Let's Talk
Elsa's POV
I feel someone's tugging on my bed sheet. I ignore it. A couple of second later, my bed sheets completely removed. It leaves my body exposed with only my underwears.
I peek my right eye open. "Maman, qu'est ce que tu fais? Je dors." I'm quite surprised that my mom here's but oh well, after the incident, my parents decide to give me a visit.
Still sleepy, I cover my ears with my pillow. Trying to block all her noises. "Lève-toi! Il est 11 heures." She demands. Do mothers all around the world have to be like this?
"Tu prends une douche. Je veux parler avec toi."
"Cinq minutes encore." I mumble and close my eyes.
Splash
My body jolts awake and shiver runs down my spine. I look at my mom who holds an empty bucket. I blink my eyes. Did she just... She grins. Oh i can't wait to have my own child and do this to them.
"Maman, il est samedi." She gives me her best glare ever. I cover my face and parted my index and middle fingers separate looking her face. She's so scary.
"Be a good daughter, Elsa. Take a bath. Change your clothes. I can smell your bad odor from across the room." That's not my fault. I barely get any chance to wash myself at the jail.
"I have apple pie." My face lits up. "And your Christmas present." I jump out of my bed, practically running to the bathroom. I can hear mom's laughter.
I enter the living room. Greet my mom and take a sit. My mom places a plate full of apple pie. My mouth waters. I gladly accept it.
I take a sit and start to eat. "I don't see daddy." I point.
"He has gone to the office early in the morning." Is she being sarcastic? Yes, she is. "He has something to do with um... stuff... with the missing money and business?" She tries to explain. Business is just not her thing. I nod in understanding. My dad gives me two days to rest. When it comes to business, he wants my best performance. I can't blame him though. Due to my mistake, four million dollars are missing.
"Do you think we will get the money back?" I ask.
She looks at me and smiles. "We will, sweetheart. Your father chipmunks are the best." I give her a look.
"Chipmunks. Really?" She just laughs.
I clearly enjoy the pie. "It's so delicious. Merci." I finish the pie and rub my belly. Mom chuckles at my childish behavior. "Alors, mon cadeau?" I grin while wiggling my eyebrows.
"I thought you forget." She lets out a chuckle. "Never." She then walks to the spare bedroom and comes back with a blue box.
"What is it?"
"Just open it."
"Maman." I shriek. "Did you just rob Victoria's Secret?" Inside the box are two laces bras with matching panties, a red robe and fragrance set.
She laughs out loud, grabbing her stomach and try to stop. "What do you think? I remember you speak about it. It's a great gift. You can get any girl you want. You have the body just wear them and you'll be a living angel. No one can resist you." She winks.
I stare at her in disbelief. "Maman, you swing my team?" She gasps and then chuckles. "Sorry sweetheart. I always love man's body. What I'm trying to say is your father and i produced a high quality product." I can see where this conversation going.
She continues "I remember the night when we decide to have a child. It was amazing. Candles and roses are everywhere. Slow music on the background. Oh did I ever tell you that we used whip cream that night?" I gag.
"That's it. No more details. Geez." I blush like crazy. Who knows the secret ingredient to make such a beauty as me is whip cream.
"Do you like them?" She changes the topic, pointing the lingerie. I nod shyly. "You need to use more colors. Your color choice is kind of boring." I kind of notice but what's wrong with white.
"Merry late Christmas and thank you for the gift." I joke and kiss her cheeks.
I continue to eat when my mom speaks. "How are you, sweetheart? I can tell the recent evenement stressed you out. You loss a few pounds." She asks full of concern.
I swallow my food before answering. "Now, that I'm out of that horrible place, I'm good." I pinch my arms and pat my belly. "I think you're right. I have to order tons of pizza." I chuckle.
Then, Jamie's words sink in.
"Mom, there is something bugging me." She motions me to go on. "Well, Jamie as in the bastard," "Language, young lady." I smile and continue "He told me that Anna somehow take a part in it. He also said that he is her fiancé and that she never ends up their relationship while she's with me." I explain.
"Mon Dieu." My mom is thinking, hard. "Have you talked to her?" I shake my head no.
"What you have to do is meet her, talk to her, and let her explain. Don't jump into conclusion."
"I don't know. She's been ignoring me. We're not in a good terms. Besides, i think it's true. I mean, the first time I talked to her, she has a ring as a pendant on her necklace. She said it was a gift from her mom. Argh I don't know."
"Elsa, we don't know anything, until we know everything." A wise mother I have.
"What if it's true, mom? I might be the one who destroy what they have. What if she really is a partner in crime? Oh my god, she might go to jail as well. What if she used me? What if she doesn't lo-"
My mom cuts me. "No more what ifs. I can tell that you're afraid of the truth that might comes but" I huff. "Sometimes things aren't so simple. Sometimes you can't control the outcome." She continues."Just talk to her, make everything clear. I will be right here whatever happens." She smiles.
I process her words. She's right though. I must have a chat with Anna. She is a kind person; she will never do anything bad. I hope.
"Now, go Elsa. Get your lady." I chuckle.
"Wish me luck." I grab my car key and rush out.
***
Anna's POV
"Wake uuupppp Annaaaa." Alice shouts on my ear. I literally jump out of bed and fall to the floor. I give Alice a kick on her right foot while she's laughing.
"Do you have a good reason to wake me up?" I slowly untangle myself from the covers and crawl back to bed.
"You need to go out more. Your body needs vitamin D. Sunlight helps you."
"Not in January, silly girl." Her mouths form an 'o' shape.
"You know what i mean."
"Seriously, what is it?" I press.
She makes herself comfortable on my bed, crossing her legs and hug my pillow. "Jamie got arrested just yesterday. Do you know he is the one who stole the money from Elsa's company? From what I hear, he will spend 30 years in prison. Unbelievable. I thought he's a good guy." She shakes her head. I gulp hard. This is not good.
"You made a right decision by breaking the engagement." She points out.
"Alice, I have to tell you something." I fidget in my seat.
"What?" She shows no interest.
"I might or might not have helped Jamie to you know steal the money." She turns her head in a swift motion. Now, I get her attention.
"Elaborate, please." She demands.
I take a deep breath. "You know that Jamie's father computer business is crashing down, right?" She nods."They're not in the best condition. What more can I say? Oh. One day Jamie's father came to Elsa to gain help. He's willing to do anything just to save his company. Long story short, Elsa offered a deal to buy his company in order to save it from bankruptcy. Jamie did not take it well. He told his father to not let it go. It's soon to be his company. He tried to assure him that he could save it. But, his father sealed the deal."
She seems confused. "I don't see your taking part in it."
I sigh. "Well, Jamie being a frustrated man. He seeks revenge. He put the blame on Elsa. He knows about my relationship with her. So, he convinced me to do him a little help. I'm the one who recommend him to Elsa, regarding she needs a technician. What i did not know is he made a plan to embezzle the company's money." I finish.
She rubs her chin, thinking. "You're not doing anything wrong. Sure, you helped him but he did through some tests right. Elsa did not hire him on the spot. So, it's not your mistake." She finally speaks.
She has a good reason. "I still feel bad, though. She spent about a month in prison. Who knows what happened to her?"
"If you are concern about her condition or if you care about her, why don't you meet her?" She's right but i still have guilt.
"It's about the Thanksgiving, isn't it?" I nod.
"Do you know how stupid you are?" She hollers. "You're her girlfriend. You should defend her. Didn't you see how heartbroken and disappointed she was? She loves you, I can tell. And I'm sure she's willing to cut her arm just for you." I cringe at the last part.
"I'm afraid of mom and dad. I don't want them to disown me." I defend.
"You're an adult. You practically live on your own since you were eighteen." She continues. "You know what, you could just explain to them about your sexual orientation. They love you. They will accept you no matter what."
"Come on. Do you forget how their reaction towards Aaron's ex-wife?"
She sighs. "That's a whole different thing. I know they'll come around. Don't let their close minded opinion get in your way of happiness. I support you, Anna. You are my sister. I love you always whether you're gay, or straight or bisexual."
"Aww... that is so sweet. I appreciate it so much. Thanks." She smiles warmly.
"I miss her."
"Yeah, right. You never fully appreciate someone until they're not here." She scoffs.
Beep beep
Anna, I'm out of prison. Jamie did it. I could not be more relieved. Dad's still working on the money, though. As for us. We need to talk. Please, baby. It's been so long.
Meet me at the park, you know which one. At 14.00 Don't be late.
xoxo
"You're going, right?" Alice speaks through my shoulder.
"Yes. She's right. We need this conversation. I have to apologize for my behavior this past month. Oh god. I'm such a bitch."
Alice burst out laughing. "Not exactly, but oh well. It's kind of true."
I join her laughter.
"Hey, I just remember that I have something for you. Wait a minute." That's random.
"Here." She gives me a swan doll which look likes exactly the same as the one I want at the park. Sadly, Elsa couldn't win it.
"H-how?"
"Elsa won it. She wanted to surprise you."
If I feel bad for the last thirty minutes, now I feel worst. I have such an amazing girlfriend but I'm not appreciating her much. I grab the doll and squeeze it. "You're not sleeping with it, are you?"
"Nope." She says popping the p. "I place it safely in my closet."
"Good."
"Now, i suggest you to reply her message and get ready. She's not waiting for an eternity."
"Thank you, Alice. You're the best sister." I hug her and kiss her cheeks.
"I am your only sister." With that she spanks my ass. I yelp in pain and run out of the room.
***
Elsa's POV
I make a quick stop at Café François. Just as I step into the room, I get a crushing bone hug from him. I giggle and pat his back.
He releases me and smiles big. "Welcome back, Elsa. My favorite customer. How are you? I don't believe you did something nasty like that, especially to your own company."
"I'm fine, François, thanks. Yeah, I would never do that. The jerk will be rotting in jail."
"Serves him good. No one messes with my girl." I chuckle.
"Now, you're here for your favorite?" He asks.
"Yes. Oh make Anna's too. We'll meet at the park." I reply.
"A date, huh?" He smiles.
I fidget under his stare. "Not really. We have some problems but we're sorting it out. Hopefully."
"You don't seem too convince." I am not. "What is it?"
I hesitate. I'm not the one who spill out their relationship to everyone.
"You don't have to tell me the details."
I think about it and say "Anna, in some way is lying to me. It hurts me. I mean, we are couples. We don't keep secret. A good relationship is based on a good conversation."
"Maybe she has reason. Not every lie is bad."
"But you don't lie to somebody you love. If she even loves me." Now I'm being insecure.
He hugs me again and whispers in my ears. "Just because she's lying to you, doesn't mean she doesn't love you."
"Now, go. I wish the best for you two." He gives me my order. I'm about to pay when he stops me.
"It's on the house." He smiles.
"Thank you."
***
Anna's POV
I hop out from the car and lock it. I walk along the path that leads to the park. My mind is running a hundred miles per hour, thinking what should I say to Elsa or better where to start. Too many secrets untold and now it's the time to spill it out.
Elsa's figure standing near the pond, admiring the swans. Her hair is pulled up into a messy bun but it doesn't affect her beauty. She wears a leather jacket and black pants along with a high combat boots. She looked badass. I chuckle at that. It attracts the other woman attention.
Elsa turns her body. "Anna." She gives me a warm smile. While I stand still not knowing what to do, Elsa comes to me. She wraps her arm around my body and whispers "Thank you for coming. You don't know how much I missed you?"
My heart skips a beat or two at the hug. I don't expect to be slapped but a yell would've been good. Then again, Elsa is a sweetheart. I then return the hug, circling her waist, feeling Elsa's body pressed to mine is calming my mind. "I miss you too." I reply.
The black hair woman breaks the embrace first and smiles. "I went to Cafe François earlier. I hope you're not full because I bring us our favorites."
My face lits up like a Christmas tree. "I always have a spare place in my stomach for blueberry muffin."
Elsa motions to follow her. There is a box on a bench. She opens it and my mouth waters. Elsa giggles. "You don't need an invitation to eat them." she says. Right away, I grab the muffin and startle both of us by kissing Elsa's cheek. "Umm I'm sorry. I don't mean to." I apologize.
"Anna, please. Don't be a stranger. I know our relationship is not at the best condition. Urgh... if there's still any." Her face is falling. I can feel her heart twitch. I caused it. I want to say something but immediately cut off.
Elsa lets out a sigh and says "We're here to talk, to solve our problem. No need to add another argument. Now, we better eat and drink our coffee first." I simply nod. We eat in silence. Well, this is awkward.
Once we finished, Elsa speaks. "So what do you have to say." I gulp. She tilts her head waiting for me. "I'm sorry." It's all I could muster. "What for?" I fumble with my fingers in my lap. "For everything. For not defending you in front of my parents, letting you be called with horrible names by my father. For leaving you in front of my porch at midnight. For avoiding your messages, phone calls."
"Do you know how hurt I was, how hurt I am?" She cuts me off. "I spend endless night crying, waiting for you to answer my call, telling me that everything's going to be alright. That, you need some time to explain thing, our relationship to your parents. That, you are sorry for their behavior. I received nothing." She takes a deep breath before continue "The time goes by, I become hopeless. You are nowhere to be found. I try your house, your office, or the café."
"I was with Jamie." I admit. Her face fell. "Great. I was trying to mend our broken relationship and you're with your fiancé or ex-fiancé." Elsa faces the pond again. "Jamie told me. If you're wondering how do I know your dirty little secret." She snaps. "Honestly, Anna. What am I too you? Were you still in relationship with him when we start ours? Are you trying to get in my pants to help your so called fiancé?"
What she says is true. Well, part of it. "I'm sorry, Elsa. I can explain."
"Explain, then."
"I, Anna Archer was engaged to Jamie Wolf. I broke our engagement three months ago. I hate to admit it but what you said earlier is true. I was still in relationship with Jamie when we started dating. The truth is Jamie asked me to gain your attention, get to know you, your trust, "
"So he can steal my money? God. I'm so stupid." She rubs her forehead out of frustration.
"It's the plan. Somehow, I catch feeling for you. I have a crush for you and each day that I spent with you, the feeling grows. I feel bad for lying to you and I want to quit. I told this to Jamie. He was furious. He threatened me to finish the job or he goes to my parents and tells them I like girls. He knows all too well that our engagement is not based on love. There was never love in it. It only happened for the sakes of our parents. He also knows how homophobic they are. He left me no choice. So, I accomplished my mission. I put Jamie in your company and let him do the rest." I finish.
"You're a bitch." She says in a small voice. I catch it though. My chest hurts. Not because what she says because it's true. I am the reason she suffers. The reason of every tear that falls from her beautiful eyes.
"I am a bitch." She's crying now. I instantly embrace her. Her body is shaking. I know there are too many information she receive all in one. I only can imagine what's running on her mind.
She buries her face in the crook of my neck and says "Do you know what I hate the most in the entire world?" I shake my head no.
"A liar." She stares right into my eyes. If look can kill, I would be six feet under. It's so intense. There are pain, anger, sorrow, disgust. And love?
I break the eye contact. "Forgive me, please. I know that I have no right asking your apology but I truly am sorry. I'm so ashamed for what I did. I kept doing it although I know it's so wrong in every way. But could you forgive me? I will never disturb you again. I'll walk away from you."
She breaks the embrace and I already loss her warm body. "What make you think I will forgive you? For what sane people do is call the police and put you in the jail for your partnership in crime with Jamie?" I slump in my seat.
"But I'm no sane. Not entirely."
"What do you mean?" She's on mute once again before she says three words that I'm dying to hear.
"I forgive you." I stare at her dumbfounded. She smiles weakly. Is this real?
"Why? How?" I ask.
"Comment on peut aimer quelqu'un qui vous fait si mal, l'amour vraiment rendre fou." My face must say it all because she smiles.
"I'm in love with you, Anna. That's why. You have my heart. You always have and always will. I know it's stupid. But it's what love does to us, right. Makes us do all crazy and stupid things for our love one." She continues "I don't forgive you all because of love. You are a great person, Anna. You are a kind person."
"I lied to you. I'm Jamie's partner in crime. I put you in jail."
"Do you regret it?"
"Deeply. If I would turn back the time, I would never agree to Jamie's plan and dump him as soon as possible. He is evil."
"See. You regret what you've done. You truly are sorry for giving me a hell for a month in jail. I also know that Jamie forced you into it. So, I forgive you." She finishes.
I take her face in my arms. Elsa is a beautiful person, in and out. I cannot believe she forgives me for what I've done to her. "Thank you so much." She smiles and I smile back. My hands are still cupping her face and it started getting awkward. So, I lower my hands and put them in my love.
"Do you love me?" She asks out of the blue.
Once again I meet her beautiful eyes. In her eyes, I can see how much she loves me. My mind is in chaos. Do I love her? I replay the first day I talked to her. Our first date. The opera. The carnival. The swan doll she managed to win for me. Her sweet little gestures, like opening door for me. Her soothing words. Not to forget our sex lives. I'm out of the topic. So, do I love her? Come on brain. Find the answer or I ask Google?
I think too much and Elsa gets the hint. She lowers her gaze.
"It's okay. I get it. You just spent too much time with me. So, it's reasonable that you grow some feelings for me. But, it's not love."
She gets up and picks her things. She turns to me and with a heartbreaking smile, she says "Thank you for coming and your honesty. I also thank you for our good time." I pull her into me and she sighs. "I love you." She murmurs.
It's breaking my heart to hear her so vulnerable because Elsa is a very confident and happy person.
"I'm sorry, Elsa."
"It's okay. I'll move on." She chuckles between sobs.
"Goodbye, my queen." With that said, we separate our body from each other and walk to different ways.
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