Chapter 4
TW: Abuse, swearing
Toka wakes up the next day in his boyfriend's arms. He gets out of bed and stretches a bit. Then goes to the kitchen and fixes some food for him to eat. Once he gets halfway done, Chris comes out and hugs Toka from behind. "Hey, someone wants to come over today. Yes, you can be little around them. They want a little of their own." As soon as Chris said that Toka started panicking.
"Why would I want to be little around them? I get they want to start being a caregiver, but why me?" Toka questioned. As soon as he did he saw the look on Chris's face. He got out of Chris's grasp and backed away.
"Why don't you want to be little for someone that is interested? Huh? It's not like they would judge you. I think you should be judged by the way you are behaving." Chris grabs Toka forcefully and puts his hand down Toka's pants.
"S-stop, please...I'm sorry I won't misbehave." With that Chris pushes Toka to the floor.
"You better behave for him. It's not every day you find someone nice to be friends with, hm?" Chris walks away leaving Toka trembling. Chris isn't drunk though. So why is he acting like that now?
Toka hesitantly gets up from the floor and turns off the burner. The food was burnt. He decides to throw the food out and put water in the pan to rinse it out. Deciding to skip breakfast, he goes and gets dressed for work.
Soon after Toka arrives to work, he was greeted by Rowan and some other coworkers. Toka says nothing and continues to go through the hall to his desk. He got an email from a random stranger saying they would like to meet him and that his boyfriend said it was okay. He doesn't notice who the email was. He emails the person and asks what their name is.
Don't worry about my name. Your boyfriend said you are really nice and a cute little one. I would like to get to know you a little. If that's alright with you.
Uhm... Of course. No one actually knows about me being a little except him. I guess now you as well. When are you coming around?
I'll be over there around 7:30 tonight.
Toka exited the email site and went back to work. He started typing to different advertisement companies to see if the toys could be advertised through some channels and streaming platforms.
After doing his work, he goes into Rowan's office. "Sir, would it be okay if I can get off of work an hour early? I have a meeting with someone with my partner after work but I have to get ready."
Rowan smiled up at him from his desk. "Of course! I have to leave for a meeting as well."
Toka nodded and then left the office and worked for the remaining hours of his shift.
-------------------------------------------------
After work, Toka packs up and shuts off his computer. He puts his bag on his shoulders and leaves the office. Toka gets into his car and starts getting nervous. Fidgety per se. He shifted the car and started for his apartment. He turned up his usual music channel. It's usually musicals.
About fifteen minutes later, he reaches his apartment. When he got to the door, he started panicking because he never slipped in front of anyone other than Chris. He doesn't even know the person that Chris is bringing over. Why should he have to force himself to slip though? Oh, that's why, because if he doesn't he may get beat over it when Chris is drunk.
Toka opens the door with Chris sitting at the TV. He looks normal enough. No smell and no bottles anywhere. How he wished this could be an everyday thing. He dropped his stuff at the door. "I'm home," he mentions.
Chris turns and smiles at Toka. He gets up from the couch and walks over to his boyfriend standing at the door. Chris starts hugging Toka from behind. "Hey baby boy. Are you ready to meet my friend?"
Toka slightly whimpers but shakes his head yes. Chris smiles at Toka's agreement and lets go. "Good. What cartoons would you like to watch?"
"...Blues Clues, please?" Chris chuckles at Toka's behavior. He isn't regressed yet. Plus, he doesn't know if he'll actually regress. Especially in front of someone new.
Chris hoists his boyfriend up so Toka can wrap his legs around his partner, which he does. Toka's head starts fuzzing as he nuzzles into his boyfriend's neck. He sits down and turns Toka around so he's facing the TV.
Chris then reaches for Toka's paci that was on the side table. He brings it up to Toka's mouth and he happily obliges.
Soon after, Chris hears the doorbell. Toka is too wrapped up in Blues Clues to hear it. So, then Chris picks up Toka and sets him on the floor which earned him a small pout from Toka himself. Chris chuckles at him and then goes to the door. Once he gets to the door, he opens it up to meet Rowan.
"Hello, thankfully this is the right place. I was getting lost through all the apartments." Rowan laughs.
Chris laughs along with him. "Here, you can come in. He is regressed right now. So you don't have to worry about him being embarrassed."
Rowan nods and walks in. He slips off his shoes out of respect and follows Chris to the living room. Once he gets there, he sees the one that he himself was talking about. Rowan kept calm though. So, Chris is the one he was talking to before, he thinks.
Chris motions for Rowan to follow him into the living room. Chris crouches in front of Toka which earned another pout due to not being able to see the TV. "Hun, this is my new friend that would like to meet you."
Toka looks up and his face went white as a ghost. His boss is standing there in front of him. He slips right out and gets up and runs to the bathroom and locks the door. Toka starts panicking. How does Chris know Rowan? What is Rowan going to think now? Why does it have to be him? So many thoughts and questions are running through Toka's mind.
His thoughts interrupt when he hears a knock on the door. "Can you please come out, Toka? Daddy won't do anything bad just please come out." Chris says in his most polite tone. Toka knew that if he doesn't come out and Rowan leaves, all hell is going to break loose.
Toka starts crying as he heard the knocks stop. He hears some whispers then the whispers gradually fade. Then he hears the front door open and then shut. He hears complete silence. Then comes loud stomping right to the bathroom and Chris starts pounding on the door. "Fucking bitch! Get the hell out here!" Toka starts crying more. Then he hears Chris go to a draw in the kitchen then comes back and hears the door click.
Chris comes in with the keys to every door and grabs Toka by the hair. "Why the FUCK did you go on and embarrass me like that?!" Chris shoves Toka out into the hallway. Then Toka felt a bunch of kicks to his stomach. After all was said and done, Toka saw complete darkness.
Jeez, I didn't know I was going to write 1238 words. That's a lot for my standards. Welp, Until next time, see ya!
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen247.Pro