Rosemarie

I left the next morning while Holly was still sleeping cause I had school and things to do. It was currently 9:25 and I was just going into the dorm. I had to call my mom and tell her what happened to Holly and that she needs to come down to make the decision about Holly. I already know I'm about to get bitched out , what else though? I have no clue.

After showering and getting dressed , I threw my hair into a bun and sat on my bed. I grabbed my phone and went to my mother's contact , debating if I should call or not. I knew I needed to , for Holly.

I sighed and hit the button. It rang 3 times before she answered.

Mom: Hi Rosemarie. How are you?

Me: Uh hey mom. I'm okay , you?

Mom: I'm good. What's going on? Everything okay?

Me: Um , so you know how I like to party right?

Mom: Unfortunately , yes. Why?

Me: Well , um , I kind of dragged HollyAnn to one with me an-

Here we go , I'm about to get bitched out.

Mom: What? Why would you do that! You know HollyAnn is a good child , a child of God! Y-

Me: Shut up , mom. Let me talk damn!

She went quiet.

Me: Thank you. As I was saying , at the party this girl had said something about HollyAnn and I don't play that shit , so I ran up on her ass and started to fuck her up. While I was doing that , Tiki was trying to get me off of the girl and Holly had gotten dragged up stairs. They did some things to her and now she's in the hospital. They need you to come here and make a decision that could change her life.

She went quiet again and before I knew it , she was yelling at me.

Mom: This is all your fault! You aren't nothing and you will never see HollyAnn again because I am withdrawing her and taking her home with me! She will go to school elsewhere and you are never coming back here. I will open up a account and put some money in there so you can live on your own. That money is a one time supply , so use it wisely. And by the way , I wish you were never born. I should've aborted you when I had the chance because your nothing but a mistake.

With that being said she hung up on me. Before I knew it I was throwing things around the dorm , screaming.

Me: Fuck man! 

I sat on the floor and put my head between my knees and cried. I probably wont ever see my sister again and it's all my fault.

After about an hour of crying and sulking , I grabbed my bookbag , keys and phone then I walked out with it now being 10:35. I went into my second block making the teacher stop teaching and look at me.

Teacher: You have a note?

I looked at him as I walked to my seat.

Teacher: You need to go get one if you don't have one.

Me: And you need to shut the fuck up with that bullshit that's coming outta ya mouth 'fore I hit you in it. Got it?

He looked taken back but I don't give a fuck. I'm not in the mood.

Teacher: I will not have that kind of language in my classroom.

Me: Then leave.

I laid my head on my fist and bounced my left leg up and down. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked at Sabrine.

Sabrine: C'mon.

I followed her outside the classroom and she quietly shut the door after her.

Sabrine: What's wrong?

Me: Nothing.

She folded her arms and gave me a look.

Me: MAN NOTHING , DAMN! 

Sabrine: Stop yelling , it's too damn early for the bullshit and obviously there is because your eyes are red like you been crying , so tell me what the hell happened. Stop being so-so you.

She stuttered at the end trying to find a word to say.

Me: Why you wanna know , huh?

Sabrine: Because I'm your friend and I'm not just gonna sit around and let you be mad after you've been crying. So I say again , tell me what happened.

I slid down against the wall and put my head between my knees.

Me: I fucked up , Brine. If I had never dragged Holly to that damn party , she wouldn't be laying up in the hospital bed right now. They fucked her up bad , she needs a hysterectomy or she could die. I called my mother and told her what happened and that she needs to come down here and make a decision that could change Holly's life , she began cussing me out , telling me I'm not shit and that it's all my fault. She called me a mistake and said she should've aborted me when she had the chance. She disowned me , she told me she's gonna put some money into a account so I could live off of that but that's not even the worst part. 

I choked back a sob and looked up at Sabrine with tears rolling down my face.

Me: She's going to unenroll Holly and I'm never going to see her again. She's going to make sure of it.

Sabrine sat beside me and pulled me into her arms. I began balling , not caring who heard or saw. 

Me: I-I fucked u-up so b-bad.

Sabrine: Ssh. We'll work this out. 

I pulled back.

Me: How!? There's nothing I can do! 

Sabrine sighed.

Sabrine: Stay here. I'll be back.

She went inside and I began wiping my face. 

All that is on my mind right now is what am I going to do. I mean , I might as well jump off a building man. My sister is fucked up and it's all my fault , I'm disowned , my life is fucked. 

I heard the door open and Sabrine came out with our things. I got up and grabbed mine from her , quietly whispering a thanks.

Sabrine: Welcome , let's go back to the dorm , then we can figure this out.

We walked out of the hall and towards the dorms.

Me: Yeah , about the dorm , sorry about that.

Sabrine: Sorry? Why? What did you do?

Me: You'll see.

After the 3 minute walk , I opened the door to the messy dorm.

Sabrine: Marie , man , why did you do this.

Me: I'm sorry. I got mad after the phone call with my mom and I just began to throw everything.

Sabrine sighed and picked up the knocked over end table that held our clock , lamp and tv remote with some other small things.

Sabrine: It's okay , let's clean this place up. 

We put down our bags and began to clean up the place I messed up.

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Chapter 22

This chapter nearly had me in tears. 

I was going to publish it yesterday , but I had to redo it , the old version was so boring , this is isn't , well I hope it isn't.

Questions Below :

- Is Rosemarie ever going to see HollyAnn again ?

- Should the mom have disowned her and say the things she did to her ?

- What's Rosemarie going to do now ?

- What's HollyAnn going to do and/or say when she finds out that her mom disowned Rosemarie and said the things she did to her ?