"My god! Is it is true?" there was surprise in his voice.

"It is hundred percent true. I must say."

"How much aged he was?" I could not see any envy or jealousy in his voice except curiosity.

"May be fifteen years." I was trying to suppress my smile which was trying to embark on my lips.

"I expected it to be so as you were just twelve years at that time. Sex at that age would be so much interesting."

"Have you had any experience of sex at that age?"

"Unfortunately no. I used to have fierce desire but could not have a companion to satisfy it." He said "So your first sexual experience was with him."

"You are right." Kissing on his lips I said. "It was so best an experience I can always remember." I remembered Nathaniel and how wonderfully he did it on that day! "He continued doing it like that to me even after I became a woman."

"Lucky guy. What he is doing now? Are not you both having it together now a day?" even then too I did not see any envy like thing in his eyes.

"If he is alive on this day we would have. But quite unfortunately he died in a motor accident."

"Died in a motor accident?" there was a sudden change in Chuck on hearing that.

"Yes, died in a motor accident nearly ten years or so back. Why are you suddenly feeling like this?" I was feeling surprise seeing that sudden expression of fear on his face.

"These deaths and accidents unnerve me a lot." There was fear in his voice also. I felt surprise. I never have thought that Chuck feel fear. Moreover what was in it to feel fear?

"Its alright. Go on with what you are doing. I am losing my mood." I said

We both were completely nude on the bed then. We both like it a lot in such a way in fact. We have it in the usual way and enjoyed it a lot. As on every occasion, we both were just not conscious of time. Anyhow at one point I have my full satisfaction and he became completely slackened and then wanted to be relaxed. But I don't want to let him go yet and remained having my hands around him like that. He too did not try to move away from me but remained so. Then he kissed on my left year and started saying something.

I was completely exhausted. Consciously I was not in a position at all to hear what he was saying. But he was saying something and that was going deep into me. It was just like that I understood with my subconscious what he was saying. Slowly I slipped into sleep.

What Chuck said to me in my ear on that day? I suddenly am thinking about that. Not only on that day, every time after satisfying ourselves, he used to say something like that in my ear. But I never have tried to understand or remember what he was saying to me then. I just have not felt any curiosity or interest in it then.

But Now I am feeling interest in remembering about that. What would have Chuck said to me? Why cannot I remember any of it now? What is the necessity to say something like that?

After I have severed all the ties with him also, Chuck phoned to me occasionally. After talking usual matters he used to start saying something. I just listened all the time while he was saying in the phone every time. But I just cannot remember anything what he has talked after the usual talk. How I have forgotten about it like this? Why cannot I remember any of that now?

I don't like remembering Chuck then but Viola said to me don't fight with the thoughts. Don't try to run away from them. Don't try to go into them. Just remain silent let them wander in your mind as long as they want.

That is what I just did. Once the thoughts regarding my last sexual experience with Chuck have started in me, I just gave them full chance and it surprisingly has a relaxing effect on me. I am observing only those thoughts all the time and no other thoughts come into my observation.

What is really troubling to me now is, what Chuck talked with me after sex with him every time? What he talked with me in the phone after the usual talk?

I am feeling my head very light now. The thoughts about Chuck's mysterious talking in my ear are just disappearing from me. I know very soon I do fall asleep.

***

I am in my cabin in my feeling like I am in the heaven. Despite my uneasiness, despite my odd experiences so far, sometimes I am feeling just like I am in the seventh heaven. I closed my eyes reclined in my chair relaxing myself. Anyhow after putting Viola's technique with respect to thoughts into practice, I am not much troubling with my thoughts. I am observing the thoughts just like I observe the flowing water in a river.

Now I am remembering George. My heart is full of George. I want to see him now itself, talk with him and feel his presence. I just don't know why I am feeling like mad about him. I know he may be very busy in his work now but I just want to talk with him whatever inconvenience it may cause to him. I just want to talk with him something or the other. I know there are many things related to business if I want to talk with George.

I am feeling thrilled while dialing the cell number of George. I am hearing his favorite song impatiently to listen to his voice. My impatience is increasing as he does not attend my call. It has never been like this before. Just in two or three seconds he attends my call every time. As my impatience and irritation is mounting, I am calling him again. All the time I am just hearing his favorite song. In the other situations I do also like that song but this time that is just irritating to me. "Oh, god! Why I am becoming like this!" I am dialing Nova's number now with the same measure of impatience.

"Nova" I am talking with her after her greeting in the phone. "Ask George to come into my cabin."

"He did not come to the office on this day."

It is another shock to me. He never took a leave like this before intimating. "Why? He did not say anything about this yesterday."

"He is taking rest at his home."

Taking rest at his home! It is quite unusual of him. "He is not attending my phone calls either. Did he say anything to you?"

"He phoned to me that he takes rest for this day. Nothing more than that."

I hissed out heavily. I am feeling terrible impatience and irritation now. I very well know why I am feeling like this. I am arriving at a decision and cannot stay there anymore.

I fast came out and am looking for my driver. He is not available. He must be available to me all the time. Where the hell he has gone? It is a serious matter and I look into it later. I put myself in the car and started driving. I know very well where George's house is and it is not very from the office. Even one goes so carefully it takes only five or ten minutes. I looked at my watch when I reached George's home. It took only two minutes to me to come here.

I think I came to George's flat on one or two occasions before. The people in the ground floor are looking surprisingly at me while I am going towards the lift. I know why they are feeling surprise like that. They know very well what I am. It is quite rare that I come like this.

"What Dazzle? You." I am seeing lot of surprise in George's face. "Why you have come like this?"

"Why should not I have come like this?" I am feeling irritation and happiness at the same time. I don't know why seeing George like that is filling my heart with complete happiness. But his questioning me so at the threshold itself is creating irritation in me. "First let me come in."

"Sorry, please come in." he moved aside and gave me the way to go in.

Gorge's flat also reminded me Nova's house. Everything is so neatly arranged. But it is appearing in all respects like a flat of a bachelor. There are wall papers of nature and rivers on the walls. Observing on the four sides carefully I slumped myself in the sofa there.

"Why did not you come to the office on this day?" I asked him straight.

"I want to take rest." It appears that he is trying to cover his irritation.

I hissed out heavily. "I know your type. You never take rest unnecessarily. Tell me what is the matter?"

Now the irritation is quite obvious on his face. "Am I have no authority at all to take rest for a day if I want?" this time he is not trying to cover his irritation. "Should I answer all your questions?"

"Tell me George, what's the matter? Why are you staying at home on this day like this? Unless you answer my question I don't leave you." as if I did not hear what he said, I asked him.

"My god!" he nodded his head helplessly and hissed out heavily "You are impossible I must say". Suddenly he smiled and now there is little anxious expression on his face. He paused few seconds before saying again. "Not just because you are asking I am telling this Dazzle, but I am thinking it is important that you also know about this."

There is silence now and he reclined back in the chair in which he sat.

"Tell me what it is?" excitement in me increased to its motto.

Now George is looking straight into my face. "Someone tried to kill me Dazzle?"

"What?" at once I stood up. "Is it is true?" in fact I need not feel that much of surprise. We are having enough enemies who can try such type of things. But the information that someone tried to kill George making me shiver with fear. How can I live without George? I cannot bear even the thought of it.

"I am jogging on the road early in the morning." I know the habits of the George also. "Someone coming on a bike tried to hit me from the behind. At the very last moment I saw the danger and jumped off the road and escaped from it."

"Nothing.....nothing happened to you." I am suddenly on George moving my hands so frantically all over his body. "Oh, George, nothing, nothing happened to you? Tell me the truth George, please tell me." I just don't know what I am doing. What all I now want is to assure myself nothing happened to George.

"Oh, Dazzle. Calm yourself." Taking away my hands from him George is saying. "Nothing, nothing happened to me. I am alright."

"Then why did not you come to the office? Some damage happened to you. Otherwise you would not have preferred to stay at home like this." I am very much agitated, anxious and trying to move my hands again on his body

"Dazzle, listen to me. I am completely alright." George moved away from me and said with a firm voice.

(..........to be continued)

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