When lunch comes, I get even more nervous. You could say that I am a nervous wreck. I am not a nervous wreck...

I AM FREAKING OUT!

Everybody that I tell about my "problem", think of me of a loser and outcast me.

I walk to the lunch room and I see Christina waving me over to her.

I walk over to her and we walk to the lunch line.

"Have you tried Dauntless cake?"

"Dauntless what?"

Christina looks at me like I am stupid.

"What?" I say.

"You have never had Dauntless cake?"

"No. Why?"

"Just. Eat Dauntless cake and you will no why."

We get our food and I can feel my heart beating fast. its not because of meeting new people...

I'm anorexic.