A/N y'all can choose anyone for this, so it's your choice at the end.
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I knew the minute I injected myself I would regret it, and I do. The fear landscape is never an easy thing for me, but for some reason my fears have changed a lot over the past couple of days, except for a few and I needed to see what would happen.

First One, here we go. I was in a corner of a room, and unable to move. I felt eerie,  like I just walked through spiderwebs, Oh god no, of course my fears were always obvious as hundreds of hundreds of spiders began to crawl around and on me. I could feel the thousands and thousand of legs moving, the thousands and thousands of eyes watching, and the thousands and thousand of bites engulfing my skin. I cried out, but no one could hear me, and I couldn't move. Eventually I gave in, and let the poison kill me. Except I wasn't dead, just moved onto the next fear.

I was standing in a bustling crowd, being pushed and pulled throughout a city. "Excuse me?" I said but no one answered. I tried to tap a guy on the shoulder, "You, excuse me?" Ignored again. I tried something desperate this time, in my loudest voice substrates yelling alarming words like I was taught to do, "HELP! FIRE! KIDNAPPER! RAPE! HELP!" After yelling at the tops of my lungs still no one heard me. That's when I realized what I was facing: being alone. I was a social person, and not being able to have a conversation with someone, not being able for someone to see me when I need them too, or just being isolated was a nightmare. I was trapped, and my throat started to close up, fight it, fight it, fight it. I chanted but couldn't, and fell to the ground.

It didn't take me long to figure out the next fear: Heights. Or Falling From them. I was perfectly fine with being up high, but the phrase, "Dont't look down," strictly applied. I stood on the edge of a cliff, and tried to step back, but it wasnt my decision. I was pushed. I was falling. I was falling too hard for me to even remember that this was fake, a simulation. I screamed. Then the light turned back on, and I was blinded for a moment as arms wrapped themselves around me.

"Oh, Y/N, what were you doing?" My boy/girlfriend(choose one of the boys, or girls if you want) was hugging me tightly.

"Just, testing myself. I like to get better at what I do, and you only do that by practicing."

"You're gonna drive yourself crazy!" They exclaimed.

"Not with you here i won't!" And pecked their cheek.

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Guys, should i continue this? I haven't updated in a couple months and kinda want to, but don't have a lot of time. Comment below if I should continue.