I walked home, only to find out that my father was at the bar. No surprise.

I went into my room and shut and locked the door. I grabbed a blade that I used when I was really depressed. I put the blade on my wrist and it brought back so many bad memories.

I started to cut myself, crying slightly. Once I was about to make the 4th cut, I realized that I could text my best friend.

He always helped me durning tough times. He was a really good therapist when needed. He also felt pain, emotionally and physically, and wants to help people so they wouldn't feel the same way he did. He experienced more pain than I did.

His name is Tyler. We are very best friends. Before we met, his parents died in a car crash. So he only had his siblings to live with. Tyler was not accepted in his family either. So he was abused. Once he turned 18, which was a couple weeks ago, his siblings disowned him. He told me while we were texting each other. This time it was me comforting him. Tyler is very good at holding in his emotions. When we were teenagers, he attempted suicide a couple of times. But he always survived, always.

I picked up my phone and texted him. I waited for a couple of minutes before he responded.

The text read, 'Hello, my name is Josh, Tyler's boyfriend. I'm sorry to let you know that he attempted suicide. Just a few hours ago. I'm sorry.'

I fell to the floor, bawling my eyes out. I thought he could do it.

He broke.

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Scavi, Septiplier, and Joshler in the same book. HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN! Im gonna commit sue of side 👌