secrets
I let out a sigh of frustration and obviously I knew what I had to do.
I looked down at my phone, the time barely 9:45 am, I grab a pair of underwears, black pants, my black converse, and my Pierce the veil pullover of their current album. Misadventures.
I walked back to the restroom and began to run the water, before removing my clothes I felt awkward that sasuke's gf was laying, stiff and decayed, on the restroom floor. I grabbed a towel and covered her body with it, it somewhat helped.
I removed my clothes, and stepped in the shower letting the Luke warm water run down the form of my body. My pink hair getting soaked, adding little weight, causing my head to be tilted back slightly.
I began to think of reasons why this guy or girl, wanted to meet me, I never really knew much about this place, mostly because I didn't want to know more of this place.
There was a slight knock on the door, "ugh sakura, I need to pee" I giggled, especially because I would never expect it to be sasuke, mostly because he was so "serious". I grabbed a towel and covered my body, before getting out, I wanted to purposely stay inside longer, just to mess with sasuke.
I dried my legs first, escalating towards my upper body.
"Sakura!? I need to go open up!", A smuge smile crept on my face. I couldn't help but let out a laugh, it was just to funny. I placed on my underwear, then my bra, in that moment it was silent, to silent, and the door knob twisted slowly. Sasuke barges in, leaps over the maggot infested body, and pulls down his pants in front of the toilet releasing his fluids. I blush intensely and turned myself towards the wall, trying to avoid sasukes gaze. "You couldn't wait!?" I shouted towards sasuke. "YOU couldn't hurry. " I grabbed my clothes and walked out of the restroom, attempting to place my pants on, what a struggle that for sure was. I left my hair to dry, since it is naturally straight. I looked at my phone, feeling guilty for not telling sasuke, and sighed.
I have to go at midnight, it's barely, checks my phone to make sure, 10:45 am, a full hour had gone by. I plopped on the undone bed and began to space into my own little world, due to this stressful situation.
Maybe I should tell sasuke, I change my view to the window in the wall, and continue with the questionable thought. If I tell sasuke that I am leaving later, to meet up with a total stranger, that for some reason knows me, he is obviously going to want to come. Then again this stranger, maybe a murder, can do things to me especially when we are alone with no one around, then that's when I would regret not mentioning it to him.
"Hey Sakura? what's the matter ? ", I broke out of thought and focused my attention on the half naked man standing in front of me. I nodded my head, side to side, with a convincing smile turning over on my stomach, I stumbled trying to get up off the bed, with a small stagger, afterwards catching my balance, just to be face to face with Sasuke.
I look in his eye's and notice that he has a small glimmer deep into the darkness he hides in, I place a small smirk.
My heart began to race, because of the guilt, my stomach was acting up, and I was at the verge of vomiting. My palms got sweaty, and my thoughts began to creep up on me. "You're lying to him sakura", " after all the trust he gives you", " what a jerk you are." , " he deserves better", "tell him", "tell him!" , "if you loved him, you'd tell him"
I don't know what to do, I began to feel like the walls were closing in, and my mind was taking over. Should I tell him, should I not. Damn. What's wrong with me. I look straight at sasuke making an attempt to not make my guilt obviously. But I fail, why can't I just be like him, not having a care in the world. Not letting things get to me. Keeping things to myself even if it's the smallest secret, like a small surprise.
I tiptoe and kiss his forehead, before giving him a look of reassurance, and stepping out of the room, to begin heading back to my house. I couldn't handle the guilt, and I couldnt handle the fact that he can see right through me. So I left...without telling anyone anything.
I unlock my front door, and run up the stairs, entering my room, pacing back and forth. I'm biting my nails from the anxiety that is running through my body , as im trying to rap my head onto the situation. I needed to tell someone, but I know that if I do it wouldn't end well..would it...
My phone buzzes making me jump out of thought, again. I stare down at the screen, my heart is beating fast. It's unknown..
I grab my phone, unlocking it, I look up before looking at my screen. My eyes get distracted by looking through my bedroom window, I notice a figure standing near a lamp post. I tried focusing my sight, but that wasn't enough. A vehicle passes by before I could even blink, and the figure disappeared. My phone buzzes once more, but this time, it's sasuke.
Sasuke: hey?
Me: hey...im sorry I just took off like that..
Sasuke: yeah. What was that about?
Me: it's nothing, I just have stuff going through my mind..
Sasuke:Like? You can talk to me you know that, right?
Me: Sasuke, I'm sorry I really am, but I just need to kerp it to myself...its a personal thing..
Sasuke: Sakura. What is it? It's been making you act weird. And it's kinda getting me worried.
Me: I'm sorry sasuke..
I close the conversation I have with sasuke, and ignore the rest of the messages he continued sending. I just couldn't bring myself to say what was on my mind. I was scared, that if I told him, I knew he would attempt to protect me and get himself hurt. I can't do that to him.
I hear a knock at my door, I walk down stairs, cautiously. A loud creak was released and my heart stopped, because so did the knocking. "Sakura?" A slight relief escaped my body, and I walked towards the door in a regular quick pace.
I open the door, and was met face to face with ino...
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