Hey guys! It's been a LONG couple of months. :( I'm not going to make any excuses. Honestly, there is none. I haven't updated in exactly two months. Although there are no excuses, there's a few reasons that have to be considered. 

1. There's this thing called writers block that's been killing me. From the start, I didn't know where any of my stories were going. I just wrote and uploaded as I went along, and I wasn't on a schedule. I think it's because of the fact that I was walking forward blindfolded that there have been MANY times were I just couldn't write A SINGLE damn sentence that just felt right to me. My creative juices were simply not flowing.

I am really sorry to anyone who was at least somewhat interested in my stories. To be honest, I don't know if anyone reads every chapter. I could be writing this for absolutely no one to see. But if there IS someone who continued reading to this point, thank you for giving me a chance, even though I've left you high and dry. And even if no one will read this, I'm also doing this for me. I need to leave it out there that I really don't know what I'm doing from this point on. 

I don't even know if this story will continue. But this story has a special place in my heart and discontinuing it from this point is my last option. I truly don't want this to end. I'm going to try my damned hardest to take the time to sit down, collect my thoughts and see where I can take this story. So once again, I am sorry to you all. 

Now to the second reason I have been dead silent 2: School has started back up and I have been trying to get into the swing of things. It's not that big of an excuse since I'm not in college or anything. I'm pretty sure none of you know that I've just started high school. But yeah, that happend. So my schedule's no where near as busy as it's gonna be Junior and Senior year. But I've just been trying to get use to a new school and all, and from what I've experienced it's not too hard.

Anyways, I don't want to drag this on too long so I'll leave it at that. In the next week or so I'm going to sit down and collect my thoughts because this story is not stopping if I can do something about it. I can tell you one thing: writer's block is a B I T C H. 

I hope whoever is reading this understands where I'm coming from, because we all know I'm no freaking author here. And a warning in advance: I'm most likely going to post the next chapter BEFORE I get my life together so it might be a little short and vague. 

Please bare with me because I never want to be radio silent for so long again. I'm going to try, I can tell you that much.

Whoever you are that's STILL reading, I appreciate you SO much. Thanks for reading until the end of this excuse filled apology ;) 

-MWAH<3