*WARNING: Spicy scene coming up!*

I take a step down towards him, making him slightly move back. But not enough to where he took a step down himself. In fact, he stood his ground, clutching the railing tightly, facing me head on. I can't say I didn't like it.

I kind of wanted to see how far he would let me take it. So, I move even closer to him, our chests nearly touching each other. Being this close I could hear his breath hitching, his chest moving a bit quicker and watch as his tanned skin turns a deeper shade of pink on his cheeks.

But he continues to stand his ground, letting me get close to him, staring right back at me.

"Zared, listen carefully." I start saying slowly so there was no room for any misunderstanding between us.

"You and I are not only going to discuss about us, as in being together, having a relationship, being exclusive and what not, but more than likely, and its highly likely, we're going to go in our room and fuck each other's brains out. Because we're too young to die without doing something fucking reckless."

His eyes widen after that confession and I wanted to laugh at his expression, but I hold it back. My boldness slips out sometimes and I have no filter when it does. And it just so happens to be one of those times. And I also know I just shocked the hell out of him.

He literally doesn't move, his face forever stuck in that shocked look of his. I just smirk, grab his hand again, and get us moving up to the sixth floor. He doesn't resist. In fact, he seems quite eager all of the sudden.

No sooner do I get him inside, him closing the door, do I slam him against the wall and latch my mouth onto his in a heated kiss. I feel my hat fall to the floor but I couldn't be bothered with it right now. I start attacking his tongue with my own, pressing my body against his, raking my hands in his soft hair.

He attacks me right back. His hands roaming all over me, slipping up under my sweater and shirt, connecting our skin together. I let out a shaky breath, feeling the sudden pleasurable sensations of being touched by him.

Who fucking knew my body would instantly react this way with Zared of all people. Someone who I thought was my frenemy only just two days ago?

The small whimper that comes out of me spurs him to twist us around where my back was now against the wall. And holy shit was I getting more turned on by his sudden dominance. I start pushing him backwards, both of us stumbling to get his long sleeve shirt off to show me all his beautiful glory.

And by God, did he have the makings of a true model that he was.

The back of his legs hits the side of my bed causing him to fall on top of it. I don't hesitate to crawl onto his lap and slowly start to grind on his erection that I had no issues feeling through his sweatpants.

He grunts, swallowing hard, looking like he had no idea what to do with himself as he squeezes my hips. It suddenly dawns on me that maybe he was virgin. I bite my bottom lip with that knowledge. A weird sense of pride hitting me that I could possibly be his first.

I lean forward onto him, reaching my lips to his ear and whisper seductively, "Have you ever taken a dick, Zared?"

I feel him tense a little, squeezing my hips again, then releasing the pressure just to squeeze them again.

"N-No." He sounded really nervous now only making me smile devilishly.

"Have you ever taken a man's ass before?" I ask next, leaning up a little to see his eyes become hooded for a split second.

"No." His answer was firm and precise.

So, he is a virgin. At least with sleeping with other guys. But regardless, I started this, I was going to finish it. Because even though this was a big fucking risk and possible heartbreak, I wanted to keep going.

Sitting fully back on top of him, I slowly take off my sweater and shirt, letting him come to terms with whether he wanted to continue with this or not. It was one thing to have feelings with someone who was the same gender as you and quite another when actually faced with having sex with them. But I was going to ride this out as long as I can.

I don't want to royally freak him out.

Sliding a hand against his torso, starting with his happy trail all the way up to his sternum, I go slowly, feeling every ridge and crevice as I go. Leaning forward again I pleasure my skin with the touch of his while I take his lower lip with my teeth and gently pull on it, sucking on it a bit before I let it pop out of my mouth.

Then I whisper, while staring into the haze of desire in his eyes, "Do you want to take my ass for the first time, Zared?"

He groans with a torture look on his beautiful face just as he wraps his arms around me and crashes his lips against mine in a frenzy, getting me all hot and bothered. And oh, so fucking hard.

Releasing my mouth, both of our breaths heavy and panting, my eyes probably just as glassy as his, he whispers back, "Shut up and fuck me however you want Jinsen. I'm fucking yours to do whatever you want with."

Fuck me.

Oh, he was so going to do it too.

I scramble off him and open the little drawer in the nightstand by the bed. I quickly pull out a small bottle of lube and a condom that was neatly stashed there for our convenience. His eyes widen as he watches me.

"Where did you get those?"

I give him a smirk. "Babe, we're in a high-class hotel. They automatically provide them for your utmost pleasure." I wiggle my eyebrows getting a shy smile from him.

I toss the two objects on the bed next to him, watching as his eyes follow. I stand there facing him until his attention was back on me. He rises himself on his elbows, his muscles taunt and contracting as he moves. He watches me like a hungry hawk and I couldn't help wonder if he'll actually change his mind once we really start this thing between us.

But with all the insecurities and doubt I was starting to have I go for it anyways.

I slowly unbuckle my jeans and undo my zipper all while never taking my eyes off him. He watches every move that I make and it was like slow torture since all I wanted to do is rip all our clothes off and have him enter me and then fuck me into oblivion.

But I wanted to give him the chance to still back out of this. To make him fully be aware what he's about to deal with. And what better way then to spring my cock forward with his face practically lined in perfect vision?

I was waiting for the ball to drop, for his face to become ashen or his eyes to suddenly avert like I have experienced before with a few others that thought they could handle. One of the reasons why I will never deal with someone who was just "experimenting".

But he doesn't do that at all. He stares at me like I was the most fascinating thing he's ever seen in his life. And the confident boost was what I needed to chuck the rest of the clothes off and stand before him completely naked.

Even though I saw in his eyes he was anything but "experimenting", I still ask anyways.

"Sure you don't want to back out of this before we go any further? I'll understand if you do."

Dear lord please don't let him come to his senses and force us to stop now.

He scoffs, the ass actually scoffs at me as he reaches the top of his sweats and pulls them down to reveal his very hard, very large, erection that only seemed to be straining more than I felt previously grinding against him.

"Does this look like I want to back out?" He takes a hold of that very delicious looking cock into his hand and firmly strokes it to empathize his meaning.

I don't even bother to answer, because I was already on my knees in between his legs, shocking him again as I take it, stroke it, and then slide it in my mouth all in the span of seconds. He gasps in surprise, lurching into an almost sitting position, allowing me to get him even deeper down my throat and damn was he bigger than I anticipated.

"Shit, Jinsen!" He gasps again followed by a moan since I decided right then to suck him hard to where my cheeks hollowed out.

I normally don't like giving head, considering the assholes I've dealt with were always too demanding or were a little to rough. But Zared does none of that. Actually, he seems to be a little afraid to touch me as he just sits there and watches in freaking bliss at my skills.

I watch him completely come undone as I play my tongue around his tip and sucking like a wonderfully tasting lollipop.

"Holy fuck." He sucks in a hitching breath as I work him to my best ability all the while sliding down his pants.

I create a popping sound as I release him and grin. "Bet you never had a blowjob like that have you?" I teased watching him catch his breath.

"Definitely nothing like that." He sounded breathy.

"And it isn't over just yet either. But first..." I take the lube put a hefty amount on my fingers as he sits there blinking.

I knew he had no clue what I was about to do, but he was going to find out real soon. I take his member into my other hand and begin stroking just as I take the lubed up one and reach behind me to work myself in preparation of what's to come.

Rubbing my taint little hole then slipping a single digit in, I wrap my lips around his head again, stroking us both at the same rhythm. I moan causing him to curse under his breath. He tenderly spears his fingers into my hair rubbing my scalp as I continue at a torturous pace. After a few long minutes of getting ready he finally says my name.

"Jinsen. I'm so close." He grunts.

I couldn't have that. So, I quickly open the condom wrap and glide the latex over his slippery length, fascinated with it as I slowly put it on.

"Fucking hell, you're torturing me here." He whines as he falls back against the bed.

I was so ready for this. Although I was able to open myself pretty well I was still a bit nervous on how big he was. I wasn't expecting him to be so well endowed. I add more lube in my hand and splay it all over his cock. Then I climb back on top of him, and he stares at me with those hooded eyes again. I watch as his Adam's apple bobs in nervousness.

"Are you ready?" I couldn't help asking, just to triple check he was still all in.

He nods his head. "Are you?" His voice shook a little.

I give him a soft smile as the worry in his gaze flickers there for a moment. I wanted to ease his concern sensing he may think I was forcing myself to do this with him. But I wasn't. I'm definitely not going to regret this one bit. I wanted it. Wanted it more than I thought I ever would.

With him.

To help ease his fears, I lean forward and gently kiss his lips, easing him to calm his nerves and to just go with the flow. While he finally relaxes beneath me, lazily and enjoying playing with his tongue, I take a hand, grab him and center him right at the entrance of my rectum and push down.

He tears his lips away from mine, looking down between us as he watches himself slowly disappear inside of me. The stretching both felt marvelous and uncomfortable at the same time. But I was all for it, I wanted more. I sink further down, him grabbing my thighs as he holds his breath. I watch his features as he watches what I'm doing to him.

The lube was helping but he was still a bit bigger than I have ever had before. Honestly, I only ever had sex three times. All the other times it was just whack ass hand jobs, unsatisfying blow jobs, and unreciprocated pleasure.

My experiences weren't the best, but I was going to make damn sure it was good for him.

When I finally pass the ring, I sigh in relief. That was the hard part, now it was time to get myself adjusted to his size. I push down a little further, gasping at the tightness it was. He grabs my hips again and I could see the sweat building on his forehead.

"Don't go too fast. Take it slow. You're so damn tight, I don't want to hurt you." He says in a low tone filled with concern.

I stopped moving and just stare at him. I quickly blink back the sudden tears that welled in my eyes, my emotions at his words affecting me out of nowhere. What the hell was wrong with me? The fact to see him actually caring about how I felt and my needs threw me off a bit there.

"Jinsen?"

I snap out of my dumbfounded thoughts and refocus back on him.

"Everything okay?" He asks, sitting up to take my cheek in the palm of his hand, holding it tenderly as if I mattered to him, his brows frowning now as if he may have done something wrong.

But he didn't and he has no idea how much his words just meant to me right now.

"Yeah, everything is...perfect." I whisper with a small smile.

The frown disappears, replaced with a soft look instead. He leans in and captures my lips in a tender kiss that spoke more feelings than anything we have done so far. It was something I wasn't used too, but something I have been craving for a long time.

I sink down some more, our breaths gasping together. We then start to rock together until I fully became adjusted to him and could damn well sit on him to the brim. It was an odd and satisfying fullness. It didn't hurt but there was definitely some pleasure that I was starting to really enjoy if my straining cock was anything to go by.

Then he does something totally unexpected.

He takes my hips and shoves me down hard, hitting a spot that shot such blinding pleasure through me that I clench around his shaft and gasped so loud I was afraid I could be heard on the other side of the door.

He grins like a kid that had just won his first track race. "Oh, I think I found it." He states and before I could question on what he meant on that he takes my hips again, raising me up just to slam me down on him again as he makes a slight arching move.

"Ah!" I cry out, slapping my hand over my mouth with wide eyes.

Did he seriously just get that noise out of me right now?

He bites his lip trying to control the grin that was splitting his face and I couldn't even scold him because he looked so damn proud of himself.

"I think I like this Jinsen. I think I like this a lot."

And I couldn't get a word out as he starts slamming me down on his dick not even letting me think straight as the pleasure turns into intense ecstasy and I was doing everything I could to stay quiet, but it was so damn difficult with how much I was loving it.

"Z-Zared...w-wait." I gasp as he continues to hit that spot over and over, reaching his hips up to meet mine, thrust after thrust.

"Fuck, you're so fucking sexy." He groans as he takes a hold of the back of my neck and slams our lips together, thrusting his tongue in my mouth with no mercy.

I was able to get some control, pushing him back onto the bed and taking over. Fuck I was so close, so damn close. I sit up, still thrusting like crazy, grabbing my own dick and started stroking.

His eyes were glossed over, his flesh flushed and sweaty and as soon as he says, "Shit, that's so hot." I completely lose it and cry out as my orgasm rocks through me like a blissed-out explosion, my ejaculation went all over his abs and chest.

I came so hard that I squeeze around him like a vise, and he jerks uncontrollably as he follows right after me. I couldn't help but watch his reaction as he breaths hard, keeping himself quiet. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. And like him, I was filled with pride that I was the one that had done that to him.

I was so exhausted after that little workout that I didn't even have the strength to get off him. Instead, I just fall forward, not caring about the mess I made and lay on top him. Our chests heave from the exertion and he wraps his arms around me holding me close.

"Damn, that was..." He tries to catch his breath and I could hear the happiness in his tone making me smile again as I rest my cheek against him.

"Yeah, me too. No words." I say as my eyes start to droop a little.

I could seriously pass out right now I was that relaxed. Not even what happened earlier today could faze me. I feel his warms hands softly rub my back as he sighs contently.

"We completely skipped that talking."

My smile broadens even more. "Naw, the talking was for after anyways. I always intended to ram my ass with this dick first." I teased him with a wiggle as he was still inside of me, making him scoff then chuckle.

"Ram your as- Jesus you really don't have a filter on you do you?"

I could hear the smile in his voice, so I knew he wasn't embarrassed by my statement.

"Not when I'm this satisfied and have no care in the world right now." I sigh, my eyes getting heavy now and he gently slips out of me.

It was a strange empty feeling, but it was an amazing empty feeling that I don't regret at all. It wasn't even nighttime yet and I was already ready to pass out. Normally, sex wouldn't make me feel this relaxed, but usually ready to leave the bed and go about my day. But with Zared, I didn't want to leave. I wanted to lay here and just...stay.

"And are you?" He asks quietly, making me lift up my head to look at him.

His eyes were casted down in the position we were in. My heart starts pounding in my chest at the sexed-out expression he was wearing, his lips swollen from the making out we did, and his hair tousled from my hands. He looked so damn sexy that my dick twitched just thinking about going for round two.

"Very satisfied." I tell him, watching as his lips quirk a bit.

"You're not just telling me that because this is my first time are you?" He teases back causing me to huff a bit.

"Babe, that was the best fucking sex I have ever had, hands down. And to be truthfully honest I never experienced something like that. I was always the one giving, never the one receiving. Or they never cared enough to make sure I got mine too anyways." I shrug like it was no big deal.

He frowns, squeezing me a bit tighter. "Wait, are you serious? Jinsen, that's...not okay."

He suddenly rolls me over where he was now leaning over me, not even fazed that we were a mess at the moment. My breath catches in my throat staring up at him with surprise.

He rubs a thumb gently on my jaw line, his eyes shinning in displeasure. "Guess I'll have to make up on everything those assholes lacked, won't I?"

My heart swells with an emotion I wasn't familiar with. Reaching up my own thumb to caress his bottom lip, I give him a genuine smile.

"You already did." I softly say.

He grins, his cheeks flushing a little as he asks, "Is it alright if we do it again?"

He wiggles his hips into mine showing me that he was once again hard as a rock down there. It only caused me to erect fully as well and I eagerly say back, as I pull his head down for another heated sloppy kiss,

"Fuck, yes."