I don't know if i feel more hurt, disappointed or angry at adults for not taking me seriously. Like, you're supposed to be there for me?? Support me??

Everyone tells me the physical pain I go through is "just growing pains" or "teenage pains". Maybe some of it is, i know I'm still supposed to grow like 3 more inches. I know some of it is emotional, my anxiety takes a huge toll on me. But, all of it?

Teachers, uncles, aunts and parents: have you ever met a healthy teenager with so many problems?? Do healthy teens feel like they're getting their lungs and heart tore to pieces randomly?? Do they feel like they're gonna faint frequently?? Do they lose their sight for 30 seconds straight?? Do they get headaches so bad they need the supress their tears?? Do they get dizzy constantly?? Their bones crack every time they move? Don't their muscular injuries heal properly? Do they have trouble breathing out of nowhere? Please tell me, because I haven't met a single teen that shares my problems.

Mom? where is the woman that told me my health was the most important thing in this house? I know doctors are expensive but, why haven't we visited one after so many times I've cried from pain? After all those times I've taken thousands of different pills in a day, trying to keep me from shouting? After that one 2 week long headache?? It makes no sense.

Please, I'm not okay.