George and I are on the bed once again fully naked and I put my naked leg across the body of George. I desperately want to have it fast but with the experience so far I am having with George, I understood it is not going to be so.

"Last time you promised to me to say about your experiences this time." I said while looking into his face with a smile on my lips. In fact I don't remember whether he made a promise like that or not before.

"I don't remember that I made any such promise to you." he said while trying to remember.

"You did" with a convincing tone I am saying. "Anyhow you have made me tell all about mine. You cannot escape without telling about yours to me." With a stubborn look in my face I said.

"My experiences are not that much interesting to hear. Better you don't hear."

"Nothing doing." I am still stubborn and put my both hands around his neck. "You must tell. I am not going to leave you without telling me about those experiences."

"Alright then. My both parents were expired while I was just a small child, six or seven years old. I have grown up in an orphanage."

I don't like that. His experiences have started with a very sorrowful note. Did I do a mistake by asking him to tell me about his experiences? Now I cannot ask him to stop.

"I remember I said to you I did it to three women. Women aged seventeen years, thirty years and fifty years. The invitation has come from the women's side. The initiative was from the women's side."

"You were such handsome then also as you are now?" looking into his eyes I am asking him. "Might be. Otherwise why women did choose you like that?"

"Are you thinking I am handsome Dazzle? I never have considered myself so."

"You are indeed George. Your handsome figure is also one of the reasons for my picking you up."

George kissed on my both cheeks.

"Go on with your telling. I am so desperate to hear." While stopping him with my hands I said.

"There was a girl studying in my school cum college. She used to spend most of her time with me. She provided all the necessities to me. On one day she invited me to her home. I went. I was just fifteen years aged and she was seventeen I think. She asked me to do that."

"My god! You did it to her then?" I am shocked on hearing that. Automatically I am remembering my experience with Nathaniel.

"I did not know fully what it was and how to do it. I felt lot of disgust when she explained how to do that. I did not agree to do that to her then."

"What happened next?" crooning myself more and more into him I asked.

"She said that she would stop all the help she was providing to me if I don't do that to her. So I have to oblige. I did that to her what she wanted to be done by me."

"How you have felt while you were doing that and after it?" I am feeling thrill to hear his answer.

"I must tell you the truth Dazzle. I enjoyed it fully. It was not bad as I have thought about it." he hissed out heavily.

"The next experience happened while I was studying in the degree college. She was my lecturer aged thirty years or so. She used to show lot of interest in me. Providing me the necessary help whenever I want like explaining the lessons I cannot understand by taking extra time."

"By then you might have understood her intention because of your first experience."

"Exactly! But the problem was she was married. On one day she took me to her home and fallen on me kissing all over my face."

"My god! How you have encountered all that?" I burst into laughter.

"In other circumstances I might have agreed to her desire. But as she was already married, I don't want to touch her. I clearly made my intention known to her."

"What she said then?" interest picked in me for listening the rest.

"She was not at all in a mood to hear me. She said her husband was an impotent and begged me to do that to her. Only for once and last. In fact her touch like that aroused me already. So I did it to her. For the first and last time to her. I cut off all my connections with her later on. I have stopped taking any sort of help from her. She tried to continue as usual with me but I did not yield to her pressure at all."

"You are having a sort of character." I said admiringly.

"The third time is horrible. After graduation I have to join in a shop for work. I have to go to the shop owner's home also to help him sometimes. On one day he said while he was taking me to his home that to hear whatever his wife would ask on that day. I thought that it might be some sort of work in that house. After we reached into his home he left me in that and went out. Then his wife asked me to do that. She was probably fifty years old and might have taken a bath one month back. I was shocked and said a firm 'no'.

'Did not my husband tell you to do whatever I am going to ask you to do?' she angrily asked me.

'I did not think that you do ask this.' I was also angry. I just could not bear the thought of copulation with her.

'Then you are not going to get your wages. Moreover I do call all the people around and tell them that you tried to rape me.'

"My god! How horrible!" I am feeling pity on George. "What you did then?"

"What else? I have to do that to her." there is disgust in his face now also.

"Have you enjoyed that with her also?"

"Not as much as the first two. But I have enjoyed it to some extent."

"Have you done that to her afterwards?"

"That was the first and last time with her also. After taking the wages I resigned my job with him and went away from there."

"So for the next two women it was only a one time experience to you."

"Yes, you are right."

'You have done it more than one occasion with the first girl."

"I must say I have enjoyed it a lot also with her. She was a beautiful girl too."

"Wonderful!" I exclaimed.

"In fact the relationship between us continued for a long time, until she married." He hissed out heavily.

"My god! What would have happened if she became pregnant?"

"I cannot say now. But nothing that sort happened."

"You have gained lot of experience in it in your childhood itself."

"I must say you are right." He nodded his head.

"Only those three women in your life." Looking inquiringly into his eyes I asked.

"Yes, only those three."

'Just like me.' I am thinking. I am having three men in my life. Nathaniel, Chuck and George. George has four women including me after those three.

"Tell me one thing George. Even after leading a lonely life for a long time why did not you prefer to have a family life? Have you never thought to have company? Like wife, son and daughter?"

"No, I always liked to lead a lonely life."

"Why George? Why it is so? Generally people who lead lives like you desperately want to have family."

George is not saying anything. But it appears that he is thinking something.

"Tell me George. Is there something behind your decision?" hugging him strongly I asked him.

"Fear of loss Dazzle." He said with a small voice. "It is fear of loss."

"What is that fear of loss?" I just cannot understand what he is talking.

"Both of my parents looked after me so well while they were alive. I enjoyed a lot with them. They loved me a lot and I loved them a lot. Even it was all happened at my very childhood I remembered that all very well." After a little pause he said again. "Then my both parents were died in an accident."

"I am terribly sorry." I am really feeling very bad on hearing that.

"Then the fear of loss started in me. I always think it is better not to have warm and sweet relationship rather than losing it and worrying later. I thought it is better not to have a family rather than losing any of them and worrying."

"How foolish! I can say that you are thinking very foolishly. If everyone thinks like you there is no world on this day."

"You may be right. I just cannot change myself."

"I am going to change you George. I am going to change you thoroughly in that regard." Kissing all over his face again I said.

Now without a warning George hugged me again and I am enjoying it all over in the usual way.

***

"You are listening only to my voice. Nothing else. Your body and mind completely oblige whatever I say."

Viola is hypnotizing me again. I am feeling her voice so smooth and so good. Viola is indeed a great hypnotist.

"There is no anxiety in you. You are feeling completely relaxed. Completely happy."

I don't know what is the magic in it but I am really feeling completely relaxed and happy.

"You are feeling sleepy. Your eyelids are becoming more and more heavier. You are going into trance. My voice does have control on you. Whatever I do say go straight to your subconscious."

Viola is still saying something but consciously I cannot understand what she is talking. But I know whatever she is saying going straight into my subconscious.

"Oh, you woke up!" when I have waken up I found Menaka sitting in the chair near to my bed.

"Where is Viola? She is hypnotizing me and programming me." Looking for Viola around I said.

"By the time I came here she finished programming you. She said that she would come here again."

"I am feeling so happy and relaxed now. Viola is indeed a very skilled hypnotist."

"She is. Yes." Menaka nodded her head. "I am also having good experience in hypnotism. I hypnotized people before."

"Is it is so?" I asked her surprisingly. "You are not a psychologist. Then how you have learnt hypnotism?'

"There is no rule that only psychologists should learn hypnotism. Whoever having interest in hypnotism can learn that."

"I see." I nodded my head.

"If you give me a chance I do hypnotize you and show you how much skillful I am in hypnotizing."

"In future I sure do give you a chance to hypnotize me." I smiled and said.

My eyes became wide with happiness while Williams is entering into our room.

"Welcome brother. You have come into my room after a very long time."

"I always want to come into your room but feel fear that you may think I am disturbing you."

"Hundred percent absurd! How do I think like that? You know very well that I enjoy your company a lot." I said with little angrily.

"I am sorry." He is saying. "I know your mentality. Anyhow how you are feeling now a day."

"Very nice." I produced a cool smile. "No odd experiences so far in the last one or two days."

(..........to be continued)

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