I'm sorry.

I know that's really vague but honestly I'm just sorry. Sorry for being so dependent. Sorry for my attachment issues. Sorry for the promises I thought I could keep. Sorry for being such a disappointment. I'm just sorry for everything.

I feel so pointless in the world. Like if I just vanished, it would all stay the same. The world would keep on turning. If my life ended right now, nothing would change. My family would be upset but they'd get get over it.

This is all honestly really stupid. There's no reason for me to feel this way, I don't have a terrible life. I have family, I have good friends, I have people who care about me. So why am I like this? I was fine earlier today so why was I just hyperventilating on my bathroom floor?

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.