake just picked up Izzy."
Wilmer nodded, "You should be in bed or on the couch, the babies are literally going to come any day now."
I rolled my eyes, but laid down on the bed, "Only if you come cuddle." I gave him my best pout and puppy-dog eyes, and he sighed, getting into the bed and wrapping his arms around my waist with his hands resting on my huge stomach.
"Soon my love," He kissed my cheek, "We'll have two little babies around here."
I smiled, "I think, even though we're waiting to see them to name them, we should pick at least a couple of options."
Wilmer nodded as I turned in his arms to face him, "Okay, two boy and two girl names?"
I nodded, "I was thinking, Mia, and Sophia, for the girls."
He smiled, "I actually love both of those names nena. I think they're perfect."
I kissed his lips quickly, "And what about Caleb, for the boy? Or Max?"
He smiled, "Mia and Max, that'll be a hard one."
I smiled back, "But that's kind of adorable."
He nodded, "I love it."
~*~
Izzy's POV
Jake and I spent the entire day laughing, talking, holding hands, and yes, kissing. I'd missed him for so long, that part was kind of inevitable. We went out to dinner, and he paid for my like a gentleman, glaring at me when I reached for my wallet in defiance. But now, was the time I had to make my decision.
"So do you want to go back to the hotel or get dropped off at your house?"
I bit my lip, "So it's my decision huh?"
He chuckled, "Of course it's your decision, I don't want you to have to feel pressured with anything. I am perfectly fine with either one."
I looked at him, in the eyes, and instantly made up my mind, "Let's go to the hotel."
Jake's eyes widened, "What? Really?"
I nodded and smiled, "I'm ready Jake."
He smiled back at me, "Okay, then we're gonna wait until next time."
My mouth fell open, "What? Why?"
He shrugged, "If you're ready now, you'll be ready in a couple of weeks too. Even more ready actually. I want you to be honest with yourself and think about this because I don't want you to have second thoughts after this."
I shook my head, "Are you sure you're an eighteen year old guy?"
He chuckled, "Yeah, but I'm also in love with a girl who went through something no one should ever even worry about going through. I know you're scared, and that you're going to be scared no matter what, but I want you to be completely one hundred percent sure of yourself before we do this. I don't care how long it takes for you to get there."
~*~
"Bye." I whispered, kissing Jake's lips again.
"Don't worry I'll see you in a couple weeks, it'll be like no time at all." He gave me a crooked smile and I shook my head, pressing my face into his chest.
"It always feels like forever."
He rubbed my back up and down and we stayed like that for a long time, just hugging each other on my front porch.
"Okay, it's getting late, I gotta go babe, but I love you and I'll see you soon."
I leaned up and kissed him one more time, "Okay, I love you too."
He kissed my forehead and walked to his jeep. I watched him with sad eyes as drove up the driveway. I didn't normally cry when he left, but this time I'd fallen for him so much in just this past day that I was more emotional than other times.
Behind me, the front door opened, and my mom's voice reached my ears, "Did Jake just leave?"
I nodded, not facing her, "Yeah."
She sighed, "C'mere baby."
I turned around and saw her loving expression, growing concerned at my tears, and walked into her arms, pressing my face into her chest.
"I hate saying goodbye to him."
She rubbed my back and kissed my head, "I know how hard it is, believe me. When your father and I started dating I would cry for hours after one of us left, and that was for if it was just a few days."
I nodded and stayed quiet, letting her comfort me.
"So did you two..."
I sighed and pulled away, "No."
My mom smiled, "It's okay not to be ready-"
"I was ready. I am ready. I told him that and he told me next time, because he wants to make sure I'm completely honest with myself and he doesn't want me to regret anything."
She smiled, "You've got a great guy babygirl."
I nodded, looking at the spot that I saw Jake's car disappear, "I certainly do."
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