Help me. What is my mind thinking? Very on chapter. It may make people feel uncomfortable.

Lauren's POV

This time, I wasn't strapped to the table, but a wall, facing the Doctor. He was glowing with a golden light. Regeneration energy, I guessed. But he couldn't be regenerating, could he?
"Doctor, what's happening to you?" I asked, as much questioning as fear in my voice.
"Don't come near. This is the start of the cycle, but if it passes, I'll be fine."
"What cycle? Why can't I come near you?" Now I was really starting to worry.
"The cycle of the male Time Lord. Each cycle, we let go of our regeneration energy, making us lustful." Now I understood. That is why I couldn't comfort him. Because I'm a female Time Lord, and he didn't want to take advantage of me.
"Master, what are you going to do, keep us locked in here?"
"No. This is what I'm going to do." His voice crackled over an unseen speaker. A hole appeared in the wall behind me, and a syringe with a fiery orange liquid protruded. I felt a prick as it impaled my skin, then a rush of something I couldn't quite understand. The slim metal needle came out of my skin and back into the wall.
"What did you do Koschei?" The Doctor yelled.
"Oh, nothing much. You don't want to take advantage of your little hybrid, here? Well, she wants you to."
I did want the Doctor. I couldn't stop myself from wanting him. The shackles around my legs opened suddenly, letting me drop a little. I flapped my wings uselessly, then the shackles around my wrists opened, letting me free to roam in the room.
I walked slowly towards the opposite wall, towards the Doctor, making his eyes widen with something I couldn't pick. My usually pale skin started to glow with a golden hue as I approached, letting the Doctor know that this was actually happening.
When I reached him, I only came up to his shoulder, so I had to look up to look at his face.
"Theta, what is this feeling?" He frowned. I had used a name that he'd never told me about.
"I'm sorry." I was confused about his reply, but I put my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his waist.
"For what?" Gawd, I was starting to sound like Cassandra.
"For what this is going to do to you, to us."
"Koschei, this was your first mistake. You didn't find out what I was a hybrid of. The second mistake, giving me that liquid. Your third, letting me loose, and not giving me something to fall on. And the biggest mistake was not letting the Doctor loose. Now, give me something to lay on!"
A mattress appeared in the room, then the Doctor's shackles were opened, making both of us fall to the ground. "Now, if it was excitement you wanted, watch this!" I held up my TARDIS key, and it glowed in my hand as she materialised around us. When I looked up from the Doctor's chest, I saw that we were in the console room.
"Lauren, what are you doing?" He asked, feeling me on top of him.
"Sorry. I didn't really-" I was cut off by his lips being pushed against mine. He stood up, so I wrapped my legs tighter around him to keep the kiss.
We walked down the endless halls, my legs in my tight jeans hugging him close, our respiratory bypass systems letting us hold the kiss. He stopped walking when he reached an ebony door. He opened it, then shut it behind us. I let go of the kiss to look around at the walls. They were painted with constellations and galaxies, stars and moons.
"This is wonderful, Doctor." He put me down on the TARDIS blue sheets. Last time I was here, I didn't get a good look around, so now I took in the intricate patterns of the universe.
"But you are more than wonderful." And with that he was glowing with golden light, flopped on the bed, ready for my interlude. I suddenly felt like I was wearing too much, and threw my dark red top off. The Doctor's eyes widened, and he pulled off his suit jacket. I climbed over next to him, and ran a finger down the front of his chest, unbuttoning his shirt. He pulled me close and unbuckled my bra, which was discarded, not caring where it went. He moved to my jeans next, unbuttoning them, and sliding them off. I did the same to him.
We were both in only our underwear, our skin glowing with energy. The kissing felt like forever, and we moved to each other's necklines and collarbones. Time flew by, in the rush of adrenaline and lust.

***

I lay on the bed, splayed out over the Doctor's body. I was covered in sweat and there were loose feathers along my sides and wings. The tiny feathers along my back and sides were ruffled, the use of roaming hands. I felt full. Not just of food, but in my abdomen. He was strong, but gentle, and had filled me until I couldn't take it anymore. The regeneration energy hue had disappeared from our skin, except the spark of our combining energy near my stomach. A new life was approaching.