Ethan's POV

Before Gray and Emily barged back into the girls' apartment, Y/N and I finally announced we were together. We made a short little video on my Snapchat and explained very little and told them we'd explain more soon in an upcoming video.

Once we told everyone, Y/N couldn't stop smiling and now a few happy tears fell from her face. When I asked why she was crying, her only answer was: "because I'm so in love with you, Ethan Dolan."

I told her I was insanely in love with her, but the lovely moment ended suddenly when Gray and Em barged in.

Now we're going to Disneyland, which is going to be absolutely amazing! Four days and 5 nights with the love of my life at the happiest place one earth!

Y/N's blemishes are finally fading, her smile and laugh are growing bigger and louder, her brain doesn't seem to be constantly attacking her from all angles. God, I really love her.

Soon after Emily and Grayson headed back into our apartment, Y/N and I checked my Instagram and Twitter so see what my fans had to say. I told her that a lot of them wouldn't be happy comments, but she said she didn't mind the negatives. She was such a strong person and honestly I felt I didn't deserve such an amazing person.

We found amazing edits already made in such short time. We found fans defending "my" decision and standing up to the fans posting negative things.

Rather than looking pained, hurt, or mad about the negative comments, Y/N laughed and joke about them. She knew nothing of what they said would affect us and she knew I loved her with all my heart.

After searching through a few more edits and seeing hashtags about us becoming a trend, we finally decided to make dinner.

We stood up and looked at what Y/N and Emily had in their pantry and cabinets. We soon found a box of pancake mix and decided to have a pancake night.

Y/N ran back to her room and came back with her Beats Pill in hand. She began blasting Tunesday and instantly we were singing and dancing along.

Pancake mix, eggs, milk, basically everything that we had out ended up either on each other or on the floor. Soon enough, we both ended up slipping on whatever was on the floor and joined the mess on the ground.

We were in a fit of laughter and just laid there for a little. I sat up and rested my head on my hand and just looked at Y/N.

She had a bright smile spread across her face, her hair was covered in pancake mix and so were her clothes, and her chest rose and sunk at uneven paces due to her laughter. She soon turned her head over to look at me, her smile that showed her teeth, now shrunk into a loving smirk.

"Are you enjoying the view?" She smirked.

"Of course I am." I said, leaning in and kissing her bright pink lips.

Once we pulled away, her eyes stayed closed and a smile stayed stuck to her lips. Soon though, she opened her eyes and her brown eyes were so bright and full of life, different than I'd seen in awhile.

"Fuck, Y/N." I said, laying my head back on the ground, putting my hands over my face.

"What?" She replied, panic in her voice now.

"I really love you." I smiled into my hands. "Like a lot!"

"Okay, first of all: fuck you for scaring the shit out of me." She said, punching my arm somewhat lightly. "Second of all: I really love you too, like a lot as well." She replied.

I quickly pecked her lips, then asked: "Should we finish our pancakes?"

"Oh yeah!" She said, bouncing back up to her feet and began cooking the last few pancakes.

I stood up and wrapped my arms around her waist from behind her. I kissed her neck and left my head resting on the inside of her neck. I closed my eyes and just took in the moments that'd just happened and that are currently occurring.

Her hips slightly swayed side-to-side as the music played in the background. I could hear her quiet humming and I couldn't help but smile at how perfect this moment was and how perfect she was.

Soon enough, the last pancake was done and she asked me to set the table. I kissed her cheek before pulling away and setting everything up.

I set out our plates, silverware, and syrup. She brought over whipped cream and a big plate of pancakes.

Y/N quickly inhaled 3 pancakes and I quickly inhaled 5. We both ended up with whipped cream on our noses and in our hair.

After dinner, Y/N washed the dishes and cleaned the table while I cleaned the huge mess we'd made in the kitchen. The music played in the background quietly while we cleaned the messy kitchen. Y/N was still humming along and swayed her hips slightly and it was completely contagious. I started humming along and swaying my hips slightly, just like the brunette in front of me.

After finishing the dishes and cleaning the table, Y/N wandered off to go shower while I finished cleaning the rest of the kitchen. I turned off the music when she left, which left me in a comfortable silence.

A few minutes later, I was almost done and I heard the shower turn on and Y/N's music playing from the bathroom. She began singing 'Scars to Your Beautiful,' by Alessia Cara.

I put down what I was doing a made my way down the hall to the bathroom door. As I made my way down, I could hear her better and better.

She hit every note.

There was one part of the song, where she sang with all her heart:

"She has dreams to be an envy, so she's starving
You know, covergirls eat nothing
She says beauty is pain and there's beauty in everything
What's a little bit of hunger?
I could go a little while longer, she fades away
She don't see her perfect, she don't understand she's worth it
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface
Oh, oh
So to all the girls that's hurting
Let me be your mirror, help you see a little bit clearer
The light that shines within."

I didn't know she could sing. She always played it off as Emily was the only one with the voice!

I stood at the bathroom door listening to her sing song-after-song beautifully. Soon enough though, the water turned off, which was my que to go.

I headed back to the kitchen and began wiping the table again.

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I was putting the last dish into the dishwasher, when Y/N came back into the kitchen. I just looked up and her with a smirk on my face.

"What?" She giggled.

"Nothing." I shrugged off, still smiling.

"Tell me, Dolan!" She said a bit more seriously, but with a little laugh at the end.

"You can sing and you didn't tell me!" I laughed looking up at her.

"You were listening to me?!" She panicked.

"Well, when you sing loudly in a small space and someone else is in the small space, the other person will hear you." I replied.

"I guess." She laughed.

"You're really amazing though." I smiled at her as I walked to her.

"Thanks, babe." She replied, kissing my lips softly. "I still have yet to hear you sing though." She somewhat evilly smirked.

"If you want to go deaf, I'd love to horribly sing to you, but I'm guessing you don't want to." I shyly replied.

"Ethan." She said, carrying out the -an.

"Y/N" I said, carrying her name out as well.

"Please." She pouted, sticking her bottom lip out excessively.

"One day." I smiled.

"Tomorrow! On the way to Disney!" She squealed.

"Ugh-." I sighed. "Fine! Anything to make my baby girl happy." I smirked down at her and pressed my lips strongly onto hers.

"I like the sound of that." She winked as she pulled away breathlessly.

"If you're having any ideas, put them away until Disney, because the next 4 days are going to be the best 4 days of your life." I flirtatiously smirked.

"Fine, babe." She smiled and then smashed her lips onto my for a brief moment, then left the kitchen.

I watched her with a stupid grin on my face as she walked towards the hall and then disappeared. The smile not giving any sign of letting down soon.

"Come snuggle with me when you're done cleaning and you're clean!" She called from down the hall.

I quickly finished cleaning, ran over to my apartment, ignored Emily and Grayson's remarks, grabbed my necessities, ran back over, and took the fastest shower known to mankind.

Once I left the bathroom, I quietly tiptoed down the hall and made my way to Y/N's room. I looked in and noticed her laying under her covers, with her back to the door, as she scrolled through an app on her phone.

I tiptoed into the room and made my way to her. I then went up behind her and enveloped her small body into my arms. She slightly jumped from me sneaking in, but she soon melted into my arms.

"Lay down with me!" She begged, then pecked my lips.

"Okay." I whispered with love in my voice.

I crawled over into bed next to her and she immediately wrapped her body around mine. We sat in a wonderful, comfortable silence for a short while.

"Hey, Eth?" Y/N piped up.

"What's up?" Curiosity infesting not only my voice, but also hers.

A/N

yeah, yeah ik, cringiest cliffhanger ever, but oh whale deal with it!

i love you guys! i loved writing this chapter! i thought it was hella cute :)

have a good week!

i love you guys,

-gabs 💛