Y/n Pov.

I walk out mad from an argument with my boyfriend Grayson. From our favorite restaurant. I open the door to our car and he sits in the driver's seat.

He was mad since I supposedly flirted with the waiter, but he was the one on me! I had no intentions on him. I just smiled and giggled as he called me beautiful. I wasn't flirting with him. He was flirting with me.

The cat ride was silent and awkward. I hated it. Once we parked I got off and flattened out my tight burgundy dress. I walk inside the house and he follows. I walk to our bedroom as he slams the door making me flinch.

"Why were you flirting with him?!" Grayson says. I roll my eyes and ignore him. He grabs my hands lightly not to hurt me.

"Why do you always do that y/n? Do you even like me? Love me? You make it seem your not interested in me and I'm done with it!" He says outburst. I look up to him paying attention to every word he says. He's right. I do act like that.

"I'm sorr-" I whisper tears threatening to fall out. He interrupts.

"No. You say sorry, but then you act the same and it's so ugh!" Grayson says running his hand through his hair. I now know how much of a bitch I've been.

"Anything you're saying to me right now... Probably have the right to say..." I say to him as he looks up at me confused, but then fills with sorrow and then anger mixed together.

"Any crazy things you're feeling for me tonight... You can get it on out the way..." I say as I sit on the bed and pull my legs close to my chest. Grayson has his eyebrows furrow and he continues to yell a bit at me of what I've been doing that makes him feel this way. Ranting in a way

I messed up. I look back to the times that I ignored him to hang with my girlfriends or even guy friends. I realise that I've been a horrible girlfriend. Even when he would try to leave I would come back.

"Then when I would leave you, you would come back! Just because I'm leaving! Is that the only way to get your attention?!" Grayson gets out at me.

"No... But I ain't been the best that I coulda been. I ain't do the shit that I shoulda did. But every time I come crawling on my knees
You're there and you just keep on taking me back and I don't know why you do. Cause I'm no good to you and you just keep on taking me back. In your open arms, maybe I belong and you just keep on taking me back" I say.

"I do keep on taking you back I don't know why!? I just fucking love you too much to see you suffer! I can't, it breaks me y/n" Grayson says his face burning with red. My face sticky from tears. I hated it, but I deserved it.

"You can yell and you can curse and call me a bitch. Probably have the right to do. You can tell the world that I'm a narcissist. I would think they'd listen to you" I cry. His eyes sway side to side and they meet into the middle as his face grows confused, but mad.

"You've been a bitch! Yes you really have! You fucking don't care about my feeling don't you? Do you fucking love me or not!?" Grayson says. I sob and nod. Anything he says I deserve, but it hurts. I feel so much pricks on my body and a pang on my heart. It fucking hurts.

"You keep on taking me... I'm not taking you Grayson. I'm not. No I'm not" I say getting up and grabbing my stuff. I feel his arms wrap around my waist.

"Well if your not taking me I'll be taking you y/n" He says as his lips hit my neck so softly. I turn around in his arms as his thumbs clear my face of tears as we look into each others eyes.

"I love you y/n" Grayson whispers. I smile, slightly frowning.

"I love you too Grayson..." I whisper as our lips connect.

Note- this song is fucking bomb. The album is hella bomb dude. I made it worse lmao.

Whoops ;)