I stand in my bathroom looking in my full body mirror. Wearing one of Ethan's t-shirts, and my black underwear.
I squeeze the fat on my stomach that I absolutely despise. I play with the fat that hangs of my thigh bones that cause me not to have a thigh gap. I don't have defined cheekbones. I have fat chubby cheeks, that causes my face to look round. My lips are like a thin line across my chin, which I feel is to pointy. My nose is not the cute little button nose I wish it were.

As I examined myself, I feel my eyes starts to burn and gloss up. I think about how all the other girls at my school are beautiful and skinny with amazing curves. My curves hang over my underwear, my curves are just there because iam fat. Tears started to fall form my eyes and stain my cheeks.

How could he like me? Why did he choose me over all the other girls in our school he could have? Is he just using me? Was this all just a dare? So many questions swarm my head at once, overwhelming me. As the many tears flowed form my eyes, I turn and look at my body form different angles, sucking in and breathing out. Iam nocked out of my gaze when I here a nock on the door.

"Y/n? Baby, you've been in there awhile. Are you oaky?" Ethan speaks form the other side of the door. I quickly wipe my eyes and sit down on the edge of the tub pulling the shirt down.
"Yeah Iam fine" I answer his question as he walks in and kneels in front of me putting his big, warm hinds on my thighs.
"Baby, I know your not fine....... so tell me what's up" he says looking at me with a small sympathetic smile.
"Why me?" I ask him my voice cracking.
"What do you mean?" He replies with a confused look on his face.
"Why do you like me? All the other girls you could have, and you choose me. Why?" I say as more tears fall. He looks at me with sad eyes and gives my thighs a little squeeze.
"Why? Because I don't just like you. I love you Y/n. Your beautiful. Never think you have to change for anyone. If they don't love you for you then screw them. Your smile brightens up my day whenever I feel down. "He smiles as a couple of tees fall from his eyes.
"Your gorgeous, talented, smart, funny and much more things. It hurts me when you think of yourself like this. Baby love you for you, don't care what other people think or say. Promise me you won't?" Ethan says as he brings his thumb up and rubs the fallen tears out form under my eyes.
Ethan then puts up his pinky finger,"promise me"
"I promise you" I laugh a little as I hook my pinky finger with his. He then kiss me with his soft lips and pick me up and brigs me to my bed. He tucks me in and we fall asleep cuddling.

Idk what I think about this one, it's kinda cliché. I mean the boy tells her he loves her for her and she believes him you know the usual. Lol, anyway....... iam sorry for not updating in a while. I was busy (being lazy and eating😂) . Omg THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALMOST 3k!!!!!!💯💯💯💯❣️❣️❣️❣️
I hoped you enjoyed this. 😘

[much love form Abby♥️]