As we sat in some randomly choosen Coffee shop, Hoseok brought up our past and how much of an asshole I was, even though I did not change the slightest bit. Through our conversation I suspected that Hoseok seemed to be searching for someone with his nervously sparkling eyes. So that alone blew up my perverted mind, and the fangirl me easily slid out of its cell. Which was pretty obviously written all over my undistracted face structure.

- Did you just check out a guy by any chance? -I asked with a bleeding nose-

His expression immediately turned blank and after awhile the blush suddenly appeared on his beautiful little cheeks.

- That's not it... Your imagination ran wild again... -he shyly scratched his nape-

As I expected, when a bunch of guy came inside, his eyes shined up like tiny starts on the night sky  and it was unmistakably the kind of expression which I make, when I drool on some hot anime dude.

- Which one is your crush? -I asked loudly, and turned towards them on the most obvious way I possibly could-

- Nari stop! -he yelled. while grabbed my face, forcing me to look back- You can't make it that obvious! The one in the white-black shirt, but he can't see you! -he commanded me seriously-

I nodded agreeing with his decision, but then I looked back the same way at the guy, who calmly drunk his coffee on a most elegant way I could imagine. He was extremely cute, with a flawless skin and beautiful eyes. He was so thin and so adorable you would just want to go there and hug him right away, so I didn't need any more following seconds to create a new ship.

As I stared at him intensely, he showed me a slight smile, right after he realized it. Even if it was a little gesture, in my mind it rather felt like a star what just blew up in front of me.

- Nari, stop staring at him! Look, he just stood up! -said Hosok while he had his own little battle with my shoulder-

Even though he stood up, he did not plan to leave because of my uncomfortable kind of stalking. Instead he walked over to us and asked gently, if we would want to join to them. Hoseok couldn't even breathe  meanwhile I nodded rapidly.

So we walked over to the other team and they seemed all pretty nice... but even if they would talk trash about me I wouldn't really realize it, because I was in hard shipping mode, and completely forgot about the fact that I'm probably still in love with Hoseok. The only thing I could concentrate on was those two, sitting in front of me.

- So you said your name is Nari. It's cute. Mine is Yoongi, but you can call me oppa. -he winked at me, but after some seconds of silence, he eventually accepted my mental state and started blushing shyly-

- ... Yoonseok .... That's all, I can't handle my life anymore. -I said as I imagined them into my favourite BL manga-

- What are you talking about?! -Hoseok panicked as he grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the shop-

- Are you insane?! -he yelled at me loudly-

- You have a good taste in man, he's the cutest! -I made a thumbs up sign-

I expected him to be furious, but instead he looked at the ground and as we walked home together later, he talked about the first time he met him, when Yoongi helped him wipe down the cream what he accidentally spilled on himself.

He seemed so happy gossiping about his muse. My heart still held some pain, that this smile will never be mine, but at last I couldn't insist but think that even if I can never claim it as mine, I'm still satisfied whenever I see it. So I'll do everything what would help me see his smile again, despite the fact that the reason will always be a guy.

- Are you listening? -he asked with a faked angry expression what was definitely the most adorable thing I've ever seen-

- Yes... I was just thinking about how lucky he is to have your attention. -I smiled genuinely-

- Come on, don't say that! I'll think that you're an actual human being. -he giggled and hugged me with clearly friendly motives-

*next day at school*

I've barely arrived to my locker when a familiar voice called for me.

- Good morning! Aren't you late? Should I tell the principal? -he tried teasing me-

- I already have met with him at the grocery store, that's why I'm only 5 minutes late today. -I answered with an indifferent expression-

- What a gangster... -he giggled- Actually... Ah I'm sorry I tried to be cool in front of you, but I feel like I'm more like on the awkward side now. -he looked at the floor shyly-

I've blanked out for awhile, while I was analysing his words and tried to make connection between his facial expression and his sayings.

- Why tho? -I asked after not finding any answer-

He also practised the same technique as I did and looked at me with a confused look.

- Just give me a second... Let me google it real fast. -he told me while he pulled out his phone from his pocket-

- Sure. -I shrugged-

*5 minutes later*

- Wanna go have a coffee with me today? Maybe after school? -he asked with a deadpan-

- Sure. -I shrugged again-

- Cool, google solves everything I guess... See you later! - he shrugged as well and waved while saying goodbye-

I've finally arrived at the class and as always I got to write an apology letter about how much I'm feeling bad about being late from the class.

...

When the class ended Hoseok immediately came to me and started lecturing me about always being late.

- Okay I get it, but it was also Yoongi's fault. -I blamed him shamelessly- Oh right, I guess he invited us for a coffee after school... If I got it right.

- What, really? He asked US? -he asked loudly while sparkles appeared in his eyes-

Suddenly he started dancing and screaming while I stood there and thought about what he actually asked me. But honestly, because I stared at him so wildly, - with the intention of investigating in analysing every little parts of him- I didn't really hear what he said, but I guess I caught most of it. I'll leave halfway anyway so my ship can come true... And by leaving I mean stalking from the distance.

- Yeah, sure. But you know, if you would be late as well, he could have asked out only you... You should be grateful for me that I made this big sacrifice for your sake. -I looked at his eyes intensely-

- Yes, right. You only did that, so you could make this come true, right? -he stared at me with disbelief-

- Of course, why would I be late anyway? -I smiled proudly-

- Sure....

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