♦Alpha Adrian♦

I stood morosely contemplating at the bright night sky. My dull and tired eyes stared widely at the magnificent Lord Moon. Shining so far, yet it felt so close. Taking in a deep breath in peaceful surrounding, I soak in the soothing moon rays showering on me. My pupils slowly blink close, and my lips streched in a smile, as her pretty face appeared infront of me. All the lovely memories started flooding, and I just stayed still reliving them.

"You're bleeding," Her soft voice reach me. I feel her long fingers delicately graze my nape and from there it run towards my scalp as if searching for something. As I hear her gasp, I snuggle more into her lap~

I start tracing my palm from her milky bare back to her long sexy nape. She kept sucking on my lips, and I bite on her lower lip a lil harder resulting her to moan inside my mouth. I could feel her smile on my lips~

I bite on my lower lip remembering the taste of her delicious mouth.

"I won't leave you. Ever."
Hearing me, she turned her head up to look at me. Her nose and cheeks had turned red and eyes were bloodshot. My hand lift up and wiped off tears from her cheeks. Her glossy eyes never left mine.
"I- I'm," her voice broke as she tried to speak. "I am falling in love with you."

Tears started to collect in my eyes, as I remembered the moment she confessed her feelings. She was falling in love with me, and the fact, she was crying her heart out so fucking badly, told clearly how much she was ashamed of feeling that way. I felt disgusted with myself. It was written all over her face how much she regretted falling for me, as if it was some heinous crime she committed.

'Are we that bad?' Zedd questioned.

More tears collected in my eyes & I had no power to open them. I fucking wanted them to go back! It was breaking me inside.

I didn't know how to function after watching her confess her love in that way. She was ashamed of it, and it made me feel worst type of angry.

That morning, before I felt her wake up, I left the house and made myself busy with all the pending works at the office. But, my people being so efficient in their jobs, I didn't have much left to do when Harry already had taken care of most of it. I went to the plants & checked the working process and ended up firing few supervisors for having no records. What do I even fucking pay them for?

Harry dragged me back at the office before I kicked everyone out.

It was night. I almost decided to go home, to my mate. I promised her I'll be back, but I couldn't take a step when her crying face flashed infront of my eyes. It wasn't anybody's fault, yet it brought the anger back. So angry, that I lost my mind thinking about it again and again. I broke my office desk, and it only got me more angry for the fact, it was bloody expensive. I left the place, and ran into the jungle. To keep myself from more damages and to find some peace, and a way to deal with it.

How the fuck am I supposed to deal with her not loving me like I love her? What the fuck is so complicated to love me? Am not a fucking monster!

Opening my eyes, I glared at the shining Lord. Tears started pouring down my cheeks like a fountain. I wiped them off but they don't stop.

The more I stared at the Lord Moon the more I was infuriated. It was all his doing afterall.

"What's your problem with me, hn? Why do you fucking hate me so much? What did I do so wrong? What?!" I screamed at the Lord Moon with so much hatred and pain in my voice.

"Why can't I have a happy family? Why did you not make her a werewolf? Why doesn't she love me like every bloody mates are supposed to?!" I wipe all the disgusting tears off my face and scream with pain but no response.

I stared for an answer. I'm not going anyfuckingwhere without an answer today.

"Am I that bad?" I question disgusted with myself as her crying face crossed my mind. "Am I not worthy of her? Do I not deserve her love?" I stare hoplessly waiting for some response. "Why can't she let herself to love me? WHY DOES SHE NOT ACCEPT ME? FUCKING, WHY??" I screamed my lungs out.

Staring at the Lord Moon with so much disappointment and pain within, a screeching houl escaped me. Birds on the trees sleeping peacefully in the forest trees, flew away flapping their wings, being scared. My throat felt dry but I cried louder again.

The pain felt like flowing in my veins, so deep that it made me houl louder than ever.

Defeated, I fall on my knees with a thud. Holding my head, I cursed myself for everything. It was foolish. I was foolish for dreaming about a future.

I shut my eyes and sighed deeply to calm myself, but it didn't seem to work. That's when without any second thoughts, my hand fisted and flung in the huge rock beside me. It made a loud cracking noise. My fang grew out & my eyes turned to golden looking at the blood stain on the crack in the rock.

The sharp pain in my muscles & sting of wound made me only crazier and I punched again and again until I started bleeding.

"Fuck!" I cursed as the pain intensified.

My knuckles felt as if had broken but it calmed me with the urge to kill someone, more precisely the animals. My eyes and fangs turned back to normal.

I looked at the stone stained with blood then at my fucked up hand. I licked the blood off my knuckles and the saliva started healing the wound, immediately. I stared at my hand as it healed in seconds.

"Why didn't you give me the powers to heal this breaking heart?" I question again glaring at the Lord moon.

Not understanding what to do, I sit, and lay down on the ground like a stray human with no home.

I felt so helpless for the first time in all these years. My only companion in this misery, the Lord moon. I just stare at him for a long time. I was exhausted. I shut my tired orbs and just breath in sinc with crickets singing in the background.

I woke up when Dibby tried to mindlink me. I was aware, I wasn't in a state to have any polite conversation but the thought of getting some news about what Diya was doing got me want to connect automatically, and immediately.

'She must be missing us.' Zedd said excitedly.

'Alpha!' Dibby's tensed voice made me sit up, alarmed.

'Dibby! How is Diya? Did she eat something? Everything is alright there? You're taking care of her, right?'

I realised, I was only asking and not letting him speak. So, I hault, and wait for his response. But, something about his silence was shouting caution.

'Speak up, Dibby. Will you?'

I stood up and ran a hand in my hair, frustrated.

'Luna fainted.' His voice tensed and scared.

'What?! How?' Images to Diya fainting started to form infront of my eyes and I was already restless. I tried not to loss my mind. I needed to know what exactly happened before getting into action.

I asked Dibby as calmly as I could to tell me all of that happened there. He explained everything briefly. Also, the fact how Alaya asked him to not tell me anything, because it was full moon next day. According to her, it was better if I stay away. His tensed voice could tell how anxious he was.

'I am coming.' I assured and cut the mind link.

'It's all our fault. We should never have left her alone. Our mate isn't fine. What the fuck are we even doing here?' Zedd blamed.

I was on the top of the peak in the jungle, so far from everyone. If only, I was there nothing would have happened.

Zedd was fuming, and more than just worried after coming to know everything. I shifted into my wolf form, and speed to where my soul was.

'I don't know what in the fucking hell was I expecting when I allowed Alaya to go have dinner with Diya.' Zedd spoke up in anger when we were half way.

'I shouldn't have agreed with you. Your plans are only dumb like you. I had to know better, something like this would only happen.' I blamed in anger.

'Your the fucking dumb here! If you wouldn't have ran away from her like a fucking moron nothing would have happened!' His words stung deep.

'Yeah, now everything is my fucking fault!' I wanted to break my own wolfs neck. That's stupid, but I really wanted to.

'Lord moon must be disappointed with us after watching this. He blessed us with her and what the fuck are we doing to her?' Zedd stated as uf he was the only thoughtful wolf.

Yet again, I felt disgusted with myself, as I didn't keep my word. I told her, I'll get back to her by night.

'Will she start hating us now?' I asked him feeling ashamed of myself.

He never answered.

Restless, I ran like crazy to reach her as soon as I could. I was out of breath, but I didn't care. The need to see her was making me run faster than ever.

My heartbeats accelerated as memories of her appeared infront of my eyes. It only made me long for her deeply.

'Lets hope, she doesn't kick, and throw us outside.' I smiled to myself at his thought. What Zedd said was very well possible.

'Lets hope, she's not very mad.' I prayed.

'She's gonna be more than just mad, all thanks to you.'

Finally, the bunglow came into sight, and I took a sigh of relief. It felt like I was running since ages. I stepped inside the house, and her sweet intoxicating scent filled my senses. It didn't fail to make me lose my mind for a second. I couldn't understand what was happening but I knew exactly why it was happening.

Full moon.

Fuck me, now.

I was breathing heavily and my heart pounding madly like it'd blast. No, not because of the run, it was different. I felt like I'd die without her.

I entered the gate and speed walked inside. Dibby came running to me, as I step inside and shifted into human form taking my controls back.

"Alpha," he greeted, as I stood stark naked. "Luna is burning with fever but won't take medicines." He briefed, worriedly.

And, suddenly everything goes silent. I heard her low groan in pain. Something inside me felt like twisting, and my eyes changed its colour to golden. I tried to change them back to normal but it seemed like impossible. Zedd was getting crazily impatient to see her, so was I.

"I'll look after it from here. You may go."

Without sparing no glance at Dibby, I speed upstairs heading towards my room, where she was.

The more I got closer to her the more I felt myself not being able to breathe without her infront of my sight. Her scent was getting stronger, hitting my nostrils as if hitting my soul bringing back the irrelevant yearn to mark her. Make her officially mine that she was.

My mate. She's mine, if she understands or not, she's mine and always will be!

I shook my head trying to shake off the illicit feeling. It was useless though.

'Fuck, this! It's gonna be hard!' I cursed, as I realised what the yearning of heat felt like.

'Really hard.' Zedd said it in a sultry tone. I smirked internally, as I realised what he meant. Dirty wolf!

The most challenging that was going to be was handling my sick ass wolf, and my own damn burning desires at the same time.

My sight fell low & realisation hit me like a truck.

'Clothes! You're naked. You'll give her a heart attack appearing like that, stupid ass!'

I facepalm and sighed to myself. Just another cons of having a human mate. Ugh!

Annoyed, I run downstrairs to the fresh laundry. I grab the first pair that came to my sight and practically throw myself into them.

'You need a shower, you stink like a rotten pig!' Zedd commented patiently.

Hearing him in my head made me want to kill myself. Fucking moron was right!

'Why could you not say it all together?!'

I take a quick shower and once again throw myself into another pair of clothes.

A crisp black pants and a black shirt this time. A smirk appeared on my lips as I stare at myself. Sexy. I wink at myself in the mirror running my fingers into my soft and shiny hair. They smell like heaven now!

Damn, I look so hot! If she doesn't love me now, then she's blink and also stupid!

Without wasting anymore moment, I run back, and take in a deep breath before pushing the door open.

One again, everything goes pin drop silent. Voices of her soft and lazy shifting in bed reached my ears. My hand lingers on the door knob, and my heart beat palpitated wildly. My hold on the knob got tighter, as her juicy lips came infront on my eyes. Sucking in my lower lip, I bite on it hard to keep myself together. All of a sudden, I grew impatient with the need to kiss her damn lips. Her damn lips!

Fuck! Stop!

I scold myself. But no use, I was only imagining on biting on her lustrous pink lips badly.

I hope one day she burn the same way! I was mad! Ugh.

Again, I heard sounds of her shifting in bed. It made my heart drop and I take in a deep breath.

It was making me push towards a worst craving. I was growing with the bad need. Uncontrollable need. Need of her. I needed her. Badly.

Taking in a deep breath, I finally twist the door knob, but couldn't push the door open. I didn't know what I'd do if I see her. I knew my patience was on the verges of breaking.

I listen to her stop shifting in bed, as if alarmed. Her heart beats raced, gradually. I instantly realised, she was awake. She slowly bit on the inside of her lips, and gulped.

I could hear her every tiny move. For the first time, I was so grateful of the fact, that I had powers to listen to every micro noise she made.

I grinned, astonished.

She gulped again, as she rubs her feet together inside the blanket. Is she trying to act like sleeping?

I could listen to the sound of her nibbling on her own lower lip and suck on it while not moving at all. I didn't need to see her to tell her she was wide awake. She was clearly trying to pretend like sleeping. She knew about my presence. I could feel it so hard. For some reason it was amusing me.

I grin widely smelling her arousal.

Okay, now what is happening to you dear mate?

'Is she trynna fool us?' Zedd questions.

'Well, whatever she's trynna do. The game's on.' I said feeling adrenaline rush through me, forgetting everything that I was thinking earlier.

I push open the door. The very first sight, her blanket hiding her body till her cheeks. Damn, that curvy waist of hers, hidden under the blanket almost made me want to grope her and never let go. I needed her in my arms so badly, I couldn't control myself. Not that I wanted to.

My naked feet stroll towards the bed. With every step, I could hear her heart beating faster. Her straight and shiny hair were all around her pillow, I push them aside making sure they don't come in my way and sit down. She gulped, as I sit near her dipping the edge of bed. She was hiding her face in a pillow and her back towards me. She was pretending hard to not show she's awake.

I pull her blanket a little lower, carefully. Her sexy long neck revealed. Unable to control, I dip lower inhaling deeply like a psychopath.

"Hey, mate." I whispered in her neck.

"Fuck off, Adrian" She responds in a venomous tone. Uff, butterflies erupted in my tummy.

'I would rather fuck you.' Zedd confessed.

I smirked.

"What if I don't, Diya?"

I push my tongue on her neck and lick all the way to her to her earlobe, and bite there on her soft smooth skin.

She moans deeply, encouraging me. Her sweet smell of arousal makes my mind go crazy.

Turning towards me, she glared realising now that she's supposed to act mad. I look in her honey orbs, holding her fierce gaze. With that steamy stare game, I try hard to not pounce on her already. It seemed impossible. Her orbs held a different emotion. She was mad but it wasn't just anger. I couldn't pin point it exactly.

I noticed her cheeks & nose were red, and her lips and eyes swollen. Instead of feeling guilty for the fact that she had been crying, it made me want to bite on those already swollen lips. Taste them.

My hand lifts up to graze her lower lip & she yanks it off hard, before even I could touch her. Nice.

I run a hand in my silky hair as a grin of satisfaction spreads on my lips seeing her reaction. Unknowingly, she was somewhere excited and happy seeing me. Although, I could see how much angry she was. It was turning her cheeks hot.

She was fuming in anger sending death glares, but I was mad too. So we were equal.

Suddenly, she grabbed the blanket and wiped her neck just where I licked, as if something disgusting was sticked on her skin.

'Seriously?' Zedd was offended. So was I!

Don't know what came into me, and I climbed her. Grabbing her arms on the side, I dip in her neck sucking and biting on it hard.

"Adrian!"

My name lingers on her lips in a breathy moan, and her head falls back giving me more room to taste her delicious pulsating nerves. I had any last straw of control broken now.

Just when I thought I was the one in control, she twist her arms off my grip, and grabbed my hair pulling me off her skin.

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UPDATE!!!

Omg cliffhanger again! Damn am getting so good at this!

AHHH My Alpha is back! God it felt like ages to me! I missed this sexy ass man so much!

I know i know. I took forever! But, am so sorry, my cuties mutie pie! I was really caught up with personal stuffs, and all the festivals and the vacations going on here. It made the update delay this long.

Good news! I have the next update already written down in my draft. So i want each & everyone who liked reading it, vote & comment to boost my energy for me to edit it asap. Then i can update it soon.

Warning: next update will include mature content. Purely, 17+!

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