"no! i can't wear this!"

jamie sighed in aggravation, sitting down on her bed and staring at her mirror.

"why am i so worried about what i'm wearing?" jamie questioned, staring at her hair that she took the time to curl when she normally didn't, clothes all over the bed and floor, "it's just jaemin."

jamie whined, laying back and covering her face, her heart beating fast and butterflies in her stomach.

"what the fuck is wrong with me?" jamie whined, rolling over into her stomach, careful not to ruin her makeup or hair.

jamie finally got up after moping for a few minutes, changing one more time before going over to jaehyun's room.

"jae?" she called, knocking on his door, "can we talk?"

jaehyun's door opened moments later, the male's purple hair messy and his eyes half-lidded with sleepiness, "yeah? what's up?"

"were you asleep?" jamie asked, frowning, "i'm sorry, i can go ask lucas-"

"no don't worry about it squirt," jaehyun sighed, running a hand through his hair, "i pulled an all-nighter. wanna come in?"

jaehyun opened the door wider and jamie walked in, "you know that's not good for you."

her scolding brought a smile to his face, "some of us have midterms to worry about."

"lack of sleep isn't going to help with that," jamie said, getting distracted with one of the vinyls he had.

"what did you want to talk about?" jaehyun asked, sitting back down in his desk chair, putting his feet up on his bed, "also why are you so dressed up? you going out?"

jamie sighed, the butterflies coming back to her, "jaemin is visiting for the weekend."

jaehyun smiled, "haven't seen him in a while. doesn't he also have midterms though?"

jamie shook her head, "his are in two weeks, your break starts earlier than his."

"why is he visiting?" jaehyun asked, a teasing smile on his face, "to see you?"

"jaehyun stop that," jamie whined, sitting on his bed, facing him, "he's coming to see his aunt."

"yeah, sure," jaehyun grinned, "come on jamie, you can't keep denying that he doesn't like you."

jamie's cheeks turned pink as she thought about when donghyuck had come to visit during winter break, two months after her break-up with mark, going on a whole rant about how he had finally gotten jaemin to break and tell donghyuck that jaemin liked jamie.

"i mean," jaehyun continued, "since you and mark broke up, he's been visiting every two weeks, if you two were just friends why would he come so often?"

"that's not what i came here to talk to you about," jamie cried, covering her face with her hands.

"then what?" jaehyun asked.

"i feel weird," jamie mumbled, "i feel like i did when i was with mark."

"so you like him too," jaehyun grinned, "perfect, tell him."

"jae!" jamie yelled, hitting his arm, "it's not that easy!"

"it was that easy with mark," jaehyun sung, "why can't it be with jaemin? you've known him for almost two years now and you've been joined at the hip since. get over yourself and open your eyes, you already act like boyfriend and girlfriend."

"it's weird going from seeing him as a brother to seeing him as more," jamie sighed.

"jamie," jaehyun took her hands in his, them meeting eyes, "don't lie, you've never seen him as a brother, you've always seen him as something more."

"but mark-"

"i don't doubt that you truly loved mark," jaehyun said, "but love isn't something that goes away and you loved jaemin before you loved mark."

"jaehyun," jamie frowned, "you aren't making sense."

jaehyun leaned back, crossing his arms over his chest, "look jamie, you and jaemin had something special when you first met, you bonded quickly and helped each other a lot. there is no doubt in my mind that you fell in love with jaemin at the time, but thought it was just a platonic love. then you got closer with mark and your feelings for jaemin went away, but you and mark didn't work out. who's been with you all this time? who have you trusted and laughed with and loved? jaemin! you fell back in love with jaemin and i'm sticking with that hypothesis."

jamie couldn't help but laugh, "jaehyun you can't end a serious talk with something like that!"

"well i'm not you," jaehyun retorted, "i can only guess your feelings, i'm not a mind reader."

"so i'm in love with jaemin," jamie said, trying to process it, "i knew i was starting to like him, but love? are you sure jae?"

jaehyun shrugged, "again, i'm not you squirt, that's up to you to figure out."

jamie nodded, "okay, thanks jaehyun."

"you're welcome," jaehyun grinned, "i'm always here for you squirt, now go, he's probably waiting for you."

jamie nodded again, getting up, "i'll see you later jaehyun."

"have fun!"

"it sounds like you're having fun."

jaemin smiled at jamie, "yeah, it would be better if you were there."

"you're so cheesy," jamie hit his arm, a smile on her face as she tried to ignore the butterflies in her stomach and the adrenaline running in her veins.

"can i continue to be cheesy?" jaemin asked, "i mean, we're already at an amusement park which is cheesy in itself and there so happens to be a ferris wheel..."

jamie nodded, "sure, let's continue to be cheesy."

jaemin grinned, taking jamie's hand in his and pulling her over to the line.

as jaemin was distracted, staring at the ferris wheel, jamie took her phone out, sneakily going to her chat with donghyuck.

DEMON MAN-CHILD

HYUCK

i'm in the middle of something
super important, what is it?

unless you're dying it's not
that important

i will let you know binge-
watching michael jackson
is super important thank you

JAEMIN IS TAKING ME ON
THE FERRIS WHEEL

good, fucking kiss him

stop making me cringe

do it pussy

fuck you

no you need to fuck jaemin

LEE DONGHYUCK

what? it's bound to happen

i don't have the will to
kill you today so look out

i'm sooo scared

shut up i have to go

fucking kISS HIM

jaemin glanced at her, "are you excited?"

"always," jamie smiled, taking his hand again.

he grinned at her and they got on the ferris wheel.

"look, it's beautiful up here," jaemin sighed, "just like you."

"fuck off na jaemin," jamie whined, kicking him.

"no but seriously," jaemin said, "we got here at the perfect time."

jamie hummed, staring at the setting sun.

"are you up for one more ride after this?" jamie asked.

"of course," jaemin chirped, "i'm not planning on leaving until they make us."

jamie laughed, suddenly feeling all the nerves she had go away, glancing at his smiling face.

"wait don't move," she said, taking her phone out, "i want to take a picture."

jaemin laughed, "really? okay, make sure to get my good side."

"which is that?" jamie teased, "they're both equally bad."

jaemin turned his head towards her in shock, his mouth wide open.

jamie laughed, taking a picture, "thank you, that's what i was hoping for."

"can i take one of you too?" jaemin asked, "i mean, i know i'm the model here, but if you tried you could be too."

jamie laughed in shock, "na jaemin take that back."

he shook his head, teasingly grinning at her.

she sighed, looking at the last signs of the sun.

once they got to the ground, jaemin took her hand in his again, walking through the crowd.

"why do you keep holding my hand?" jamie asked curiously.

"do you not want me to?" jaemin asked.

jamie shook her head, "no i don't care."

"i don't want to loose you," jaemin said, turning forward again, "there are a lot of people here."

"i'm a big girl jaemin," jamie responded, "i can watch myself."

"i know," jaemin smiled, "but i want you next to me."

jamie smiled happily, her heart fluttering, "yet again another cheesy statement. na jaemin you're on a roll today."

jaemin laughed, "i'm trying extra hard."

once jaemin had led them into another line, jamie leaned her head on his shoulder, sighing.

"are you tired?" jaemin asked her, one hand still in hers and the other on the bar behind him.

"no," jamie sighed, "just comfortable."

jaemin smiled, "i think you're being cheesy now."

"good," jamie responded, smiling herself, "someone needs to stop you so why not fight fire with fire?"

"because that does nothing," jaemin replied, "you just get more fire."

"okay mister i did not ask for that," jamie whined, jaemin laughing.

"hey jaemin," jamie started, looking up at him as he glanced down at her, "how would you feel if i said i applied to the same school you go to?"

jaemin tilted his head to the side, "i'd obviously love that, why ask?"

jamie shrugged, "no reason."

"where else did you apply?" jaemin asked.

"where renjun goes and a couple other schools around seoul," jamie replied, "jisung applied to the same and chenle applied to pretty much every school in korea. chenle wants us to all go to the same school, but jisung and i don't have the money to go anywhere like chenle does."

"maybe chenle could compromise?" jaemin questioned.

"jisung really wants to go where you go," jamie said, "because there is a good dance program. i don't mind going either because they have a good criminal justice program, but chenle... he didn't apply there. i think he's planning on going more towards busan or jeju."

"so chenle can go be with either donghyuck or jeno," jaemin responded, "and you and jisung will stay together."

"that's what it's sounding like," jamie sighed, "we won't see each other ever though because we're in completely different majors."

jaemin hummed, "you'll make new friends, it'll be okay, besides you have more free time than you think."

"that's true," jamie hummed, "jaehyun barely has anything to do. ever."

jaemin laughed, "come on, it's our turn."

the two got on the ride and screamed excitedly through the whole thing, smiles on their faces as they yelled embarrassing things about the other.

"that was so much fun!" jamie chirped, swinging their intertwined hands back and forth.

"it was," jaemin grinned, "but i am starving."

"let's get churros!" jamie cheered.

"whatever you want," jaemin laughed.

the two sat on a bench in a quieter part of the park, looking at the lights as they lit up the area, beautiful blues, purples, reds, and whites.

"jamie," jaemin said, jamie humming, "what do you think about us?"

jamie looked at him to see him already looking at her. his stare brought shivers down her spine.

"us?" jamie questioned.

"yeah," jaemin nodded, "us."

"i, uh," jamie was at a loss for words, "don't put me on the spot like this!"

jaemin smiled softly at her, "come on jam, it's a simple question."

"i like us," jamie finally said after a few moments of silence, "i love us, i love our relationship."

jaemin tilted his head to the side, "what about me? what do you think about me?"

jamie's stomach churned, making her nauseous and her face turned pink, "i, uh, like you too. i love you."

jaemin's face lit up and jamie realized what she had just said.

"i mean-"

she tried to speak but jaemin's lips were already on hers, his hands on her cheeks and he held her face in place.

"i've waited so long to do this," jaemin whispered, pulling away from her just a few centimeters, leaning his forehead on hers, "i love you jamie seo."

jamie's eyes were watery, "i love you too na jaemin."

she leaned forward, wanting to feel his lips on hers again, her hands clasped together behind his neck.

his hands left her face and found their way on her waist, holding her softly as they kissed.

jamie couldn't help but smile at the taste of cinnamon from the churros.

jaemin left a quick kiss on her lips afterwords, grinning excitedly.

"jamie will you be my girlfriend?" he asked, his thumbs gently and comfortingly rubbing her waist.

"yes," jamie smiled, out of breath, "i'd love to."

jaemin left another kiss on her lips and then another, teasing her.

jamie laughed, "slow down there romeo."

"i'm sorry, i'm excited," jaemin grinned, moving the hair away from her face, staring at her lovingly, "i finally get to call you mine."

"jaemin you make it sound like it's been years," jamie teased him.

"it has! two long years," jaemin sighed dramatically.

"well now here we are," jamie said, putting her hand on top of his thay was lingering near her cheek, "and here we will stay."