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"What!?" Jungkook snapped lowly, eyes widened in disbelief. He fell on the floor, hands covering his face while he mumbled a 'fuck' to himself.

"Doll, don't be mad-"

"Shut up!" Jungkook hissed at Taehyung's words. Taehyung nibbled on his lower bottom lip and felt the weight over his chest got off after his confession. Now, he was scared of consequences - feared that he might lose Jungkook from his life.

"W-Why?"

Taehyung crouched down infront of Jungkook when he heard the cracking voice of the younger as if he was in verge of crying. His heart sinks in when he saw how Jungkook curled up into ball while hugging knees and sobbing to himself.

"M'so so sorry, kookie. I wish I could tell you earlier but I... I was just scared. I didn't mean to hide it from you,"

Jungkook shot up his head - tears continued to escaping from his bambi eyes tracing down to his chin. He look like a mess - a beautiful one though. He grasped Taehyung's t-shirt and leaned over his shoulder.

"D-Don't cry p-please, I know what I did was so wrong. I don't even expect you to forgive me." Taehyung mumbled softly against Jungkook's head while caressing his back.

"M'sorry-"

"I want to eat something. I'm hungry, Taehyung."

Taehyung paused, his every movement abruptly came to stop. His face went blank because that's not what he was expecting. He broke the hug and made Jungkook to look up at him by lifting his chin.

"You're not upset about what I just said?"

Jungkook shakes his head cutely, tears swelled up into those doey eyes while nose turned crimson - staring up at Taehyung.

"No, I'm hungry. I couldn't able to hear you clearly."

Taehyung felt a tightness around his throat, anxiety took over him while nervousness began tickling him again. After collecting all the courage of speaking out it went to void because Jungkook didn't hear a shit about what had Taehyung been trying to say and make him understand the situation.

Taehyung sighed softly, cupping his face. "It's okay, sorry- I didn't even ask you for breakfast. Let me get freshen up first, then we-"

"No, now I want to hear what you were saying earlier." Jungkook interrupted, suddenly getting interested into what Taehyung was babbling about, while he was imagining delicious food inside his mind. Well, Taehyung himself was a whole course meal but maybe that's for later.

Taehyung gazed down at Jungkook's bambi eyes which were looking up at him while the male was seated on the surface prettily.

"Don't get mad, alright?"

Jungkook nodded, giving the courage to Taehyung of continuing whatever he was going to say.

"We never slept with each other."

Taehyung bites on his lower lip, hands began sweating as he saw how Jungkook frozen up on his spot as if he was trying to process the new information in his mind.

"You can be mad at me for kissing you whole the time, you have the right to be. M'sorry, but we never-"

"Then what did actually happen at that night? As long as I remember we hooked up and next day Jimin hyung came to pick me up and I have the hickeys over my neck and chest." Jungkook babbled while recalling that night in his mind but it still blank as he failed to remember anything.

"We did kiss each other and I'm the one who gave you all of those hickeys but we didn't do anything further because...."

"Because what?" Jungkook said, eyebrows furrowing in disbelief as he was living in lie the whole time.

Taehyung darted his gaze to the pair of dark brown eyes.

"Because you're only 17, a minor. I'm an adult. I don't want to end up into jail just because I wanted to have some fun for few minutes - it's not worthy." Taehyung said, which came out a little bit harsh and rough. But it was relevant enough to settle down into their minds. Jungkook stared into space blankly - no movement at all, it's probably first time for Taehyung to see him like that.

"I immediately stopped everything when you mentioned about your age, I really got scared, Kook. You're so young to understand these things and m'so sorry for kissing you all the goddamn time but it was just in the heat of moment. I wasn't thinking of later consequences and it was so stupid of me to lead you like that. And I think you should also stopped seeing me, it's not going to end up happily." Taehyung gulped dryly. As he knew, he ruined everything but it was worthy, right? They both were different from each other - came from different backgrounds, different environment where they grew up and had different way to see the big world. Completely opposite to each other.

Jungkook didn't say anything. He remained silent. Taehyung wasn't even expecting anything - he just wants him to realise that what they were doing was wrong.

"You can stay mad at me, doll. You have all the rights to be. I just got carried-"

"Then from now on, you aren't going to kiss me, right?" Jungkook suddenly asked with a blank face.

Taehyung paused before letting out a heavy sigh.

"No."

Jungkook shot up his eyes at Taehyung, staring at him with darken eyes.

"If I turned 18 then will you kiss me again?"

Taehyung stared at Jungkook for exactly 6 seconds.

"I don't know." Taehyung murmured, looking away with a dry chuckle. "You probably will forget about me before you even enter into adulthood." He said softly, voice almost inaudible.

"There's a lot of things you're not aware of it. You're doing this because you're enjoying it. But you'll leave me when you'll get bored — it happens and I'm no one to blame you. Moreover, I don't want you to regret in the future. You can get a better life instead of being stuck-"

Taehyung gasped lightly when Jungkook grasped him by his t-shirt and turned him to face him.

"When I said you're mine. I didn't mean I'm letting you go, at any cost and if you tried to escape from me, then let me let you know that I'm not someone who would suddenly stop becoming a pain in ass. You're mine and I mean it. There's no way you're getting away after making me addicted to you."

Taehyung wanted to smile but he restrain himself. He wanted to hold him closer to him but he restrain himself. He wanted to kiss him and tell him how thankful he was but he restrain himself.

"—the audacity of rejecting me after having wet dream about me. You got a boner just from touching me in your dreams. Then think of what I'm going to give you if you just permit us to do further things."

Taehyung completely sat on the surface -with a soft thud- when Jungkook pulled him down by grasping his collar before crawling in between his legs.

"Why are you like a scared puppy, Taehyung? I thought you'd someone who'd say fuck laws and come at me without thinking twice. But damn, you sounds so hot while saying those responsible big people thingy."

Taehyung felt his back got pressed against one of the cabinet while Jungkook straddles on his lap.

"If you're not someone's ideal husband material, then I don't know what are you."

A pink layer of dust coated against Taehyung's bread cheeks. He never knew getting call responsible and shit would turn him on.

"It makes you damn sexy when you care about me before yourself. Even though, we don't know a shit about each other. But wouldn't you like thinking of having someone who would behave so unlike your wish so you just could punish them at end of the day and remind them of their place."

Taehyung peers into those innocent doe eyes because yes he definitely would love knowing that someone would be in his home who would be waiting for me after his work and would let him take care of themself without any objection. Talking about his day to them, bending them down for himself for a stress relief before cuddling them and asking them about their day. But no, it's not about him — he has a lot of things more important than his desires. He has a family and his mom who would be disappointed in him if she finds out that her son had fucked someone who's younger than him.

He can't let that happen. She would be disappoint and he only has his mom in his life, unlike any other parents. His dad was a coward who left his mom when she was pregnant and was having him. He wasn't that selfish to think about himself first.

"Wouldn't you like it if I become your little mistress?"

Taehyung blinked his eyes which were looking like saucers. He gulped dryly and the boner in his pants twitched in its dirty thinking of Jungkook as his....

"Kook, move." Taehyung tried not to stutter as everything around him was overwhelming. "Get off me." The boner in his pants now throbbing - pleading to get released and touched. He closed his eyes as he couldn't continue to look into those adorable eyes which he would love to see them begging.

He heard a small squeak. "You want me to get you off?" Taehyung snapped up his eyes, his breath hitched when he saw how Jungkook was tilting head while extremely looking innocent. A smirk pulled up in Jungkook's lips - a mischievous expression took over his facial feature.

Think of your dead dad, that old man who left your mom...

Taehyung's eyes widen when he saw Jungkook was leaning over him - the skinship between them was making him hard to breathe.

"Doll, we just talked about-"

"Shush, I ain't gonna play with you anymore." Jungkook hushed, breathing against Taehyung's neck, grazing his gaze over Taehyung's broad shoulder and clothed torso. Taehyung felt his heart sinks in - his puppy ears flopped metaphorically. 

"You have a great control over yourself, Taehyung." Jungkook whispered softly as he could feel Taehyung's hands hovering over his waist - they were dying to touch him. He knew it. He took a good glance of his body proportion and the bulge into pants. He could see the whole outline of Taehyung's cock.

Taehyung pulled back his hands while panicking. Jungkook almost laughed at this action but hold himself back. Nose buried against Taehyung's neck - he has a faint smell of something which is fucking manly to him. He would love to stay like that but he has a confession before he could leave for his classes.

"I'm not going to touch you unless you want it." Jungkook pulled back, standing up from the surface.

"Because now I want you to be my birthday present. You're going to fuck me on the day I'm turning 18."

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