Ezra's POV. 

After I got out of the house I emedeitly start running to my tower. When I got there at noon the next day. I went up stairs  and went to my room. And was soon asleep.

Hara's POV.  

After Ezra left Kanan immediately calls Ahsoka and gets in the car to head to Ahsoka's house then Ezra's tower. And to be honest I'm worried about him. So to try to get my mind off of this I decide to head down stairs. And see if I can spot any gang activity.

Kanan's POV.

After Ezra left I immediately call Ahsoka. Then I leave and head to Ahsoka's house then too Ezra's tower. Now we've been hear for a day and it's about ten am and we're waiting for Ezra. When it about noon we see him come in. Hr goes too his room and it immediately asleep. So me and Ahsoka again injected him with some sleep stuff. Then we carried him to the car and started back home. "Thanks Ahsoka sorry it took so long I would have gone alone if I had known it would take that long." I said with a small smile "Kanan its okay I don't blame you and to be honest it was kinda fun!" She replied with a smile. Smiling back I give a light hug before getting out of the car and carrying Ezra to the door and disappearing into the house wear I see Hara asleep on the couch with a laptop on the coffee table. I smile finds its way on my lips as I first put Ezra once again in the spare bedroom. Then go to Hara who is still asleep. I gently pick her up and take her into our room and put her on the bed before going into the bathroom and changing into my sleepwear then I get under the covers and u snuggle up to Hara thinking of how lucky I am to have such a amazing smart and beautiful women as my wife but soon sleep swallows me into a land of dreams.

Hara's POV.  

When I woke up I first notice I wasn't on the couch the second thing I notice is that Kanan has his armed rapped around me in a very protective way. After deciding not to wake Kanan up I snuggle deeper I to Kanan's chest and listen to his steady heartbeat and breathing. I also notice Kanan is yet again very thin and I feel my concern grow but I decided not to pounce on him this time since now I know why he does this and that he won't do it long not even the whole week. But yet knowing the reason he does this comes with a price and a very big one at that. Suddenly Kanan starts waking up and I give a sad smile that I know what he's up to.

Kanan's POV.  

When I wake up Hara  gives me a sad smile and I emedeitly k ow she knows what I'm going. Do in shame I just role over and squeeze my eyes shut commanding myself not to cry. But suddenly I feel warmth. And I look over to see Hara hugging me. Then she says "Kanan I know what your doing but I also k ow why so love please don't hide your pain and sadness I want to help you but you have to help me help you and you have to let me in. I know it'll be hard but it will get easier. But again you have to stop hiding this stuff. You have to be willing to tell me about all the things that make you you. And that means the scars the pain the sadness and hurt and even broken parts. I'm hear for you but you need to let me in. And take of your armor. Open your door even if its only for a second." When she finishes I feel a tear go down my face followed by another but there soon whipped away by Hara's hand. "I want to. Buy I'm so scared of what will happen. What if you rebuke me like the last person I told." But I'm cut of by Hara "Kanan I will not leave I will stay by your side I will always have your back and I'll always be a pillar of strength or a pillow of comfort either way I'll always be there for you." I can only node before braking down into tears with Hara pulling me towards her and for once I don't deny the comfort that she offers me thus time I accepted it all and I start to hug her bit emedeitly draw back but Hara gently grabs my hands and puts them around her waste before once again pulling me towards her and into a gentle embrace that I accept it  and for once find myself at peace here with the most amazing wife in the galaxy.

So so so so so sorry it took so long but I'm getting wrighters block and I can't thing I'm also sorry if its too sad. But anyway to make it up to you I will post a chapter on another book its called

Elemental Love

However its a TMNT fanfic so if you don't like then deal with it. And also please comment and give me some kind of idea last time only one person gave me something now I'm very gratefully but seriously I need something OR I WILL STOP WRIGHT THUS BOOK AND DELETE IT.
And thank you for reading my book so far.