"Yes you are right." I closed my eyes and even then also I am remembering my dad. I am remembering how I clung to his neck and kissing on his cheek even until his death. He always patted me quite affectionately on my shoulder. Many a time I used to slid beside him on the bed for that warmth and affection just as I used to do while I was a small child.

"You are a big girl now Dazzle. It is not better...." I never can understand my aunt's words.

"Dazzle is always a small child to me." My dad used to say.

George's touch beside me is creating burning desire in me again. But I don't want it that soon again. It seems that George is also thinking in the same way.

"A woman is a must in a man's life." I am saying. "So I have heard. Sexual urge in men is more ferocious than in women, I heard."

"You are absolutely right Dazzle." He is smiling again.

"Then what is the surprise if there is another woman in my dad's life after my mom's death? He was quite young by the time my mom died George."

George sighed heavily. "I cannot say anything about that Dazzle. There was a chance of course for it." after a pause he is saying again. "But ....still....my consciousness is not agreeing with it." how the transformation has come in him I cannot say but he is little changed in his opinion in that regard.

"Then whatever my aunt said about a woman in my dad's life can be true." I am thinking in myself remembering the words of my aunt.

"There is a chance of course."

"Then whatever that Nova's late husband said also is true.' Now I am looking into his face as if I want his opinion on that.

"That I don't agree at all Dazzle. I never believe in ghosts or spirits." His voice is firm and there is a determined expression on his face.

"Then how did he come to know about that and tell it like that?" trying to remember what exactly I have heard through Nova's late husband I said.

"It is not Nova's late husband you have talked with, it is Nova only."

"Alright. I agree it is Nova only. But how could she come to know ........." I am troubling myself in thinking about that. Are there really no ghosts or spirits?

"Just coincidental. Nothing more than that." His voice is with the same firmness and the determined expression on his face is intact.

Suddenly he took my face into both of his hands and put his lips straight on my mouth suffocating me momentarily. He slowly took my inner lip into his mouth and started chewing it gently. Even it is painful I am enjoying it thoroughly.

"What about those two men before in your life Dazzle." George is now asking me after leaving my lip. "Did you enjoy sex as much as you have enjoyed it with me?"

"Should we talk about them George?" I am feeling uncomfortable as George is talking like that. I don't want at all to remember them at this happy moment.

"I just cannot analyze why but I want to know." He is looking into my face.

"How did you come to know that there are two men before in my life George?" I am asking George. "I don't remember that I have talked anything like that with you."

"We have talked a lot in between ourselves Dazzle. You said their names also. Nathaniel and Chuck."

I am still thinking whether to tell about them to George or not. Why George is particularly wants to know about them?

"Tell me about them Dazzle. I want to know about them."

"Alright then." I hissed out heavily and started saying. "Nathaniel was just a boy. He started doing it to me while I was just twelve years or so old. I did not become a woman by then. He was fifteen years or so old. I cannot say his age exactly."

He is listening whatever I am saying without any particular expression on his face.

"I must say that first time was wonderful. It made me sort of addicted to it. We got it many a time together. The most surprising thing in it is, he was experienced in that by then itself."

I paused observing the face of George carefully and there is no particular expression in it.

"Go on." With a pleasant smile on his lips George said. It seems George is enjoying whatever I am saying to him.

"The other surprising thing in this is, he did that to Viola also. However many times he had it with her I don't know but he did it to her too."

"What is the surprise in it? He lured her in the same way as he lured you into that." There is the same small smile on his lips.

"How you have deduced that it was Nathaniel lured me into that?" I asked him surprisingly. "Surely I did not say so to you at any time."

"Bastards like him have such type of a talent. I can guess that."

"Except for the last time we have got that only in our store room. Every time it was pleasurable and memorable! And the last time, we have got it on the cozy bed in our bedroom. I was a woman by then and it was a full-fledged thing. How much aged he was then I cannot say."

"Then he died in a motor accident." George suddenly said.

"You too know about that!" I am feeling surprise.

"It was the second year or so of me after I joined in your conglomerate Dazzle. Yes, I know about it. Your both families were quite intimated with each other. Your father and I both went to take his dead body to home. His body has become so horrible in that accident. I still can remember........"

"Oh, George. Please don't tell me." My mood changed instantly. I still can remember the day of Nathaniel's death. The news itself created in me lot of fear and I could not dare to see his dead body.

"What about the other guy? What's his full name? I think you said it as Chuck...." Changing the subject George asked me.

"Chuck Watson. George, should we talk about him also?" I am feeling quite uneasy after remembering Nathaniel's death.

"Please. For me." There is a pleading expression in his face and I just cannot understand for what really he wants to listen all this!

"I must say I enjoyed sex with him also George. He is an expert in it. In fact only for that pleasure I clung to him. Even there is no love like thing between us, I wanted to marry him also as he was so desperate to marry me."

"Were you both in good terms until his death?"

"No. In the meanwhile I came to know that he was married. After I knew about it I severed all my connections with him."

"Why so? It is only sex that you wanted from him all the time."

George's asking me like that irked me. "I just could not stand him once I knew about that. I don't want to have it from a married man. Moreover...." After pausing a moment I am saying again "I could not bear the feeling he cheated me."

"Why that much feeling? You were with him only for that" there is a frown on his face.

"Even there was no love like feeling, I want to marry him also" I am terribly feeling irritation and hissed out.

"Then he died with a heart attack." The frown is cleared on George's forehead and he is looking into my face.

"Yes he died with a heart attack. But by the time of his death there was no connection whatsoever with him to me. I never either sentimentally or emotionally attached to him. I felt so bad about the death of Nathaniel's. But Chuck's death did not evoke any feeling in me."

"Anyhow you enjoyed sex thoroughly with him also." With a meaningful look in his face George said.

"Yes, I have enjoyed it with him as much as I am enjoying it with you." While looking into his face I am asking him "Are you feeling different now?"

Without answering my question he got on to me fully and realizing his intention I cooperated with him without any reservation. This time it is even more ferocious and demanding on his side and I understood what really made him so.

"Why you are thinking I do feel different?" knitting his brows together he asked me. Still we are on side by side on the bed relaxing ourselves after that heavy acrobat. Neither of us is bothering to get up and dress ourselves. The nakedness like that with him is giving me a sort of pleasure.

"I praised them....."

"Its alright dear. Every person does have his own capacity and skill in doing it." Hissing out heavily he is saying. "I am feeling sad that they both died like that."

"You need not. I am not feeling like that for either of them."

"What about Nathaniel? Would you have married him if he is alive on this day?"

"Oh, my god!" I sighed heavily. "It was only for pleasure. There would be no love whatsoever in between us both even he is alive on this day."

"I am glad hearing it." George got off from the bed and started dressing himself.

"After Chuck's death........." George turned towards me while I am saying that. "His wife phoned to me."

"What?" George knitted his brows together. "Why did she phone to you?"

"She wanted to know if I am feeling anything about George. She came to know about me through someone and phoned to me." I am saying. "I said I am not feeling anything at all about Chcuk. He lied to me even after I came to know about his marriage. He said he and his wife were divorced and she was living separately. But that was not true. They were not divorced. They both were living together by the time of his death."

By that time George dressed himself completely. But I am feeling quite lazy to get up and dress myself.

"How you have forgotten about yourself Dazzle? What is your position and in what precarious condition always you are? That rogue certainly wanted to lay his hands on your property by making a relationship with you like that."

"You are absolutely right. How foolishly I have fallen into his trap I cannot understand. He was attractive and appeared quite intelligent also. But that did not mean he was good. I should have been more careful. How much I cursed myself after I knew about his cunning nature you don't know."

"Alright, but be careful atleast from now on." He slumped himself in the chair nearby to the bed. "You are the boss and owner to this conglomerate."

I came off the bed and started dressing myself. "No George. I am unfit to look after this much of a conglomerate. Only you are capable to do that. To my dad's organizations go like this without any losses you should be with us always. That is the main reason for my persistence to marry you."

"But what after me Dazzle? Who looks after all these after my death?"

"Oh, George don't talk like that." I went fast to him and kissed on his both cheeks perfunctorily. "I cannot even think like that."

"We have to accept the facts Dazzle. I am not going to be permanent. I am already forty four. I die sixteen years or so before to you. I am also worrying who is going to be responsible for all these. All alone you cannot do that."

"We produce someone together George." With a mischievous smile on my lips I said to him. "We both are already in that process."

"You are hundred percent right." Kissing on my lips smoothly George said.

(..........to be continued)

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