Finally  I'm back from after long months,  and big sorry  friends  for  late  late update , what can I say I need some time for self and you  are all know  that how is sutivation  outside,  and my dad also suffered  covid19  and thankfully  he is now alright .  Anyway  happy  riding   and please  forgive  me if you all are found  out any grammar  mistakes..keep supporting  guys  thanks  for your  lovely  comments..

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"I need you swara " sanskar said look at her eyes.

Swara wide her eyes after hearing his statement, she gets nervous and scared, she doesn't know why she gets scared but looks at him she is scared.
She about says something but cut of sanskar.

" don't think anything swara , as you know that I'm taking medicine right," sanskar said caressing her cheek while look at her she was already looking at him perplexed

" This is one kind of medication effect,
And I can't control my self " sanskar said caressing her cheek lean to kiss her cheek, swara closes her eyes feeling his fragrance.

"Please do something I didn't want to this " sanskar said helplessly

" what can I do sanskar " Swara asks him confused.

" I don't know but do something soon I can't control anymore," sanskar said to place his face on her neck give her a wet kiss on her neck

" do sanskar anything you want, "swara said senses his changing behavior.

" But I didn't want to do anything to you, and you can't understand what this leads me, "sanskar said look at her, " and you can't bear with it " sanskar said still look at him who was already look at him perplexed that time only swara phone rings make them come back to senses, swara pick up her phone see who is this time, she is confused look at radhi caller ID, but thinking something she attends call, while sanskar was looking at her sometimes and slowly unpin her saree slowly removed from her shoulders and place he wet kiss on her bare shoulders...

Swara didn't know what sanskar do, she is on the call she seriously talking with radhi after some she cut the call and thinks something, she comes out her thoughts when she feels pain her shoulder

"sanskar what are you doing, " Swara asks him then only she see sanskar is a top on her and her saree also nowhere Swara wide try to hide her front using her hand.
" What is this sanskar ?" Swara asks him totally who was staring at her intensely

Sanskar didn't say anything to her about kissing her, but Swara right time keeps her hand on him nodded no, and pushing him from her and she gets up in bed about to go bit sanskar held her hand.
" sanskar leave my hand," Swara said not look at him

" what I said to Swara, " sanskar asks her angrily.

Swara closes her eyes senses his angry and thinks something turns toward him goes to him closely, sanskar looks at her only, then she put her hand on his neck look at him intensely.

" where will I go sanskar, " Swara said sensually trash her finger on his face.

Sanskar closes his eyes feelings her finger on him, Swara look at him who already closes his eyes for pleasure, Swara smirk looks at him, and pushes him on the bed lean him close, sanskar opens his eyes feel the push, and look at her.

" Just close your eyes sanskar " swara said huskily near his ear on this sanskar close his eyes feelings her near him. Swara looks at him smirk take her saree besides the pillow and tied his hand slowly.

Sanskar  breath heavily due to her close " Swara  what  are you doing" sanskar  ask her still close his eyes

" just enjoy sanskar " swara said huskily below little to his ear. Swara look at him who was close his eyes, she slowly comes to her cupboard took something, and went to sanskar , she looks for some time and then composes herself injecting him.

" what hell is swara " sanskar  said angrily when he felt pain his hand.

swara move back seeing him like this, she was completely scared tears fall her eyes

" swara just unfold my hand, " sanskar said try to unfold his hand 

" no sanskar I'm sorry please  stay calm please," swara said slowly come to him

" How dare you swara ' unfold me you idiot " sanskar screaming.

" Please sanskar please," swara said come toward him cup his face " sanskar just look at my face please, just look, " swara said slowly caressing his face softly.

sanskar slowly calm down when her hand connecting his skin then slowly look at her eyes " swara unfold my hand, I porimes I will not  hurt you " sanskar said slowly which swara nod her head no

" no sanskar it's not about hurt sanskar , just now you need to calm down, just close your eyes " saying this she closes his eyes using her hand.

sanskar slowly close his eyes try to sleep, seeing him close eyes swara try move but feel hold on her hand so turn to look at him who was looking at half-close eyes  she come to close him caress his head 

" Please don't leave , stay with me " sanskar said to hold her hand tightly 

" I'm here only sanskar " swara kiss on his forehead caress his cheek and sit beside him only, she didn't know when she also slept beside him she woke up the hearing the sound of the phone she slowly removes her hand from his grip and moves to the balcony.

" hello Arjun Bhai," swara said after receiving the call

" hello swara  is  everything ok, "  Arjun asks her

" no bhai everything is not ok, I'm afraid  bahi " swara  said broken down 

" shhh swara every will be alright be patient," arjun  said to assure her 

" when bhai ? I can't see him like  bhai it hurt me so much "  swara said cryingly 

" swara you have strong for your sanskar, i know it hard  but you have to do this "

"I will bhai for my sanskar " swara said wiping her tears which are falling from her eyes.

" Good, now listen to me i will talk the  to doctor and also email him all details  and he said he will call me  after reading details but I'm sure that we will get the result," Arjun said to swara 

" that really good bhai " swara said little relief

" ya, what he doing, " Arjun ask about sanskar as he worried about him.

" sometime before only, I give him the injection, now he is sleeping "

"well take care of him and you too, " Arjun said to cut the call

" ok bhai" swara  said  after cutting  call  come into the room  look at Sanskar  who was sleeping  under the effects of the medicine, tears  fall her eyes  seeing  him, she slowly comes to him caress his head

" you don't know sanskar how much hurt me see you like this, it piercing my heart sanskar,  but I have to strong sanskar for you for ours I will be strong,"  swara said to hold his hand and kiss on his hand place her head on his forehead crying silently , she didn't know when sleep over her, she sleeps sitting option only.

Morning  :

Swara sleep gets disrupted due to the sun, swara stirred a little and open her eyes, she titled her head a little found sanskar sleeping peacefully hold her tightly,  she cares peck his cheek and tries to move but she couldn't because sanskar tightly hold, she shakes her head slowly remove his grip, and went to fresh up, after coming out of the bathroom she looks at him, he was sleeping peacefully, Swara look time it's nearly  10 am morning she thought to wakeup him but thinking something she went downstairs for cooking food for them, after making breakfast for them she arranged food in tray took it their room.

She places a tray  on the table near the bed try wakeup  him 

" sanskar wakeup it's already 10," swara said while shaking him a little try to wake him but sanskar didn't mone little he was sleeping peacefully, Swara look at him perplexed and try to wake him again but no use tears fall her eyes she doesn't know what do than thought to call the doctor took her phone it was on the table. she gets confused when she sees the number of miss calls from arjun. so she without think anything  she call get  who was attend her call the first ring.

" arjun bhai  what happens , it's every thing is alright , sorry  i just now only saw the phone" swara  ask him control  her tears.

" swara  what  happened  are you crying  ?" Arjun  ask her sence her voice  different.

" bhai I don't  what happened  to sanskar  he didn't  wokeup  still I'm trying  to wokeup  him half hour  , I don't  what do bhai I was call to doctor  only " swara  said crying  tone.

" shhh, I'm  really  sorry  , very sorry  swara  , I was call to you informing  about this only but you didn't  pickup  call I don't  know how this slipped  my mind " arjun  said sorry voice..

" what is the matter  bhai " swara  asking  him baffled .

" swara  it about  this injunction  only, sorry for not informing  you earlierly  that if we him Injunction  it's  take a time I around  11 or 12 hours  " arjun  informing  her about  injunction which  they give him sanskar.

" oh , that reason  he didn't  wokeup  still now, I was scared  seen him this " swara said relieved..

" ya.,.sorry swara  and don't  need for going  to doctor  he will be ok "  arjun  said  assure  her..

" thanks  bhai " swara  said wiping  her tears.

" ok I will call you  afterwards  I have go " arjun  said cut the call

" ok by bhai " swara  said cut the call and come toward  bed caressing  his cheek  lovely  and kiss his cheek " wokeup  soon sanskar  " swara  said while  caressing  his cheek  lovely.

It's  almost  afternoon  time swara  was sitting  cushion  waiting for sanskar  opens  his eyes  but she didn't  know when her eyes  get close waiting  for sanskar.

Sanskar  stirred  his slepp  he was speaking  his head  here and there  suddenly  sanskar   wokeup  jerk  look at around  when is  sight  fall ont swara  he get relieved  , he try  get up but he couldn't  move little  bit , he try move his leg using  his hands  but it totally  useless  tears fall his cheek  , he turn to  other side of bed but due to sudden  turn he fall  from bed.

Swara  wokeup  jerk hearing  sounds  she look straight  found that sanskar  was laid  on ground.

" sanskar " swara  said move towards  him  " why can't  you wokeup  me " swara  said help him get up from the floor.

" I was try but I couldn't  " sanskar  wishpered  when he reached  on bed..

" what happened  sanskar  " swara  said found  him not  look at her

" nothing  swara " sanskar  said turn  other not look at her..

" then why this tears "  swara  asking him while  wiping  his tears  make him look at her..

Suddenly  sanskar  hug tightly  cry so badly  , swara  didn't  get anything  but look him cry like this  she get tension but she didn't  ask anything  wrapped  her hand around  him give him comfort.

After half hour  swara try broke  hug but she couldn't whenever  she try to do this his grip on her become tight , she had no option  she forcefully  broken  hug and cupped his face.

" sanskar  what happened  tell me " swara  ask him while  Caressing his cheek

" I'm  so sorry swara  because  me you are bearing  this , I promise  my self  that I will give you all happiness  in your  life but look now what I doing  with you , why are bearing  this swara  ? Why swara? Why shouldn't  you leave me? " sanskar  question  her hold her hand tears  fall his eyes

" how can I leave  without  you sanskar,  you are my everything,  why can't  you understand  that why you always  make sperate  from you " swara asking caressing  his cheek  , then she little  bendown  kiss his cheek  and carries  her cheek  with him " Please  sanskar  don't  make me sperate  from you  " swara  said little  peck his lip.

Sanskar  close his eyes  feelings  her lip on him , he hug her throughout  her waist  burning  his face on belly " I can't  leave from you swara,  but I  always  give more pain , I can't  see you like this , it's  kill me see you like this ,  that why I say this Please  you all go from me , atleast  I can see  you all in happy  away from me " sanskar  said look at her who was  loom at him tears  eyes..

Swara  was look at him sometime  and turn  see others  side wiping  her tears
" ok I will go but before  that just answer  me my question,  will you live without  me ? " swara  ask him angrily  but didn't  say anything  just look at down.

" answers  me damn  it, will you? And will you  count  me with another  person ? " when  this  come out  her mouth  she was pin on  cupboard  , she close her eyes  scared of sudden  moments, then slowly  open  her eyes  look him who was already  look at her angrily.

" how dare you say like that , keep it this your  mind  you are  only mine,  I have full right  on you do whatever I want do whenever  I need  " sanskar  said angrily look at , swara  is alway look at him intensely , she can sense  that he was jealous  when she mentions  that being  with someone and now hearing  this words  from him  she sense  that how much  he is possessive  about  her.

" it's  hurt  right,  when I say  being  with someone  it's  you  right,  you feel  jealous  right, then think  about me sanskar  I  dreamed  beautiful  life with you but here you always  talk  about  being  away from me , why are doing  with sanskar  ? " Swara  question  him while  hit on  his chest littly .

Sanskar  us just look at her , who was crying  infornt  him not try sperate  from him she was literally   begging  infornt  him , sanskar squeezed  his eyes  shut the tears  slide down  from his eyes,  he mentally  slap him for his angel  cry , he couldn't  control  him self  that he hug  her tight  cry out his heartfull..

" I'm  really  stupid  swara  , please  forgive  me " sanskar  while hug her who was now placed  her head on his chest crying.

" yes, you are stupid  " swara  said while  broken hug and look at who was look at only " now don't  say anything sanskar  ,please  promise  me now onwards  you will not say like this today " swara  ask keep her hand infornt  him

Sanskar  smiled  look at and keep it his hand on her hand " promise  I will say anything  like today " sanskar  promise  her

Swara  being  happy hug him tight  , he also wrapped  his hand around  her tightly  hug her.

" Thanks  you so swara  being  with me always, I promise  that I will give you all happiness  which  you deserve  , and I love you soo much " sanskar  said after  broking  hug and kiss her forehead  lovely.

" my happiness  lieing  on you only  sanskar  , if you can with me I don't  need anything" swara  said  look him lovely

" always " sanskar  said again  hug her tight and kiss on her temple being  plessed gave her his life.

After sometime  swara  brok hug look at who look at her  frowned  and about  going  hug  again  and swara  place  her hand on chest  push  him little " now come have you food it's  already  become  cold  I have to  reheatred  on them " swara  said smile  at him who trun smile  at her and about  move but before  that he hold  his head scrambled.

" sanskar  what  happened " swara  asking  him being  scared  look at him.

" nothing  swara  just  my head is  paining , will you please  give me some table " sanskar  ask her, which is she nodded  her head and making  him sit on bed passed  him tablet and sit beside him caressing  him back.

" Don't  worry  is just side effects  of tablet I know , now come we will have our food " sanskar  assured  her look at her scarring  reaction

" no you  sit here only I bring  our food here " swara  said went bring  their  food , after she went  sanskar  take his called arjun.

" hello  sanskar  how are you man ? " Arjun  ask him after attending  the call

" fine arjun" sanskar  said

" anything  serious  sanskar, your  voice  low what happened " arjun  asked him senses  his voice..

" ya I'm getting  those head pain arjun  " sanskar ask him because  somehow  he know why .

" you know that sanskar  it happens  only  that why I stop you  that not having  that tablet you're  so stubborn you never hearing  what I say " arjun  said make face.

"  arjun I'm  serious  " sanskar make serious  face

" I'm also serious  man, ok leave it it's  wast to talk  to you , swara  is beside you "  arjun  ask him

" ya, swara  is here only what happened " sanskar  ask look at door where  swara  coming  with food tray.

" ok just  give her phone " arjun  said which  sanskar  give  her look at phone confused

" who is  that Sanskar " swara  ask took  phone  from him

" arjun  want to speak  to you " sanskar  said sit on bed properly

" arjun  bhai what happened " swara  ask him over phone eyes  on sanskar  who was look at  her confused.

" nothing  swara  just informing  you that sanskar  taking  over dost medicine   so give  him healthy  food plus  give him that injunction  on morning "  arjun  informing  her

" over dost " swara  wishpered  eyes  on sanskar,  who was look at shocked  and look  at otherside  avoiding  her

" yup, your  stubborn  husband  never  listen  to me , but nothing  serious  about  it  we have put extra  care  for him " arjun  assured  her

"Ok bhai I will., thanks  for information " swara  said cut the  call

" here had your  food sanskar  " swara  pass food Plate to him.

" swara  are you angry  with me " sanskar  said while took plate from her

" angry,  why  should  I angry  with you " swara  ask him

"  I didn't  tell  you about  my medicine "  sanskar  said avoid  look at her.

" so finally  you remember  that you didn't  me , look sanskar  if you have trust me you  must be tell me everything  regarding  to you till now , but leave it  I understand  that you  still
Trust  me as I had with you " swara  said sadly

" no no swara  not like that  what you think  , I trust  you  believe  me , you  are my life swara  how can you say like this " sanskar   hurt  tone hold her hand.

" it's  really  hurt  you right,  then think  about me sanskar , I also hurt which  things   you  should  tell me , but  here I hearing  from others  " swara  shout  at him.

" sorry " sanskar  said look down

" what? " Swara  ask him perplexed

" I said sorry , I promise now onwards  I will never hide anything  from you  " sanskar  said  still looking  down.

Swara  said nothing  look at him press her lip  control  her laughing,  but she couldn't  control  her laughing  anymore  she laughs hold  her tummy..
Sanskar  look at her hearing  her laugh  sound  confused

" why are you laughing  this much  " sanskar  ask her frowned

" oh God I can't  ,oh God look at you,  you are  soo cute  " swara  said pull his cheek  tightly

" swara  " sanskar  said while  rubbed  his cheek  .

" what swara  , you looking  really  so cute " swara  said  again  try to pull his cheek  but sanskar  hold her hand look at lovely

" your  smile  is blessed  with my life  swara,  keep smiling  like this I love you " sanskar  said pull her close to him kiss her forehead  lovely.

Swara  smil shyly  hug  him place  her head on his chest,  while  he also hug her tight  smiling  face..

" swara  you're  not angry  with me " sanskar  ask while  hug her

" I never  angry  on you sanskar  , though  that teasing  you  littly " swara  said look at him.

" you naughty  " sanskar  said tickling  her while  she laughing..

" ha ha ha sanskar  stop  I can't  more " swara  said try to stop him " and serious  point you promise  me that you  never  hide  anything  from me  right  , and I want you should  keep it promise,  hope that you  never  brok  your  promise " swara  said  serious hold his hand look him.

" never "sanskar  said hug her and kiss on her head.

" sanskar  I'm  hungry " swara  said brok hug making  pout. Sanskar  peck  her pout  littly  " come "  Sanskar  said making  way to table  where still food is waiting  for them . They had their  food feed eachother   while swara  is sanskar  lap sanskar  is feed her food at time to time kiss her , swara  smile  shyly  loom her husband  , who is now romantic  mood after  have food both are sit on balcony wrapping  shawl .

Swara  was sit on his lap who was hug her tightly  and littly  kiss her on neck,  and she was hold his shirt  tightly  enjoy  her  husband  romatic  tortured

" sanskar " swara  call him still  hold  his shirt

" hmm " sanskar  just  said still kiss her neck

" where will we  go " swara  ask him look at him

" we are not going  anywhere " sanskar  said Caressing  her cheek

" but why sanskar  I thought  we will go out  on evening " swara  ask him making  frowned

" we will but today we will enjoy  here only , only us " sanskar  said moving  close to her

" sanskar  " swara  said shyly  push him and run out of balcony.

" swara  stop there " sanskar  said while chasing  her behind  who is now run of their room, sanskar  chasing  her still.

Both are  still running  and sanskar  chasing  her , while running  swara  throw  pillows  on him , sanskar  catch pillow  and throw  on swara.

" swara  stop yaar " sanskar  said try catch her

"  nope , try to catch me cutipie " swara  said  try run fast  but her bad luck sanskar  catch her throughout  her waist   and tickling  her who was try to stop  her laughing

" ok sanskar  now you Won and I lost ok  stop sanskar  " swara  said control  her laughing

" now where  you go madam " sanskar  said pull her close to him.

" never  I go without  you " swara  said  caressing  his cheek

" now I  leave you for seconds,  and you shouldn get punishment  for teasing  me " sanskar  said while moving  to their  room , while swara  look at him shyly  hug him.

Screen  stop on swara  shyly  face and sanskar  happy  face.

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