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I'm done. I can't stand being her therapist anymore. I'm just waiting for the camp to be over and I'm leaving her.
She recently has been ignoring me more than usual, barely talks to me, chooses everyone but me for group projects except when she has no other options. But then, she gets angry at me for being distant, for talking to my actual friends.
It's hurting me, and I don't wanna hurt anymore. I'm trying my hardest to take care of myself, to put myself first, to love myself. I can't be her friend anymore.
Leaving her hurts, knowing I won't be able to try and help anymore. Her mum is constantly telling my mum and I how grateful she is of having us in her life, that she's grateful because I've stuck with her for years, no matter how annoying she can be. It hurts leaving a friend I've had since 4th grade, but I need to.
I'm worried too, but not really of what will happen to me. I know I have friends to rely on, but...she doesn't. Not ones that count. I can't toss aside my very core, I can't stop worrying even though she's hurt me. I just hope she realises no one is going to fix her except for her. That no one will be able to help her if she doesn't accept the help. I wish the best for her, because I won't be by her side to make sure she gets it. I'm sorry, but I have to go. It hurts more than you can imagine, but for once, it's for my own good.
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