Lances POV
I was just laying in my room in the corner as blood dripped off of me and onto the ground. I was so silent I heard the sound of my own blood drip. I shakily stood up and walked to my first aid kit. I start bandaging up my thighs and arms. I grab some wipes and wipe up the pool of blood I was sitting in. I sigh heavily and shuffle to my bed and flop down on it. I just lay there emotionless. 'I can't believe I yelled at Keith. God I'm such a terrible person. Maybe I should try to apologize he wasn't the cause of my depression.' I get up and walk out slowly. My thighs stung with each step I took. Each step my heart quickened. 'What if he hates me now?' I stop in front of his room. I knock at the door and hear a "Come in!" The door opens and I look at Keith. He seems surprised and looks at me.
"Hey...." he trailed off. He seemed almost nervous.
"Look I'm here to apologize. I shouldn't of yelled at you....can you forgive me?" I look at Keith sadly. His face softens and a warm small smile takes form.
"You have every reason to hate me and yet....you want me to forgive you. How is someone so good?" He walked close and held my face.
"Because I'm worthless and just a substitute for you." I start to break down again. "Why am I the one everyone lashes out on? How can my so called 'friends' just think I'm someone else and call me Keith?!?!" Hot tears streamed down my face. Keith's face was clouded in anger.
"They what? I thought the just ignored you so you acting more like me but they actually started calling you Keith?!?!" I lean into him and nod. "What. The. Ugghhhhh I'm going to give them a piece of my mind." He let's me go and and stomps out of the room. I fallowed him making sure to stay at least a few feet away. I heard Keith yelling at them. I hear them protesting saying things like:
"He needed to get his act together!" Allura.
"He was so selfish and was being useless to the team until he finally shut up and was actually being kinda useful." Pidge.
"I wanted to kick him off the team and then he actually started to work and not be stupid or worthless. He's still annoying even now." Shiro.
"He was my best friend but he did get on my nerves a bit before..." Hunk...
I felt my heart break. My own best friend thinks I'm annoying. They all think I'm worthless and hate me. Even now. I really don't have anything anymore. I had hot tears running down my face. I slid down the wall and  sobbed. I heard Kieth yelling at them, I was just sitting there staring at nothing. I glared as I felt my anger built up. I stood and walked into the control room. Everyone looked at me. Keith looked shocked as I entered. My hands were balled up so tight my nails dig into my skin and slowly drawing blood. I was glaring at the floor.
"So that's what you really think of me huh?" I growled at slowly looked up with my blood boiling. They looked at me shocked.
"Lance we-"
"NO! IM DONE! I'm done. I'm done with you guys constantly pushing me away! Putting me down! I'm use to being called annoying but have any of you stopped to think that it actually hurt me when you'd call me Kieth, ignored me, or even took your frustration and stress out on me?!?! NO. YOU. DIDN'T!!" Tears were running down my cheeks and I turned and ran out the door. I ran to my room sobbing. I pushed myself into the corner and curled up and cried. I heard someone come in and I looked up. "K-Keith what are y-you doing her-e *gasp*" I wrapped my arms around me. I flinch from the pain in my arms and thighs. Kieth approached me and took my hands.
"I'm here to make sure your ok....Lance will you let me see your arms?" I started to shake and try to move away.
"N-no! Please!" I cried. I wince and sobbed as my cuts started to open again and bleed. Keith looked down at my arms and sighed.
"Oh Lance.....I'm so sorry" he hugged me and I sobbed into his chest. He rubbed my back. He held me close. "You've been in so much pain...how did I not see it? How long have you been cutting?"
"Since a bit before you left.." I looked down. He sighed and just held me closer.
"Where else have you cut?" He made me look at him and I sniffled.
"My thighs...." he nodded and kissed my forehead. He took my wrists and started to kiss them. I blushed and looked at him. Hi looked at me seriously.
"I won't let anyone else hurt you ok?" He cupped my face and I nodded. "We will get through this." I nodded and cuddled up to him. He gently laid us down and I started to fall asleep to him running his fingers through my hair. My breathe slowed and calmed down. He started to sing and I started to fall asleep. Maybe I will get through this.......no I will. As long as Kieth is by my side.