No, not again. This happens all the time. Everyday after school this happens. And because of nothing. They just hate me. No one loves or cares about me. I only have a few "friends." Well,  not even friends. We know each other and they don't judge me like everyone else does. This happens all because I'm gay.

When I get home from school my father always beats me for no good reason. I tell him to stop but he doesn't. Ever since I came out as gay to my dad he practically disowned me. That was about 1/2 a year after my mother died. The people at school always bully me. They hurt me, physically and mentally. And whenever I date someone they hurt me.

Life is not the greatest for me. The only true friend I ever had moved to another state. He's the reason why I still live today. Whenever I have a bad day I message him and he always makes me feel better, just a little. He would always protect me from the bullies and mean people. He liked to call them the, 'Allihaters.' I miss him and I talk to him about everything because I really trust him. I know he would never hurt my feelings.

At school I'm known as 'Fag Hoying.'