Author POV (And if you didn't notice, the title is one of BTS' songs. So, I prefer listening to that song while reading the prologue to the last chapter I posted, not this one though cause I don't think it'll fit this chapter lol)

WARNING: Harming/Cutting in this chapter. If you or not comfortable please leave or skip over the part. Now, you have been warned.

      A day had went by, Tae had been in his room ever since, crying every now and then when he though about Jungkook. As he was laying there, depressed, a thought came into his mind. Not a positive thought - a very, very negative thought. "If I can't have Jungkook, the I'll just be in pain until he comes back." Tae got up from his bed and walked over to their study desk. He opened the drawer slowly, revealing all types of junk (Condoms, pencils, pens, highlighters, ect...) Once they moved in, Tae had bought a little pocket knife just in case an intruder came, so he put it in this drawer since he thought that no one would ever think it was in there. He got the knife out then immediately brought it close to his wrist. His eyes started to water. "Kook wouldn't want me doing this," he thought, "but he's the one who brought it on me, so that's his problem...." Tae closed his eyes, tears escaping out of them as he gently brought the small thing down in a straight line. The pain slowly racing over his whole arm, he opened his eyes as he walked to the bathroom, rinsing away the blood. He looked up in the mirror, he had a blank expression on his face like that didn't even hurt him. That didn't affect him in any way, the only thing that did hurt was his heart. The only true thing that was in pain. He grabbed the first aid kit and slowly bandaged his cut. After he finished, he wiped away his tears and went to his dresser, grabbing a plain black hoodie and grey sweats, a regular black mask covering his nose, mouth, and some of his chin. He walked down the stairs silently, putting on his black pumas that were located by the front door. 

      "He-hey Tae Tae. Um are-are you okay-" Jimin started, but then stopped as a hand was put on his shoulder. "Don't Chim. Just let him do his thing, we'll check on him once he gets back," Jin said softly in his ear. Jimin nodded his head slowly turning away as Jin was forcing him to come the other way since he was pulling his arm to do so.

      Tae walked out the front door, completely ignoring the two slightly older men that were once behind him. He was looking straight ahead as he walked the streets of Seoul, nobody seeming to notice who he was. His feet were just walking to wherever they want, until they suddenly stopped at a familiar place. It was a cute little cafe named "At This Moment, Perfect" Tae then walked in, going to a far too familiar seat. He sat down, thinking hard of where this place could have been then he got it. It was where Jungkook and him had their first date. 

      He looked over the place where he was sitting, seeing small writing that was written in sharpie. "J.JK + K.TH Forever" with a heart right next to it. Tears began to well up in his eyes, until he heard a voice. "Hello sir! Welcome to At This Moment, Perfect! Are you ready for me to take your order?" A squeaky like voice said to Taehyung. "U-um yes ma'am." "Ah, I see your looking at the writing. Two men about my age had their first date here. They requested to leave the writing there because it was special, so we never washed it off." The young woman smiled looking at the writing. "Ah, o-okay," Tae said while quickly wiping his tears away. "Right, u-uh I'll have the Caramel Macchiato," Tae smiled as he orders Jungkooks favorite, thinking of his first date with Jungkook. "Alrighty sir! We'll bring it out as soon as we can!" The lady said still holding her smile, writing his order in her small notepad as she walked away.

"Please come back to me baby," Tae whispered softly while looking out the window, "I need you....."