The two boys laid there in silence and held each other closely. Both boys not knowing what to say or do. As much as Jungkook wanted nothing more but to love Taehyung at the moment and hold him tight- his other feelings started to peek through. Don't get him wrong- he is so freaking happy that Taehyung is still here with him and all but- the baby thing kind of had him off.

With Taehyung- well he was still processing what was going on. Scared to ask if Jungkook knew about the pup growing inside him- or if there was a pup growing inside him. Wanting to ask about his father and what all went down. There was so much to ask but Taehyung didn't know if it was an appropriate time. Not like there would be right? Oh god, he's about to throw up.

Jungkook looked at Taehyung who started to move away from him and lay back on the bed with a flushed facial look. The thoughts running through his head made him feel nauseous but also because he was pretty dehydrated in which Jungkook fixed that problem as he stood up and went to get a glass of water for Taehyung who downed the glass within seconds.

While Jungkook was gone to get the glass of water, Taehyung managed to build up the confidence to finally speak up. "So I uhm... I have something to tell you but also ask..." Taehyung put the glass to the side while wiping his lips. Jungkook nodding as he sat at the edge of the bed, looking at his feet for a moment before he looked at Taehyung. "I'm... I..." Taehyung suddenly lost the confidence but Jungkook only gave a small side smile.

"I know." Is all Jungkook said as Taehyung felt his throat close up. Jungkook knows? When? What? Okay- no he should have expected this. "There was no harm to the pup. The stab wound didn't enter the sack. Though it should have- I don't know... they just suspect that your body is kind of just... weird in a way but in a good way I guess? Anyway- our pup is perfectly okay." Jungkook nibbled on his bottom lip before looking at Taehyung.

Gulping down the lump in his throat, Taehyung nodded before Jungkook sighed while shaking his head. "Why?" Jungkook asked with a hurtful expression. "Why didn't you tell me? Did it slip your mind? Was telling me, the father of our pup not important?" Taehyung looked down at his hands. Trying to gather to words he wanted to say to Jungkook but his mind was completely blank.

"I don't want to start anything Taehyung. Especially when I almost lost you and our pup. You were this fucking close to dying Taehyung and all I want to do is hold you tight and never let you go but you... you kept something you knew was so freaking important to me. You made up the rule to always tell each other everything. What happened to that huh?" Jungkook was now standing at the foot side of the bed.

Taehyung watched Jungkook's expression change from hurtful, mad, and back to hurtful. "I... I didn't know if I wanted to keep the pup." Taehyung finally admitted to himself what he was really thinking. Deep down he really thought about aborting the pup and he didn't know how he would go through with it or even if he could. Taehyung looked at Jungkook who was in disbelief. "You saw how bad it got when Mingyu found out I was pregnant- You saw how crazy he got to kill me. That could be anyone else who finds out about me let alone our pup growing inside of me."

"And I can totally understand that Taehyung but the fact that you didn't even give me a chance to talk with you about this. Did you think that this was a good idea not telling me? I had to find out you were pregnant by Mingyu saying he killed our pup! Do you know how fucking devastated I was? I couldn't feel the happiness at that moment and you took that away from me. You didn't tell me what I deserved to know and because of that I won't ever feel that feeling people get when they find out they're having a little bundle of joy!"

Jungkook ran his fingers through his hair and did everything in his power to stay calm but not only was he hurt that this was held from him but he was angry. Jungkook really did try not to be angry with Taehyung. He tried to understand why Taehyung didn't tell him but he couldn't. Taehyung knew how important this was to Jungkook and that didn't seem to matter and it just- he was so frustrated. He really didn't want to be. He tried not to be but... he needed to speak his feelings.

Taehyung kept quiet as he didn't want to anger Jungkook. Jungkook was right about the rule he made but at the moment he was doing everything for himself. It was selfish but Taehyung couldn't help but want this little secret to be his little secret just for a teeny tiny bit. Although the secret was not little- and he realized that not telling Jungkook really did mess with Jungkook. "I'm sorry okay? I- I wasn't thinking about your feelings at the moment-"

"That's the thing Taehyung! You don't think about my feelings! I am trying to understand everything about you. I understood why you didn't want to mate and I understood why you didn't want a pup. I was willing to take those pills for you and move to the city just so I could be with you- and... and you rejected me. You rejected me not once but twice! You left me to die! You don't think that messes with me sometimes when we get into arguments?! You leave me whenever things get bad and- and I get so scared to the point that I feel like I can't be honest with you almost half of the time."

That was it- Jungkook was pouring his feelings out just like that. Everything he was holding in just poured out at that moment. "I know I messed up getting a mate but what did you expect me to do? Everyone was mating and I was alone. I had no hope for my mate to come around. I searched for you from the moment I turned sixteen and you never came around! I know I should have waited longer but I couldn't. I feel like you hold that over my head all the fucking time and I can't keep saying I'm sorry! I'm sorry that I wasn't patient enough but you were the one who rejected me first."

"Then you rejected me again! without thinking about the consequences which led me to my death bed! I- I promise you I'm trying to understand everything and I am blaming myself for most things but this- Taehyung... what you held from me hurts me. It hurts me! The pup growing inside you right now is our pup. We made that pup inside you Taehyung... and with that- I deserved to know the moment you found out. I deserved to know the moment you decided to get checked. I deserved to know! but... you never said anything and I had to hear it from Mingyu and confirm it with Jimin... and I can't help but despise you for that. I don't want to but... god Taehyung... why?"

Taehyung was speechless at the words Jungkook spoke to him. Not only did he have tears flowing but he swore he could hear his heart breaking from seeing how hurt Jungkook was. The tears streaming down his cheek as he looked at him with confusion. Taehyung didn't even consider all the things he did to Jungkook. He did this and that and never once did Jungkook hold that on him but Taehyung held things over Jungkook-

It hurt the most to know that Jungkook despised him but honestly he deserved that right? He felt like the wost mate in the world as he watched Jungkook wipe away his tears. Anytime Taehyung opened his mouth, nothing came out as he didn't know what to say to Jungkook. It took a minute to actually find something to say. "Jungkook... I'm so sorry I put you through those things and I'm so sorry I made you not feel comfortable telling me things- I thought-"

Taehyung shook his head. "You do so much for me... and I take it all for granted. I'm very hardheaded and you know that- but that's not the point. I didn't put your feelings into consideration because I thought they didn't matter- at the time at least. When I was seconds away from being stabbed- I instantly regretted not telling you that I am pregnant with your pup." Taehyung sniffled as Jungkook got closer to him.

"Everything about this new life scares the living hell out of me. I've only been living this life for how many months and now look at me... I'm pregnant with your pup and that's not a bad thing whatsoever because... I love you and I love this unborn pup growing inside of me. I thought about aborting the pup but everything in the past few hours changed. I don't see a life without you or without this pup." Taehyung reached his hand out for Jungkook in which he grabbed and sat down.

"My future is you and this pup. No matter how hard we have to fight for our safety and our pup's safety. I won't ever leave you Jeon Jungkook because you're my lifeline. I will think about your feelings from now on and I will love and appreciate you even after death. I can't say how sorry I am that I took the experience away from you but I hope you can find it somewhere in your heart to forgive me or grow to forgive me or just- just don't... don't hate me."

Jungkook looked at the floor for a moment before he looked at Taehyung with his tongue poking the corner of his lip. Scratching his cheek a bit before he was climbing into bed. "Even if I wanted... I could never hate you." Jungkook mumbled into Taehyung's shoulder. "What you could do is... tell me everything you know about our pup now and decide with me about what we both want for our pup. Then..." Jungkook breathed out shakily. "Then we can move and grow from this. Okay?"

Taehyung wiped away Jungkook's tears while leaning in to kiss his cheek. "Okay." He smiled a bit at Jungkook who rested his head on Taehyung's shoulder. "So about nine weeks now? I think... yeah, roughly nine weeks. Uh... we conceived our baby when we mated each other... which I thought was not possible but... this baby proved me wrong." Jungkook couldn't help but laugh at that. Though it was a little hoarse. Placing his hand on Taehyung's stomach, Taehyung hummed.

"I should be showing but I think my mom... Youra... I think she has something to do with the missing bump. The sentinel who checked if I was pregnant couldn't find the pup at first because it was so well hidden- and so she got out this book or something and apparently I have a uh... a hidden pregnancy so... I'm sorry if you wanted a huge belly thing." Taehyung gulped.

Jungkook could only smile at the information he was being told. At the moment, Taehyung was holding his pup within him. In months he would meet his son or daughter and everything that he was pissed about totally flew out the window because honestly, he could never be mad at Taehyung for so long. Even though it was just minutes- he couldn't. "I don't care about that. As long as our pup is healthy and so are you, then I'm okay with everything. I love you Taehyung."

Taehyung rested his head on top of Jungkook's head as he then placed his hand over Jungkook's hand that was resting on his belly. At that exact moment, everything was perfect. Well- for a few seconds but let's not ruin that.